Until she was ten years old, Ruge had been focusing on her siblings and the life she had been struggling with. As the eldest daughter in the family, her parents gave birth to two younger sisters, a younger brother, her father is a retired navy, her mother is a hardworking housewife, her father runs around for the family's livelihood, her mother works all day for an old snack drink, the family has been living on the food and clothing line, eating and dressing can only be simple, the clothes are big and worn out for the small ones to wear, the children rarely buy a new dress a year, such a dull childhood is almost not a little light. In the autumn of 1993, a great event happened to the ten-year-old Ruge, it was not that her mother made an exception to buy her a new finished clothes, nor that her father brought a novel and beautiful stationery box from other places that was envied by her classmates, not to mention that she finally changed to a gay table that no longer troubled her, life was always so unexpected. That morning, Ruge was dressed in plain clothes as always, and even her hair didn't have time to comb it, so she hurried to the campus after feeding her younger brother. The rising sun shines on the body of the warm, the rows of poplars on the campus are simple and straight, the leaves have not yet turned yellow and fallen, the wind and dust are like a song inadvertently saw a boy in the crowd, his smile is as intoxicating as the warm winter sun, such a dazzling light into Ruge's heart, deeply stirring her young and pure heart, she seems to suddenly open her mind, and she can see the beauty of the opposite sex in her eyes. This boy is her classmate Jin Bo, from which moment on, the ordinary Ruge has the position of Jin Bo in his eyes, and he silently pays attention to Jin Bo like a shadow, and has a good expectation in his heart.

Although I really want to say a word to Jin Boduo and want him to see how good she is, Ruge is too ordinary, with a mediocre family, inconspicuous appearance, and average academic performance, there is no aspect that can make her worthy of attention. How can you get him to pay attention to himself? When she was young, she was powerless to change the family's economic situation, and her appearance was naturally given by her parents, only her academic performance could be changed by her own efforts, and she was determined to improve her academic performance. When her friends went out to play, she was silently reciting, and when she was taking care of her younger brother, she was also studying with her textbooks, and it was late at night, and her mother called her to sleep and she was still reviewing her homework. When she was in the fifth grade of elementary school, her grades were among the best, and she became an honor student who was concerned by the principal, loved by her teachers, and envied by her classmates. She finally caught the attention of Jin Bo because of her excellent academic performance, he would sometimes ask her for math problems, she would patiently analyze and solve them for him, he was finally able to talk to him, she was overjoyed, and she had more motivation to gnaw more math problems, so that he would not be disappointed when he asked her questions, and their intersection began to increase.

There is a gentle and beautiful girl in her class named Jin Na, Jin Na can't be regarded as Ruge's friend, her grades are very average, and she is more envious of Ruge's academic performance, but she is a kind and good girl, and she is also warm and friendly to Ruge. Suddenly, one day, Ruge heard her good friend Hongmei say that Jin Bo likes the gentle and beautiful Jinna, wants to talk to her, wants to play with her, which is a new thing in a closed and uncivilized town. Although the school allows men and women to share the table, it is generally still girls and girls to play together, and boys to play with boys, if the girl and the boy play together, it is almost impossible, Jin Bo said that he likes Jinna, he can only talk, he dare not really do it. But this is such a thing, but it has set off a lot of waves in Ruge's heart, she can't accept that Jin Bo likes someone else, although she knows that most of the girls in the class like the handsome and dazzling Jin Bo, but Jin Bo didn't show that she treats that girl differently before, she still has good expectations in her heart. When she heard about such a thing, she felt uncomfortable, but she couldn't let others know her thoughts, so she could only lick her wounds silently. Soon this matter passed, Ruge studied more diligently, and her grades were more excellent.

The study of primary school is not so intense, there is still a certain amount of entertainment time in the leisure time of studying, and for a while the students were hooked on a TV series, which is the TV series "A Generation of Empresses" starring Pan Yingzi. There is another step in the TV series called "There is a Fairy Wife in the Family", and there is a lyric in its theme song "Lovelorn Front Alliance": She always only leaves her phone number and never asks me to send her home. Of course, this can only be a fantasy, and it can only stay at the level of fantasy, let alone let him send him home, if he can let him talk to her more, she will be happy for a long time.

But the brutal truth is always so unguarded. On a rainy day, some of us came to school with umbrellas, some wore raincoats and came to school one after another, Ruge was dressed in shabby, there was no decent umbrella at home, not to mention beautiful rain boots, and the shoes on her feet did not fit well, she stood aside with a plastic film covering the rain, and then he saw the ridicule and disdain in Jin Bo's eyes, she was a little embarrassed, but she could not avoid it, and the embarrassment of life could not be covered up even if it was a dazzling academic performance. Yes, in Jin Bo's eyes, she is just an ordinary classmate with good academic performance, not much friendship, this is the truth, no matter how hard she puts in, there will be no place for her in his eyes, and what Ruge pursues, Jin Na can easily get without any effort, she is unwilling, but there is nothing she can do.

The improvement of academic performance has also paid off for Ruge. Her unusually learning-oriented father praised his daughter whenever he met people, although he only had a primary school graduation level, but the experience of six years of military service in the navy also made him increase his knowledge, know the importance of learning to change his fate, he did not have too many requirements for his children's life skills, only academic performance made him valued, and the eldest daughter of the top student among the children naturally got his favor. Although the family is in financial difficulty, they still take their children out to travel as a reward for achieving good grades. Although I was reluctant to drink even a bowl of hot noodle soup during the tour, the water was also brought from home to cool and boiled. But Ruge still had a lot of fun, the mountains outside and the water outside opened the eyes of Ruge, who grew up in the Great Plains, and the awkwardness in her heart became a lot lighter.

Ruge was admitted to middle school with excellent grades, and she began another journey in her life.