Chen Ruowen sat on the sofa, Bai Jinyan took a bottle of mineral water, unscrewed the cap and handed it to her, and then sat next to her.

"That's all there is to it."

Chen Ruowen's tears began to fall again.

You can't get rid of this kind of thing, and the more subtle the place, the more likely it is that you won't be able to get rid of it for the rest of your life.

For example, he will still help him loosen the bottle cap in advance, such as the mineral water he prepared at home, which is the brand that Chen Ruowen used to drink before.

Bai Jinyan handed over another tissue.

"Why do you cry as soon as you come in?"

Chen Ruowen's reason could not match the dependence and desire in her heart, she rushed over and hugged Bai Jinyan tightly.

Bai Jinyan's body stiffened for a moment.

A voice in his heart was saying to him, pushing her away, he couldn't let her continue to hold her, but he couldn't move in action.

It was as if he had lost control of his opponents and vocal cords in an instant, and his rationality and self-control had all left home at this moment.

Chen Ruowen cried even harder.

Even, in the past four years, she has never wanted to cry so much, so that she feels that she should cry.

"I miss you so much, I miss you so much......"

It took Bai Jinyan a long time to find his voice.

"You...... Quarreled with Gao Tang? ”

"I have nothing to do with him." Chen Ruowen rubbed in Bai Jinyan's arms. "I just wanted to be angry with you, but I didn't get angry."

Bai Jinyan didn't know why he was relieved, but he soon felt shameless about his idea of being relieved.

He shouldn't be relieved, he should be ...... I wish her a new life as soon as possible.

"You...... Is there anything to find me today? ”

Let her hold it for a while, and then push it away, just for a while.

He hadn't felt this embrace in four years, really...... I miss it so much.

Chen Ruowen cried for a while, but didn't wipe her tears, and just looked at him like that.

"I still love you, do you love me?"

When the correct answer cannot be given, the process of answering the question becomes extremely long and painful.

Bai Jinyan couldn't deny the answer to this question as firmly as he did four years ago, and then leave ruthlessly.

Time is the thing that can consume willpower the most, and in the struggle to hug her again and again and stay away from her, Bai Jinyan has almost driven himself crazy.

However, Bai Jinyan's silence was obviously understood by Chen Ruowen to mean something else: he was not easy to answer this question, because the answer was too embarrassing.

"Do you still like me?" Chen Ruowen lowered the bar again, "Do you still have me in your heart?" You...... You're still going to have a little bit of a good impression of me, you're still going to feel a little bit, aren't you? ”

"Minwen ......" Bai Jinyan said with great difficulty, "Don't ...... like this"

"You still have me in your heart. Otherwise...... Why are you crying? ”

Bai Jinyan was stunned for a moment, looked up and touched his face, only to find that he didn't know when, he was already in tears.

He touched his face hard and forced himself to calm down.

"We can't go back."

"If you can't go back, start over, I have you in my heart, you have me in my heart, why can't we be together?"

"I ran away from marriage for another woman, and you became the laughing stock of everyone......"

"I don't care." Chen Ruowen replied without hesitation.

In the past, she didn't understand Xu Xiangwei, and she didn't understand why she could still compromise after being betrayed, but now she understands everything.

Because of love.

Because I still love him.

Even these can't be regarded as grievances, she doesn't feel wronged at all, as long as he can return to herself, she is willing to do whatever she wants.

Bai Jinyan has lost the ability to speak.

She doesn't care.

How could she not care?

Those betrayals and hurts, how can she forgive them so easily?

"I just want you to stay by my side, I can ignore everything before, and I can change the points you don't like me...... I've changed, I don't lose my temper anymore, I learned to cook, I read a lot of books, the ones you used to let me watch but I didn't watch, and the movies, don't you like Bergronte? And also...... And many, many more.

I've changed it all.

In the future, I won't do what you don't like, I only do what you like, I can change anything, and you continue to love me...... Good no good? ”

His lips had been bitten by his teeth and were bleeding, and even then there was no way to control himself, and every cell in his body was screaming.

Say yes, hug her, kiss her, and be honest with her! Tell her how much you have been worse than dead in the four years you have been apart, how much you miss her, and how you have restrained yourself to the point of madness again and again to resist not going to her and not contacting her......

Surrender!

Tell her that you miss her, that you need her, and that she is going crazy when she thinks about it.

Tell her that you have a hard time, tell her that those are not your intention, tell her that you love her, that you have always loved her, and that the tip of your heart hurts when you love her.

She will understand you, she will forgive you, no matter how many difficulties you have, she will accompany you to overcome them, as long as you open your mouth, she will definitely be by your side, never leave, and ......

The woman in his arms was slowly approaching him, and the next moment, his lips were covered by two cold, moist lips.

The string called reason in Bai Jinyan's brain completely collapsed.

"Jingle Bell ......"

The abrupt ringing of the bell interrupted the ambiguous aura that had just arisen, interrupted Bai Jinyan's hands that were about to be hugged to the woman's waist again, and the love that was about to surge out after four years of enduring it.

Bai Jinyan's hands hung down again, he took a deep breath, and gently pushed Chen Ruowen out.

"I'll answer the phone."

"No, you promise to reconcile with me first."

"Don't make a fuss, let me answer the phone." Bai Jinyan paused for a moment, and then added two words softly. "Obedient."

Sensing the change in his tone, Chen Ruowen's eyes lit up, she temporarily let go of Bai Jinyan, and after he took out his mobile phone from his pocket, he leaned back into his arms, with a look of peace of mind that had rarely been seen in four years.

It's good to be able to hold him again.

"Hello, I'm Bai Jinyan."

Bai Jinyan answered the phone, his voice was as gentle as ever, and there was a slight trembling.

The next reply on the other end of the phone Chen Ruowen couldn't hear it.

Only Bai Jinyan could hear the familiar and frightened voice on the microphone.

"How can I use such an official opening statement when talking to my father?"

Bai Jin's tone was slightly deep: "Is there something wrong?" ”

Bai Yuqi said with a little excitement: "Sincerely, have you already seen Chen Ruowen at Kang Wenbo's engagement banquet the day before yesterday?" How's it going, have you guys reconnected? You have been suppressed in the past few years, if you can get back together with her, it will be good for you and the Bai family......"

It's like a basin of cold water poured from the top of the head to the whole body in the cold winter, which makes people's nerves extremely sober.

Bai Jinyan's empty eyes fell on the woman in his arms, and he thought desperately.

No way.

It's impossible for them in this life.