Lao Ma waited for the typhoon to come, and finally it was Thursday - the day when the typhoon passed. It began to rain early in the morning, and it continued to rain, and the wind and rain and wind blew, and the whole day was full of doubts, and the water on the ground flowed down the sewers like a stream.

At this moment, the old horse was lying on the window, like a fish that had not breathed for a long time, opening the window to the maximum, and he stretched out his face to the window, touching the wind and rain outside. The inside and outside are exchanged with hot and cold, and the window is cool and breezy, and it is comfortable and refreshing. The old horse looked at the buildings, streets and mountains in the distance, and often couldn't help but reach out like a child to catch the rain ride.

There is a shortage of buildings in the city, there is a waste of land in the countryside, and it is the first time for Lao Ma to look down on the huge city from a high place. In the air of heavy rain and white flowers, the city and the countryside seem to have lost their boundaries, one acre after another, one acre after another, and one acre after another, stretching to the sky.

Lao Ma knows very well that the boundary between urban and rural areas has long been lost, and the unique charm of the countryside is being slowly washed by the heavy rain of the city. He should be happy. He belongs to the old era, and he still has a hometown to return to.

Lao Ma was puzzled, in this place where people are like mountains and seas, and in a city where the wind and rain are like clouds, what do they believe in? Do you also believe in the earth and revere God like yourself, and follow the old set of old ideas of worshiping the three talents of heaven, earth and man? The old horse pouted and shook his head. The people here are far busier and more tired than the countrymen, and the people here are poorer and more miserable than the countrymen, so it is better to go home to get a dozen acres of orchards or contract a dozen acres of land to plant grains!

This is prosperity itself, people come for wealth, and all the beliefs of outsiders cannot enter the city, and cannot enter the hearts of the people here. Here, people only believe in themselves, believe that they can create wealth and can slowly climb to the top of the pyramid.

Most people only think about why they live, and few people think about why they die! At Lao Ma's age, this question can't be avoided. He looked down on the city, fearing and laughing at it, pitying and criticizing it.

Man has only one life, and he can enjoy the glory here; But when it comes to death, it is better to disappear here than to be buried in your hometown! The tranquility and boundlessness of the countryside are enough to comfort the souls of all after death.

At this moment, Zhong Xuemei was watching videos on the sofa in the small living room, Xiaotang woke up and looked at it, there was still wind and rain outside, and she was lying quietly in the house. Through the small window covered with dirt, Xiaotang saw the sky outside—a white expanse of wind and rain. She sat up, leaning against the rail, her hands clasped on her knees, admiring the silence in the heavy rain. She was so confused that she opened her phone and saw that it was Thursday, and it was four o'clock in the afternoon.

As soon as Xiaotang turned on his mobile phone, he habitually checked Li Zhiquan's messages. As always—no news. She squeezed her mobile phone hard, as if she was pinching Li Zhiquan. My sister said she should talk to him about the child, but she had been waiting for him to take the initiative to talk to her, didn't he love himself? Why is there no news all of a sudden? Bao Xiaotang never believed the fact that he was being toyed with.

She hated and loved him, and hate stemmed from love, and love condensed into hate. She was upset in her heart, so she directly took a photo of the pregnancy test report with her mobile phone and sent it to Li Zhiquan.

After sending it, she began to get nervous again, afraid that he would be angry, afraid that he would be ruthless, afraid that he would show a side that she didn't know and couldn't bear. She was afraid, and she habitually curled up in the corner wrapped in a sheet, holding her legs with her hands, and holding herself like a wounded millipede, round and round.

After the facial injury was completely recovered, Bao Xiaotang was so charming. She is so beautiful, but so miserable. She couldn't help but sob. Zhong Xuemei heard the movement and came to look at her, the girl sat next to her aunt, patting her aunt's arm hidden in the sheet. Why do feelings hurt so much? Xuemei compared her love and couldn't figure out the pain of her aunt.

After Li Zhiquan saw the information, his hair stood on end in shock, he didn't know whether it was true or not, and he didn't know how to deal with it. There is nothing more fearful of middle-aged amorous men than this. He was lying in the luxurious living room of the high-end community, looking at his daughter who had just taken the high school entrance examination and his wife who cut fruit for her daughter, he looked stunned. He longed for a son like the average traditional man, but if he had to give up everything in front of him for it, he would rather not. When a person reaches middle age, he is most afraid of starting over.

Half an hour later, he called Xiaotang in the bathroom and said that he wanted to see her. Xiaotang sent a map of his location through WeChat, and then waited for his beloved to come over.

Suddenly, Bao Xiaotang rolled over and got off the bed, she couldn't let the arrogant Mr. Li see her decadent appearance, she hurriedly went to wash, then combed her hair, applied grease and powder, painted her lips and eyebrows, changed into a beautiful long dress, and put on Mr. Li's favorite pair of high heels...... Xuemei couldn't understand her aunt's series of operations, and only smelled a kind of humility in a hurry. She secretly reminded herself that she would never do this to a man for the rest of her life. A seventeen-year-old stubborn girl, Xu knows nothing about society, and Xu insists on romantic innocence in her heart.

Bao Xiaotang went downstairs early, she held an umbrella and stood on tiptoe at the intersection in the heavy rain waiting for the black BMW car - the car that was once full of her laughter, the car that once stored her good expectations. Xuemei stood under the eaves of the shop five or six meters behind Xiaotang to hide from the rain, and the little girl's eyes were staring at the aunt who was already very weak and still holding up her beauty and smiling.

The sky is dark and the people are melancholy, and the heavy rain and windy days are merciless. Xiaotang's skirt, calves and shoes were already wet, and he didn't know it, so he just looked north and south. Xuemei stepped forward and covered half of her aunt's body with her umbrella, and in order to make her less rainy, the little girl soon got half wet.

This is not an ordinary man, this man is holding the second half of Xiaotang's life, telling her how to be calm and calm? Xiaotang, who is in her thirties, is not unable to see the incomprehension and anger on Xuemei's face, she just can't convince a proud and confident mind - just like she once couldn't convince herself. Ten years later, Xuemei will understand her panic today. But who can understand the fragility and unbearable in her heart, the extreme strength and weakness of her character, and the fear brought about by the imminent drastic changes in her body? Xiaotang couldn't tell whether she was in a good mood or a bad mood, she happily waited for her beloved to come over, but her tongue was holding salty tears, and her body kept shaking.

She hopes that the wind will be stronger and the rain will be stronger, she hopes that she can amaze or move Li Zhiquan in the wind and rain, she hopes that God will be a matchmaker for her, and shake off the dust of Buddha for her children. She couldn't control her body—her heart was pounding, her teeth were chattering, her umbrella was swaying in the rain...... At this moment, it almost exhausted her thirty years of tension. Xuemei couldn't stand it anymore, and her empty left hand wrapped around her aunt's body. Not to give her warmth, but to give her strength - the power of youth and harm.

Twenty minutes later, a black BMW slowly stopped, the middle-aged man rolled down the window, and Xiaotang jumped up and took his umbrella and stepped forward. A grim-looking black face stretched out of the car window, Xuemei looked disgusted, but Xiaotang bent over with tears and smirked.

"Come in!" Li Zhiquan opened the car door. Xiaotang walked around half a circle from the front of the car and sat in the co-pilot's seat, while Xuemei was stomping, humming, and slandering outside.

The windows of the car were closed, and there were only two of them in the car, this was a small closed world, which once belonged to only the two of them, and Xiaotang could still feel the familiar atmosphere. She has regarded the small world in the car as her most real part countless times, and now when she walks into this small world, she realizes that everything that happens in the car is illusory, like a dream.

After Xiaotang sat down, Li Zhiquan looked down at the steering wheel and was silent.

"Why didn't you contact me?" Xiaotang lowered his head, his voice hoarse. She waited for her man to ask her how her injuries were, but he didn't, as if he had forgotten.

"I ...... She is in charge of it, and her mobile phone and car have to be checked! The middle-aged man's face showed a twisted and contrived grievance.

"Then how did you get out today?"

I said...... The company's glass was blown by the typhoon, and the big boss - Mr. Wu is not here, I'll go and see ......"

The two of them were silent for a long time, each thinking about how to speak next.

"Is the pregnancy test report real or fake? Don't lie to me! Li Zhiquan asked seriously in the face of Xiaotang.

"Are you saying it's true or not?" Xiaotang smiled bitterly, and two lines of cold tears fell down.

"You...... What do you think? The man's words flickered.

"I was about to ask you today, what do you think?" Xiaotang asked her lover with teary eyes.

"Do you still need to think about it?" Li Zhiquan turned around and put his hands back on the steering wheel.

"What do you mean?" Xiaotang asked in surprise.

"Dew love, what do you say!" Li Zhiquan gritted his teeth and spit out these words.

Bao Xiaotang is certainly not his first extramarital lover, he has no shame in counting how many extramarital affairs he has, and the basis for his cold and strong and repeated cheating is because he has enough experience to deal with such things.

"Hehe...... Xiaotang shook his head with a trembling smile, unable to believe those four words.

After a long time, Xiaotang tried to adjust his emotions and said these words rationally and calmly: "Earlier, the doctor said that I had premature ovarian failure - you know this, and now that I am finally pregnant, I will definitely stay - the doctor also advises!" How to raise a child is my business, I have relatives who can help, you don't have to care, you don't have to pay, you don't have to be responsible, my children have nothing to do with you! ”

As soon as Li Zhiquan heard this, he sat up straight and bent down, he was so stunned that he didn't want to look back, the middle-aged man didn't believe his ears very much, no woman had ever made such a confused decision! Did he meet the legendary junior who wanted to take the position, or did he really meet a stubborn and confident Mr. Li, who was comfortable and confident in the workplace, was tense at the moment.

"In the future, the child will be registered ......," Li Zhiquan said the worries of ordinary people.

"You don't have to worry about this, how to get a birth certificate, how to enter the household, I checked it early, I'm ready, isn't it just to pay some money?" Xiaotang interrupted, looking confident.

"What if...... If you give birth...... This child, my wife...... She will not let you ......," Li Zhiquan swallowed.

"I told you that this kid has nothing to do with you!" Xiaotang's words were fierce.

"Her father is an official, and she is domineering herself, she wants you to find a job in Shenzhen, then you ......"

"Can your wife manage our village? Can't I go back to the village to live? Xiaotang turned his eyes into tears again.

"Didn't you say there was no one in your hometown?"

"I can get married! There are many bachelors with good conditions in the countryside, and it is not difficult for me to marry someone with this look! When I'm pregnant, it's just to find an honest person with average conditions, or a second marriage, I've thought about it for a long time! If I can't have another child in the future, I'm afraid this child will be my life's dependence! It's okay for me to be wronged for the sake of the child! Xiaotang is seriously talking nonsense.

"Okay, then you can give birth!" Li Zhiquan hated the slanting rain outside the car and spoke coldly.

There is a suffocating silence in the car, and two adults are faced with the hardest choice they can make as adults. After a while, Li Zhiquan changed his color and asked kindly and gently: "Do you have a big body reaction now?" ”

"I didn't react, the main thing was that I was tired and nauseous from time to time!" Xiaotang saw that he was soft, and he was not strong anymore.

"Your body is deficient in iron and calcium, and vitamin B is also lacking, and it is too late to do a comprehensive physical examination now, you should take good care of your body, don't let these cause the child to not grow well. Congenital defects are difficult to correct after birth, I remember telling you about that friend's child before! Li Zhiquan faced Xiaotang, and the softness was a reminder and a beating.

"I know, you don't have to worry about it!" Xiaotang is lost.

"It's very dangerous to have a child, don't look at the development of medical care now, there are many people who are born defective or not born smoothly for various reasons! You have to be ready, you have to be ready in every way! You know what I mean? A friend of mine whose daughter was born with a bad heart went to Wuhan for heart surgery before she was a year old, and now she spent more than 200,000 yuan before she was three years old! Li Zhiquan racked his brains around the bend.

"I said - you don't care!" Xiaotang was furious.

"I know I know, but now that it's here, not having a child is a matter of two people, and having a child is different. If you want to have a child, you must first ensure that the child is born smoothly, so you must be physically and mentally peaceful during pregnancy, you go to the Internet to check - go to various pregnant mothers' posts to check, there are really a lot of umbilical cords around the neck, twins are all gone......"

"Don't talk about it!" Xiaotang shouted with a hammer fist, and then cried: "Why didn't you mention this at the beginning? Are you scared now that you're pregnant? Do you remember what you said at that time? I never said what I want to do with you, it's that you yourself are not good for her, and you want to marry me one by one...... Have you forgotten? Or have you been lying to me! Xiaotang stared at the person she loved, hoping to get an answer, but she also knew she couldn't get it.

"Sweet words when you're in love shouldn't be a thing...... You won't take it seriously, will you! Li Zhiquan looked despicable and cowardly.

"I took it seriously!" Xiaotang said truthfully.

"I already have a daughter, and you know that she is going abroad in the third year of junior high this year! How could I leave her at this time? Li Zhiquan's face was dirty.

"Yes, your daughter is more important than this child!"

"Tang Tang, please, kill the child! He can't ...... this kid He can't give birth to this kind of relationship between the two of us! Li Zhiquan took Xiaotang's left wrist with both hands, with a bitter expression.

Xiaotang didn't respond, what she wanted was to make him afraid and let him beg.

"Tang Tang beg, knock it out! Defeat it early and get rid of it early, it's good for you! You're young! Li Zhiquan stepped forward and reached out to hug Bao Xiaotang, but Xiaotang split his body to the right and pulled out the hand in Li Zhiquan's hand.

Hugging was no longer the solution to her current predicament, and hugging was no longer something she wanted from this man.

The two people in the car, one on the left and one on the right, seemed to be separated by a river of quicksand.

After a while, Xiaotang spoke: "Let's get together and disperse!" When the baby is born, I want to let you know! Xiaotang was shocking the other party, but he was extremely worried in his heart.

"Tang Tang, don't be willful! This child is destined to be unhappy! You can see it from the look on your face today! Don't let this child delay your life, and let yourself delay this child's life! Having children is never child's play! You are weak and unassertive, how do you raise this child, how do you raise this child well? Li Zhiquan's words were full of anger and demand.

"I repeat, it's my business!" After Xiaotang finished speaking, he was about to open the car door and leave.

"Then I'll tell you, I won't be responsible for this child!" Li Zhiquan shouted in the car.

Xiaotang came out in tears, and Xuemei stepped forward to pick up her aunt with an umbrella. Three or five meters away, my body was soaked by the heavy rain, and my heart was also wet by the heavy rain. Xiaotang cried and cried back to the house, and when he arrived in the house, he wrapped himself in a sheet and hugged his head and cried. Young Xuemei didn't know how to comfort her, so she just sat quietly on the edge of the bed with her aunt. Sad beauties always make people pity and love.

A conversation that collapsed.

The simple woman had previously fantasized about how the person she loved felt sorry for her injury, how to support her to give birth to this child, how to enter the marriage hall with her, and how to go through this life hand in hand with their mother and son...... Ridiculously simple! He didn't give him the gentle care she wanted, and he didn't give him the superficial kindness she wanted.

The beginning and end of the world, Bao Xiaotang can't accept such a result at the moment.