Chapter 88: Wasted effort
In the time that I have been working hard for nearly a month, I finally created a work that I think can still be seen, in fact, there are still a lot of flaws in this painting that I can say, when I showed it to Qin Musi, he accepted it without saying a word, and said: "Miss Aru has really worked hard a few days ago, so let's rest in the past few days!" ”
I was going to say that I would let him see what the shortcomings were, and I would correct it! He didn't care about these at all, so I specially said: "Second son, don't be too confident in me, in fact, Aru's painting skills are really not up to that kind yet..." That's what you want. ”
"I know." He smiled slightly, "Miss Aru doesn't have to be too humble, everything is in Mu Si." ”
I was also stupid and found out that I missed the second entrance examination of the Orange Painting Garden, and this year I only have one chance, and I will have to wait until three years later. Besides, I don't have any idea about entering the Orange Painting Garden now, and it's difficult for me to do whatever I want.
I really didn't have anyone to talk about these troubles, so I told Qin Musi.
He said: "Miss Aru's painting skills are amazing, and she can still be famous as a street painter, so why bother to stick yourself in the orange painting garden, besides, how many people enter the orange painting garden is nothing more than to seek a prestige and raise their worth, and now Miss Aru still needs to care about these?" ”
"No, entering the Orange Painting Garden should have nothing to do with fame and fortune, that is, to be able to practice painting skills well, to improve painting skills, and then you can be handy in painting and paint works that you think are very good. The ultimate goal is to be exquisite, not to be fame and fortune. "I secretly sighed in my heart that he really had the thinking of a businessman, and everything had to do with money.
"I know that what Miss Aru means is that the name of those poor children studying is not in the name of seeking fame, fortune, wealth and glory, but to serve the country. But as the so-called, self-cultivation Qi family rules the country and the world, this self-cultivation is still in the first place, and if you don't get better first, how can you go later. And if a person wants to get better, he can't do without this fame, fortune, wealth and glory, and the whole is basically the same. ”
"No, I mean, it's from a personal point of view, nothing else, that is, if you want to like something, your purpose should be very simple, and it shouldn't be mixed with those other things."
"That's what the world is looking for, but it's just a nice way to put it."
"No, I, that..." Well, I'll admit I can't talk about him.
"Miss Aru, you don't have to think much about it now, just paint hard, I'm looking forward to your new work." He smiled.
"But to be honest, I think that, with my current level, eighty or ninety percent of them are going to make you lose money." I'm honest.
"Where, Miss Aru's painting a few days ago can make up for the expenses of the one you recovered."
"Really?"
"It's true, so Miss Aru doesn't have to mind, just open your mouth if you need anything, this is what Qin should do for you." He probably knew that I was not a lover of money, so he didn't mention the question of how much money in front of me, and I never cared about it, and simply felt that it was a big loss for the family.
The third entrance assessment of this year is imminent, I hesitated again and again but decided to give it a try, and I was planning to avoid Qin Musi, I was afraid that if I didn't pass it by then, it would be a shame to spread it again. For this reason, I still have to work hard, and it is the kind of obsessed state before, I don't think about tea and dinner, I only focus on painting, for this time, I can only sincerely say that I have really tried my best.
One night before the exam, my dreams were full of exam scenes, painting theories were tumbling in my head, paint paper and pen were wandering in front of my eyes, everyone was struggling to write, and I couldn't write with a pen in my hand, and every time I used a pigment to paint the paper, it became a color, and in the end it was still blank, and these dreams tortured me to the core.
It was the first introductory exam that left a psychological shadow on me, but despite all the trembling, I struggled to sit down in the hall. What's going on with this painting theory? Did you get to the back? I don't even remember how I feel!
The limited topic is summer scenery, which makes me even more burdened;
How demanding are they?
After the exam, I feel that there is no one in the world who is more disappointed than me, I can only draw, but I am helpless but not good at painting, how can I do it?
These days, I have been isolated from the world, and I haven't noticed an explosive news - Zhou Mubai, the master of the painting hall in the Lingdu Palace, has returned from the Lingdu, no wonder there are fewer people who come to see the assessment, and everyone who has nothing to do is crowded to the street to see Zhou Mubai. I still went out of the Orange Painting Garden on the way back, looking at the crowded Gu Zhi Alley, I was curious to come forward and then listen to the chatter of the people around me, they also said that the people who welcomed him from Xicheng to Dongcheng were all such a grand occasion.
Zhou Mubai also sent back a painting before returning to the rain, the non-sale items borrowed from the Qingteng Pavilion for exhibition, have been copied in the past few days, I want to know early, it is estimated that I can copy the number of copies of one volume per person in this rain.
Zhou Mubai rode a white horse, his green shirt was lined with him extremely white, and he was surrounded by the blue spirit envoy who escorted him back, and he was very angry. The people on both sides were cheering for him, and the scene was like a new champion returning home, and he nodded at the people on both sides with a smile. I imagined that there should be no face in his eyes at this moment, there should be a lot of black and pressed heads, and I myself was one of them.
"Zhou Mubai." I heard some of the girls yelling in the crowd, but they were still drowned out in the crowd.
What kind of character was Bai Zhou back then?
When he thought of his current death, his eyes were not sour, and he returned to the small courtyard that he relied on with tears all the way, there was no one in the courtyard, and they should have gone to see Zhou Mubai.
I walked into the back room in despair, and suddenly a man came out of it.
"Ah Yan?"
As soon as I came out, she slapped me and blinded me.
"They all said that Qin Ergongzi recently made a lot of money with a painter named Aru, at first I didn't believe it, I didn't want to? Xinru, you can live in my house with backbone, for fear of bothering me, so what about here? You're happy to trouble that man? Oh yes, I forgot, what's your relationship now? The man is unmarried, the woman is unmarried, Aru, let me remind you, he is very deep in the city, don't be spoiled by him in the end. ”
"What do you mean?" The tears that I had been holding in my eyes were stirred up by this slap, and like a pearl that broke a string, rolled straight down my cheeks.
"What do I mean? Aru became famous as soon as she painted! The next few paintings after you are also convincing, and paper can't contain the fire. I've seen a lot of this kind of business, first relying on masterpieces that came out of nowhere to whet people's appetites, and then businessmen colluded with painters, taking the opportunity to continue to raise their prices, as long as the money is earned, what kind of face do you need! Aru, the purpose of a businessman is to make money, but you are a painter. If you only want money, then what kind of name do you have to bear? Don't you think you've stained those two words? ”
"I..." I choked up and couldn't say a word.
"You, I look down on you now." These were the last words she left.