Chapter 69: The Cold Wind Is Biting, It's Warm with You (2)
Friday, December 31, 2015.
This Friday is the right time, it is a day that does not need to study at night, just right, because tonight is Chinese New Year's Eve, especially for people who pay attention to the sense of ceremony, today will definitely be an unforgettable night.
Surprised and impressed!
This year's New Year's Eve was caught off guard.
I don't know when people began to pay special attention to Chinese New Year's Eve, which seems to have indirectly become a special festival, just like the existence of Double 11.
Moreover, there is a saying that tonight, welcome the arrival of the New Year with your beloved, and the future will definitely be long.
In this way, many people have imitated it, and people feel that this festival is very novel, and even surpasses the status of some festivals.
status in people's minds.
New Year's Eve is wonderful, and who you spend New Year's Eve with is also particularly important.
Or maybe the people around you are different every year?
The law of this world is that anything is possible.
Every year's New Year's Eve, I will stay in front of the TV, and witness the New Year worth cheering with the major parties, and its arrival carries the expectations of countless people. Especially at the moment of the countdown, the mood will also be excited with them on the TV.
It is as if you are in it, and the experience is special.
Thanks to some celebrity friends who have accompanied us over the years, it is not only visually satisfying but also physically and mentally enriched, which is great and worthy of praise.
Especially the blooming of the ceremonial flowers at the last moment, it is very lively! The hosts used their passion to ignite the hearts of hundreds of millions of viewers across the country.
These cheers and cheers are not only for the sake of the New Year, but also for the people who bring us happiness.
It's just that whether it's a flower or a lively one, it's just a moment of happiness after all, although it's only a short moment, but it's the most real happiness at this time, because real happiness never needs to be deliberately pretended.
After the party, I was left alone, and in this deserted and quiet room, after turning off the TV, the next step was to fall asleep more quietly.
Of course, the excitement cannot be calmed down for a long time, and there is always a buffering process.
I'm usually the only one interested in these singing and dancing performances, and every year, it seems to have become a kind of agreement.
It's also a habit.
However, I can't always deceive myself, in fact, I understand that the fact is that no matter how much others carnival, I am only one person after all, and I can only be excited about the TV series, such a polarized Chinese New Year's Eve, it seems that only I can bear it, or maybe because I prefer to watch the show, everyone has their own hobbies, there is no reason why it must be the same.
For example, my sister's greatest pleasure is to study all kinds of cosmetics and beautiful clothes.
On the contrary, I don't know anything about cosmetics and other gadgets, and some of them are very novel.
Everyone's interests and hobbies are different, so the joy of life will be different, and the three views are different, just like some people don't understand me at all, and I don't understand them.
That's how it feels, and in short, it's just not appropriate.
The most basic point of friends and lovers is that the three views are the same, and the three views are different, how to get along?
After the New Year's Eve party, the next thing is the moment when I am alone in front of the mobile phone screen in the bed, and I can't help but recall the previous scene in my mind.
In the past, many, many more.
I'm not like my sister, either I'm going out to play, or I'm going to bed early, and I don't care about these so-called rituals, and it's not that the sense of rituals is bad, but it just depends on the individual.
This kind of psychology is also very good, living freely.
There are a lot of things that she is more free and easy about, and I quickly told them one by one, many of which are things that I can't do, and I actually envy her.
……
This year's New Year's Eve is no longer the same as before, it is a little different, and after countless strong rejections, it still ended in failure.
My refusal doesn't seem to be of any use here with Alin.
Actually, it makes sense for Alin, and I just agree with her, she said, "Really, let's go out tonight, just a few of our good classmates, go out for a night, and then go home the next day." ”
I don't like this kind of notice without warning, especially the evening event, and now I'm telling me, it's more like a notification, and Alin knows I can't do anything about her.
"However, I already lied last time, so it's too often to be suspected." I struggled with the considerations, not everyone can really empathize, no one will understand me, only I understand others, so it is very tiring, I continued: "And if my parents know, I may not see the sun tomorrow." ”
Alin said thoughtfully, "Huh? It shouldn't be so serious, just play this time, mainly because I want to get together, after the next semester, we'll go to the training camp, I don't know if we can get together again, this should be the last chance, and it's such a good day. ”
Indeed, after the next semester, the first half of the third year of high school needs to go out for training for half a year, then take the joint examination for art, and finally prepare for the college entrance examination.
Although we are special students, it is not easy, and we also need to take professional and cultural courses, and two major exams are not so easy as others think, and they take the exam casually.
The cut-off score is not high, however, we don't have much time to study.
But, I wondered, isn't there still a semester left? Why is it this time to meet?
Subsequently, I thought about it, today is New Year's Eve, I should want to leave a good memory! Does it have to be a good memory? Will it be like last time? After experiencing the last incident, I deeply realized that for some things that I am not suitable for at all, it is better not to force it, and the result of reluctance may be like now, maybe I will lose a friend.
This time I just had a casual mentality, and I couldn't be impulsive again.
So, I said yes.
And my parents, on the other hand, found a reason not to go home, of course, I knew that they must not believe it, but they did not expose me, which was unexpected.
After all, when I say anything, they don't believe it, unless there is proof of white on a black background, otherwise they will be unanimously considered to be lying, just such a family without any trust.
Indulge in a fling at.
After the last class in the afternoon, I hurriedly followed Alin to her dormitory, and there was a little excitement!
Then, I started to pack up and dress up, and at the same time, I saw a lot of cosmetics and other things that I had never seen before.
What is it? How to use it? This...... Completely scratching your head.
A whole bunch of questions came up in my mind, is everyone's stuff so complete?
"Xin, give me your eyeliner, mine is gone." Alin asked.
"In the makeup bag, you can take it yourself." Xin replied while raising his eyebrows.
They communicated very naturally, and I looked at it puzzled, as if I had never seen the world before.
I still know eyebrow pencil lipstick, but what is eyeliner? Is it any use?
I saw that Alin made a black line along the root of her eyelashes, and it seemed that her eyes were enlarged a lot, so I see.
"Do you need it?" Alin saw me looking at her and asked.
"Me? No, I won't. I quickly waved my hand in refusal.
"It's okay, I'll give it to you." Immediately afterward, I was arranged eyeliner by the enthusiastic Alin.
It's just that I don't seem to have any magnification effect on my eyes, is it because of the single eyelid?
Possibly.
After eating, I went to the barber shop to do a one-off look, I don't know why I feel that everyone attaches great importance to today's party, but why?
Is it because of New Year's Eve, or because there is someone you like.
Probably both.
I was also forced to do a big curly hair style, I thought it was good, and when I came to the play area, there were a lot of people, and some people I didn't know.
It seems to be a good friend for them to play with.
Am I being deceived by Alin? Everywhere are acquaintances. Obviously, there are strange classmates from other classes, and they are all familiar with each other, but I don't know them at all.
Ay!
Since you've come here, it's all the way around, so it's hard to leave directly.
That's what Alin thinks, she's such a love-hate character, and I always can't do anything about her, it seems like I just have to spoil her.
However, fortunately, these people are self-acquainted, and there is always a cue for me to speak, and I answer questions patiently.
When I walked into one of the rooms and looked at the people standing in a circle, and the poker in the middle, I probably knew what I was going to do, and I still knew some cards.
And just like that, we started the card game.
Thrilling.
Because those who lose will be punished with truth or dare.
I just remember that I didn't seem to lose, and I couldn't lose this punishment even if I rushed it.
Later in the game, everyone was almost exhausted and didn't have the heart to play, and next to me was Ahri-san, who lost in this last round.
And he chose to take a big adventure, and suddenly the classmate next to him said with an idea: "Princess hug, the opposite sex on your left." ”
Such a purposeful punishment, I felt as if I had been designed again, yes, it was me to his left, I stood a little dazed, even more overwhelmed, and then looked at Ahri and shook my head at a loss.
I hope he understands me.
The princess hug is actually fine, but I'm afraid that Ahri can't hold me, and the body of one hundred and twenty pounds is important to be self-aware of himself, but Ahri seems to have misunderstood what I mean, and left directly sadly.
The game is over, and it's about to be the New Year's time, as if the whole world is counting down to welcome the new year together!
At this point, Alin turns on her phone's standard Beijing time and counts down for us, when she says the number "1".
Bursts of cheers and fireworks rang out, filling the city, joy filled every cell of the whole body, except for happiness, only happiness, this time only did not watch the party New Year's Eve Chinese New Year's Eve, but still a little unaccustomed.
Suddenly, I felt a little nostalgic for what I used to be.
It can also be said to be a very special New Year's Eve, life is about change!
It is said that the New Year's Eve should be spent with the person you like, so that it can last for a long time, but I only like a person's carnival, and a person is free no matter what.
Then, there is the silence after the revelry.
I sat in one of the rooms, pondering, and I didn't know much about what I was pondering, except that Ahri was there, and the others had disappeared inexplicably.
I was left alone with Ahri-san.
In the dimly lit room, it was just me and him, slightly embarrassed, and suddenly wanted to escape, but it seemed that they couldn't.
I glanced at him, then lowered my head again in embarrassment, and then he suddenly said, "Today is my birthday." ”
Voice, sigh, muffled.
I immediately turned around and said, "Happy birthday!" ”
Annoyed by my brain, I remember it clearly, why did I forget it at this time? Even as a friend, I should remember it.
Then, Ahri left, leaving me only with a lonely back, a little distressed, but what qualifications do I have to feel distressed, it is destined to be impossible between us, and the only chance to do so has long expired.
Love expires, and so does love.
Moreover, you should never look backwards as a person, everyone is fine, but we are not suitable, and this New Year may be destined to be extraordinary.
glanced at the phone, and completely understood Ahri's loneliness, because it was past zero o'clock, and his birthday passed so quietly, if only it were earlier.
Maybe it's fate, I don't want to leave hope in each other's hearts.
……
In the midst of the wind and fire, the second semester of the second semester of high school has begun, and it is a new semester without excitement but longing.
However, the first task is difficult.
Hiking.
Like military training, hiking is a necessary extracurricular task in the sophomore year of high school, and every student is required to participate, which is actually the training of military training at that time.
It's not a long distance, but if you want to hike the whole way, you will feel like it's a long way away, and you can't see the end and you can't see the hope, but at first, at the beginning, everyone was very excited, and they walked and played leisurely, and it was said that you could have a barbecue when you arrived at your destination, so everyone looked forward to it even more.
There is expectation to have motivation, and at this moment it is full of motivation.
Lined up in a column, shuttling through the city, looking at the vehicles coming and going on the road, we seem to have become the most beautiful boy on this street, forming a particularly beautiful landscape.
As long as people pass by, they all cast curious eyes.
Incomparably curious.
And we are also very curious about these people, curious about their curiosity, isn't this equivalent to a spring outing for elementary school students now? Is it that unusual?
In other words, if I were walking down the road and saw a crowd of people, I couldn't help but laugh for a moment.
The long procession, consisting of the entire grade of our sophomore year, was on foot, but the mood was fresh.
Halfway through, this novelty is completely gone, and the whole body is filled with exhaustion, how far is the endless road?