"Don't make fun of me, I can't live or die, no. A good life has just begun, and I haven't enjoyed it yet. ”

"Ruge, do you always think like this?"

"I've been hit a lot of times, so I naturally think about it."

"Have you been hit many times?"

"Didn't you hit me, did you have to poke my scars?"

"I'm sorry, forgive me, I didn't understand anything at that time, and I was very superficial." Jin Bo scratched his head embarrassedly and said, "You're actually a nice girl who is quite interesting." ”

"It's very reluctant, aren't you superficial now?"

"Superficial, but also confused, I don't know what I want to pursue the most, sometimes I'm too tired, I just want to find someone to live a good life."

"Yes, people may have no desire to pursue when they are too tired. The pressure of life alone can overwhelm people, who still has the heart to pursue ethereal love, and only idlers will have the heart to think about these. ”

"Don't you believe in love?"

"Maybe it's because the strength of love has run out, and there is no enthusiasm for love anymore. As long as you can talk about the past, who will not live with you in the future. ”

"Ruge, my family likes you very much."

"What do you like about me?"

"When I work, I am warm and generous, which makes people feel good."

"Haha, it seems that the only passion I have left is spent on work." Like a song and self-deprecation.

"This is like you, in my impression you have always been helpful, warm and generous."

What an underwhelming guy, is she so loving, is her enthusiasm only good for him alone, and has only helped him alone, right?

"I didn't expect me to have such a beautiful image in your heart, it's really deserved."

"I was blinded by lard before, and I didn't like you like that. Now I really feel that you have a charismatic personality. ”

"Do you think I'm fit to be your wife?"

Jin Bo was choked by Ruge's sharp question, and said with a sigh of relief:

"Oh, I have this idea in my heart, and I haven't discussed it with my family yet." Jin Bo replied honestly.

"You're a chicken thief, do you want to know what's going on in my mind?"

"What do you think?" Jin Bo was a little nervous.

"You are the only man I have ever loved, the power of the lover has been used in you for a long time, and now I am afraid that I don't even have the strength to love you anymore."

"Let me take care of you for the rest of your life, I don't need you to love me more, I will be good to you."

"Let me think about it, right? I can't answer you right now. ”

"I'm going to break up with that girl, I don't like her that much."

"Sounds like a third person."

"Ruge, don't think like that, I want to be with you."

"Then you are a third party, I still have a boyfriend, and I haven't broken up with him yet."

"Are you going to break up with him?"

"Yes, but not for you."

"For whom?"

"For my own sake, I'm not as helpful as you say, I love myself the most."

"Have you always been so direct?"

"yes, I'm that direct. Laughing and scolding in front of the people who love me shows my truest side. Isn't it surprising that I'm very different from your image? ”

"Who doesn't want to live authentically, who wants to live with a mask? Live authentically so you don't feel tired. Jin Bo also said.

Yes, who would want to live with a mask when they have the ability to be themselves.

Ruge looked up at the sky and realized that it was already dark, so her mother should be in a hurry, right? Gotta hurry home. I had been chatting with Jin Bo for too long today, and she didn't hate him so much for his previous ruthlessness. Could it be that he is about to lose the strength to hate?

"Go home, right? It's too late."

"I'll send you?" Jin Bo said.

"No need, it's so close, you can go back quickly, bye."

"I'll be waiting for you in this place tomorrow." Jin Bo said firmly.

"I may work overtime tomorrow and may not have time to see you."

"I'll wait for you for two hours, and I'll go home when I don't see you in two hours."

"Whatever you want, go back quickly."

After saying goodbye to Jin Bo, Ruge sped up the pace of going home.

When she came home panting, her mother was sitting at the dining table waiting for her, and when she saw her running so quickly, she thought something was wrong, and asked anxiously:

"Ge'er, what's wrong, why are you running in such a hurry?"

"Mom, it's okay, I met Jin Bo on the road, and I chatted with him for a while, I'm afraid that you will leave in a hurry when you are in a hurry."

"Jin Bo is looking for you?" Rumu asked vigilantly.

"I happened to meet it, and it doesn't matter much, let's hurry up and eat."

Ruge sat down and ate in a big gulp, after such a long delay, she was indeed hungry.

Ru's mother observed her daughter: her hair was medium and long, scattered behind her head, her face was small, her eyebrows were trimmed into willow leaves, her eyes were large and bright, her nose was not very strong, her mouth was moderate, her lips were ruddy, she was not delicate in her facial features, she could only be said to be slightly better looking than ordinary girls, but her height was not very tall, and she was weak since she was a child, which delayed her growth.

Jin Bo, this young man, Rumu knows. He can be regarded as a more famous handsome guy in the town, he is tall and handsome, and he has a kind smile, and the aunt can't bear to praise him when she sees him, but it's a pity that there is no formal job, and I heard that he is substitute in the primary school in the town. Ru's mother knew that Ge'er had a crush on him, but she didn't know what her daughter was thinking now, so she said tentatively:

"Jin Bo is a good boy, but he doesn't have a formal job."

"What's the matter, Mom, do you want me to marry him?" Ruge thought it was funny.

"If he also has a good job, you don't want to marry him?"

"He said his parents liked me and he wanted to be with me."

"What do you think?"

"I don't know, Mom, do you and Dad know that I secretly liked him? Dad didn't have a good face every time he saw him. ”

"Yes, the diary you wrote, we secretly read it, and we only found out. Seeing that you are so sad, can your father give him a good face? ”

"No wonder, why did you never talk about me?"

"Seeing you so sad, who is willing to talk about you? I'm dying of distress. When Rumu said that she was sad, she left tears.

Seeing her mother like this, Ruge walked over, hugged her gently, and comforted:

"It's all songs that don't fight, which makes you worried."

"Silly boy, it's okay. You are the heart of your parents, and we are reluctant to see you wronged, but fortunately, you came out and had a boyfriend in college, and I am much more relieved now. ”

"Mom, I'm fine, I know what I want, and I know what I should and shouldn't want, you don't have to worry. I don't think even if you agree to me marrying him, my dad won't agree. ”

"It's good that you know. Your dad loves you so much that he won't let you marry someone who hurt you. ”

"It's good that I have parents, brothers and sisters, so I don't want to marry those stinky men."

"It's stupid, when a girl grows up, she still has to have a home after all." Rumu sighed.