I wanted to jump into Hejian Lake, but it was midnight when I stumbled to the shore of Hejian Lake, and the people watching me in the courtyard were asleep, so I ran out secretly.

I sat on the shore of the lake, my feet in the air, looking at my own reflection in the lake through the moonlight, I was in a trance, I thought about everything that happened after coming to the rain capital, thinking about myself, thinking about the past, present and future, as if I fell into a quagmire, the more I struggled, the deeper I sank, and why?

People who can't get it have to want it, things that can't be done have to be done, people who shouldn't like it have to be affectionate, things that shouldn't be liked have to be painstaking, am I against God?

I don't know, I'm messy right now.

"Aru."

I turned my head and smiled at him, "You're here!" ”

That's all I want to be able to smile at the people I like.

"Well, I'm here." He was five paces away from me, and the moonlight shone down on him, setting him with a glossy outline.

I stood up, smiling, and looked at him steadily, surprisingly calm: "Are you alright?" ”

"It's fine." He stood there fixedly looking at me, with the gentle smile on his lips that was his usual form.

"You... Still leaving? ”

"Well, I'll be gone in three days."

"Yes... Don't go... Is it? "I never felt like I was going to be so weak, still in front of him.

He was silent.

"I... I..." My voice became hoarse, and I tried to swallow back the tears in my eyes, and breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, "Zhou Mubai, you, you... You... You're so tall! Good, good, so high! I, I, I... I can't reach it. With that, I crouched down and hugged my head, and became in pain.

He didn't speak again, just hugged me and cried uncontrollably by the lake all night.

It seems that from that time on, I will never tell anyone about all my grievances, I can swallow it, why bother to say anything meaningless, it's just my own business, it is estimated that Zhou Mubai has always thought so.

He went out to socialize during the day for three days, and stayed with me at night, Zhou Mubai was thoughtful, and no one found out about my relationship with him.

Strolling with him in Wu Daolin at night, he said a lot of things when he was a child, he also said that this Wu Daolin is his favorite place, he was often alone in the night from here back and forth when he was a child, the feeling of quiet on the road is not in a hurry is the most enjoyable after he paints, every time he can't paint when he will walk here, walk a circle is not enough to walk a few more circles, and then there will be a lot of ideas in the mind, just walk and walk after the idea is finished, immediately go back to write, feel very good, Even if you can't really draw it, I'm happy in the conception.

Zhou Mubai told me on the eve of his departure: "If Aru still wants to paint, don't be afraid of anything, in the orange painting garden, painting skills are the first, as long as the painting skills are good, the rest is no longer the focus of people's attention." ”

I replied to him: "As long as Zhou Mubai is still painting, Aru will not close the pen." ”

"Good!"

I don't know if Zhou Mubai is a stumbling block, but I have passed the entry assessment, and I should be able to be regarded as a beginner painter in the Orange Painting Garden.

I still live in Qin Musi's courtyard, ruining my reputation in exchange, the destruction is completely ruined, and it is not so easy to redeem it for a while! I can't help but feel sorry for myself, it's too cheap that Qin Musi, and he still has nothing to lose after all.

In addition, I also wrote a letter to her to clarify, it is indeed that I have difficulties, and ah is really so stupid that I was sold and counted for others. I also vowed that from now on I would be a good person, change my mind, and only think about improving my painting skills, and I don't care about anything else.

That day, I settled accounts with Qin Musi, and then asked for some money from him in case of emergency. If you want to live well, you still have to be cheesy, and Qinggao has no capital.

After Zhou Mubai left, the rain is still everywhere there are traces of his left, the paintings he brought back this time were spread all over the east and west of the rain capital, the little master of the painting world has become a personable and talented Zhou Mubai, in the heart of the girl in the rain capital, there is probably no more perfect man than him in this world, it is estimated that Zhou Mubai has entered the dreams of many girls at night. Poor I've never dreamed of him, and every time I dream of a reality that's more terrible than reality.

The first time I entered the Orange Painting Garden as a beginner painter, I should have a high-spirited temperament, but on the first day I went, I became the focus before I raised my head. It's not that I'm sensitive, but I feel like the people around me are always pointing fingers at me behind my back. Maybe it's also my own topic, what street painter became famous overnight, what painting sold for millions of taels of silver, what entered the orange painting garden by virtue of his relationship, what has a leg with Qin Ergongzi, I vaguely heard everything.

It's all stupid things that I have done, and when I feel at ease, I will pass it as a deaf ear.

There are 38 people in our room, and 8 of them have passed this assessment. There were only three male painters in total, but I was the first to be known by everyone, better than the only three male painters, and I felt that every time they looked at me, the way they looked at me was not quite right. And ah, it's really a narrow road, and there are three classmates who came to me when I first entered the Orange Painting Garden, and I want to do my paintings, really, in fact, I'm quite embarrassed for them.

It's normal that people don't want to see me, and I just tell myself to remember my original purpose.

The gentleman who took us to this room is surnamed Zhang, is a male painter, it is said that he hosted this entrance assessment, and it is rumored that he is friendly, so why did he give me a no logo for the first time? I'm wondering.

When he heard my name, he looked at me with interest and said thoughtfully, "You are Xin Ru!" ”

Originally, there were some classmates who only painted sage paintings who didn't know me, but after a few days, my notoriety spread in the ears of the beginner painters.

So my life in the orange painting garden is really not very easy, and some people blatantly provoke me, and when they get the opportunity, they will scold me a few words, and even love to prank, and then I am in a hurry, so I carry a knife with me, saying that whoever dares to provoke me again, I will die with him, and this time it is a little better.

Of course, there are not all bad people in the world, I have also met better classmates in the Orange Painting Garden, those who can make me admire, Ye Fan is one of them, she is the former, I went home with her just by the way, at first she was afraid of me, and then somehow they left together, and she said that I am not a bad person.