626. The third wish
Bai Yuqi's eager words were still echoing in his ears, every word was for his sake, as if he didn't remember Chen Ruowen's terrifying revenge on the Bai family.
But he knew that neither his father nor his mother would ever forget them.
The scenes of four years ago, what Bai Yuqi did, one by one, were replayed in front of his eyes, which was unprecedentedly clear.
Bai Jinyan, do you want to continue to harm her?
Is your love so selfish?
How can you be willing to delay her for ten years and continue to delay her for the rest of your life?
Bai Jinyan hung up the phone and resolutely pushed the person away from his arms.
He knew that the only remaining temperature in his world would disappear with this embrace.
"Let's go." Bai Jinyan said indifferently and ruthlessly. "I figured it out, I don't love you, it's impossible to go back, and it's impossible to start over with you."
"But ......"
Chen Ruowen was at a loss to tell what to say, and she clearly felt that Bai Jinyan's attitude towards her had changed a lot a moment ago.
He accepted himself to kiss him, and was even ready to hug her, why did a phone call become indifferent without warning, and even ...... More aloof than she did when she first arrived?
"Who called you? What did she say? ”
"It's just a regular phone call, but it just calmed me down."
Bai Jinyan's voice and his expression were unusually indifferent, and the frozen people couldn't even wait to freeze their blood.
"You're a liar! You just ...... You obviously wanted to reconcile with me, but after answering the phone, you changed...... Why! ”
Chen Ruowen is going crazy.
She had been thinking about people for four years, and she had been suffering for four years, and finally felt the light of day a moment ago, but in just a minute, she was beaten back to her original shape, which gave her hope, and then disappointed her, and stepped all her expectations into the mud.
"Yes, I'll admit, I just wavered."
"That ......"
As soon as he began to speak, he was interrupted by the indifference of the person opposite.
"Minwen, I'm not a saint, I'm just an ordinary person, it's normal to be soft-hearted when I hear you say that. You're willing to change for me, you're willing to do that...... Begging me in a low voice, I was moved, I was really moved. But I was moved...... It's not love. ”
"Even if it's a moving ......"
For a moment, Chen Ruowen even wanted to say, even if it was moved, it didn't matter! As long as he is willing to go back, as long as he is willing to go back to himself, no matter what form it takes, she can accept it.
But as soon as he started talking, he was interrupted by the people around him.
"Minwen, we had a few wonderful years, and those memories are always in my heart. You were the first woman I fell in love with, and perhaps the one that touched my heart the most, I don't deny that. But that's all in the past, and time will change a lot. I don't love you anymore, don't even ruin our memories, okay? ”
Chen Ruowen looked at Bai Jinyan in a daze, and listened to him continue.
"You came to me today, you begged me like this, your humble appearance now is already destroying the Chen Ruowen in my memory, let keep the Chen Ruowen in my memory, don't destroy the only beauty left between the two of us, okay?"
Chen Ruowen looked at the person in front of her blankly, and finally moved herself from the sofa little by little, and walked out slowly and laboriously.
After Chen Ruowen left completely, Bai Jinyan sat on the ground weakly. He hugged his head and curled up in a ball, trembling uncontrollably.
He had always known what kind of words to say that would hurt her the most.
But why let him be this bastard who hurts the person he loves the most?
I don't know how long it took, the trembling slowly stopped, Bai Jinyan let go of his body, took out his mobile phone, and lit up the screen.
On the screen, her smile was so clear. It is a clean smile that has not been polluted and has not experienced troubles until all evil is exposed.
He knew that if he was a little more selfish, she would be able to stay by his side forever.
But could she still have such a smile at that time?
Bai Jinyan wiped away the tears stained on the screen, and his fingers swiped back and forth over and over again, stroking his lover's cheeks through the cold electronic screen.
"As long as you can do well, I can do anything."
……
Chen Ruowen didn't know how she got into the car, and how she controlled the steering wheel to drive back like she had lost her soul.
The streets were empty in the early morning, and it wasn't until they arrived at a certain street that the number of vehicles began to increase, Chen Ruowen followed the traffic in a daze, and when she didn't know where to drive, a few red rays suddenly entered the afterglow, and there were countless noisy and neat shouts in her ears.
“10!”
“9!”
“8!”
“7……”
Chen Ruowen turned her head indifferently, only to see a large silver ball rising into the air, exploding in mid-air with the cheers of the countdown. Thousands of colorful notes fell from the sky and fluttered in the wind, and then the riverside exploded full of fireworks.
Chen Ruowen was dazed and remembered the first year she and Bai Jinyan crossed together here, and the first time they made a wish together.
"First wish, we will always be together."
"Second wish, you will always love me."
"Third Wish......"
What is the third wish?
Why can't you remember?
Is it because you didn't make a third wish?
"No, he did." Chen Ruowen muttered to herself in a low voice.
It's still Chinese New Year's Eve, it's still at zero o'clock, it's still what he said.
"The third wish, don't destroy the only good memories we have left, right?"
Her love, her begging, has become an existence that even memories can destroy.
She begged him like that, leaving behind all her self-esteem and pride, not caring about anything, lowering her posture to the dust, and not being able to change his heart.
So heartless.
So heartless.
How could the man who once loved her with his life become so ruthless.
The car finally drove out of the crowded area, and Chen Ruowen turned the steering wheel and deviated from the route following her memories of four years ago.
……
"Is Miss on the wrong path?"
Just behind Chen Ruowen's car, followed by an inconspicuous black car, Xiao He and Xiao Zhuo sat in the back seat, lying on the backrest of the front seat, staring at the car in front.
"Gao Shao, do you know where Miss just went? Where is she going now? I think the state of the young lady is a little wrong! ”
Gao Tang didn't answer, only stared at the car in front of him intently, and turned the steering wheel with her.
"Gao Shao, this is not the way back to Chen's house, nor is it the way back to the hotel, where is Miss going?"
Gao Tang frowned and followed a few more streets before he changed his eyes.
It's a road he hasn't walked in years, but it's still familiar.
This road is to NTU.
Is she going back to NTU? Still is...... Crape Myrtle Garden?