After making up your mind, you walked quickly to the classroom. After a few months of catching up, my results were like stepping on a high-speed train, catching up with more than a dozen. Later, it was only after I was idle that I remembered that lovely face. In the second year of high school, I chose liberal arts, and she chose science. I plucked up the courage to ask her, "How do you feel about me?" She showed her signature cute smile and said, "No, I just feel that you are good at math, so I often ask you for advice, thank you"! A trace of unhappiness rippled in my heart like a stone. The answer to the question is not to ask, and he said, "If there is nothing, just ask." She didn't answer my words and asked, "By the way, you are so good at math, why did you choose liberal arts?" smiled embarrassedly and said, "I'm too tired to learn science, I'm a little lazy." After saying this, there was nothing more to say, and they went to work.

I could see that she was gone, and there seemed to be some disdain on her face. She has not been heard from since college, and to this day. For the liberal arts and sciences, others have consulted their parents, but I am the only one who makes my own decisions, which feels good. Maybe it's because of what they've been taught since childhood.

It was one day in June, and I walked out of the exam room with my admission ticket and things for the exam. The afterglow of the setting sun shone on the passing cars and the hurried faces, and I was the only one with a comfortable expression at this time, and the warm feeling felt so comfortable. Why didn't you find out before? Maybe it's because I've finally been relieved of the burden of studying! My heart was full of joy mixed with a hint of sadness. Because I will be separated from my friends and classmates soon, I don't know when we will be able to see each other, and will we be as close as we were at the beginning? When I think of the last 100 days of my senior year of high school, the blackboard in the classroom is plastered with a countdown on the top and a slogan of struggle below, and it seems that everything is in the service of learning. Some people use classmates to commemorate it, and some people use the signatures of their clothes to record this unforgettable, arduous and extraordinary day. People like me are at a loss for what to do and don't know how to express the parting complex in their hearts. The thought of this made me feel much lower, and the feeling of relief disappeared. Years later, I still miss that innocent relationship. Although we got together once after work, it felt different, less cordial, more polite, and unfamiliar. With such feelings, I have never been to the alumni association. Maybe I don't like the feeling of being ruined! I would rather let the pure land of memories be clean forever. Since the test center is only three or four stations away from home, I can't go home. When I got home, I saw that it was almost 4 o'clock.

It's been a long journey, like a difficult journey in high school. My mother seemed to see that I was in a little unhappy, and said gently: "Is my son unsatisfactory in the exam?" I shook my head and said, "No." Then walking to the room, my mother asked suspiciously, "I don't want to read that letter?" Since things have been separated for so long, my curiosity may have been diluted by time and studies, so I don't care about saying, "Let's talk about it later"! When my mother saw that I was in a depressed mood, she didn't say anything more. When I got back to the house, I lay down on the bed, and soon fell asleep. I don't know how long it took for the knock on the door to come in, and I said in a daze, "Come in." Seeing that Dad's upright face was full of smiles, and he was still holding a box in his hand, he looked at the box curiously. Dad explained, "It's the phone you've always dreamed of!" I jumped out of bed and got carried away with joy.

I didn't expect that I forgot, and my father remembered it for me. Dad then asked, "I heard from your mother that you weren't happy when you came back, so I'll come in and have a look." This sentence was a bit of a sedative, and I told my dad what I thought. Dad said with a knowing expression: "You have grown up, college is a springboard for society, many things are not like your previous life in the stream, he is about to flow into the sea tributary is much more complicated, there may be learning, but there are more important things than learning." Listening to my dad's tirade, I was a little smacked. At that time, I didn't think that when I stepped into society, I wanted to return to the innocence of school. Then Dad said, "Okay, let's go out and wash your hands and eat!" I nodded and went out to wash my hands. Dinner was a pleasure for our family of three, although the taste of the dish was not so delicious.

The 2-month summer vacation is over quickly, and most of the time is more meaningful! I wanted to experience life and found a part-time job as a bee in the wedding photo studio, which is to pull people to the store every day. Every day, 15 couples have to visit the store, with a reward of 100 yuan, and the time is not limited, as long as the task is completed, you can get off work. In the first few days, I relied on my own skills, and I basically couldn't convince others to walk into the store. They were all kind couples who saw that I was a student and helped me with my tasks. Even so, I didn't complete the task, but I couldn't bend my legs when I stood up, and the soreness and numbness in my legs from lying in bed every night made me fall asleep very late. I worked for almost a month and got more than 1,000 yuan. For the first time, I tasted the joy of making money.

When I got home, I bought dragon fruit, which my mother liked to eat, and bought a brand razor for my father, which cost me nearly half of my salary. I was distressed, and I had the urge to go back, but in the end, I held back for the sake of face. When they got home, they hadn't come back yet, and I remembered the phone my dad had bought. I can't put it down when I go back to the house and pick up the phone, this phone is silvery white and looks light, simple and very in line with my hobbies, so I can know how well my dad knows me. I downloaded the game of MOBA and started playing, wanting to make up for the lack of years. At about 7 o'clock in the evening, they actually walked in the door together, and looked at them with some surprise.

Dad didn't tell me anything when he saw me playing, and Mom put the fruits and vegetables in her hand in the kitchen. I was a little curious, so I played a game and asked my father, "Are you a little special today?" Dad looked at me suspiciously. I said, "Why didn't you teach me not to be playful?" Dad said lightly: "You have grown up, you should know the way and size of doing things, Dad used to be committed to making you form good habits, and you will rely on yourself in the future." When I heard the last words, I couldn't help but ask in a sour voice: "Does Dad not care about me in the future?" Dad smiled and said, "In the future, all Dad can offer is advice."

I was stunned for a long time, as if I was digesting its deeper meaning. At this time, my mother said unhappily, "What are you two whispering again?" Dad hurriedly smiled and said with a flattering look: "I'm telling my son how virtuous you are!" Mom couldn't help but laugh and said, "Poor mouth again"! Sometimes I was a little jealous of my father's doting on my mother. I didn't want to be a light bulb and I wanted to go back to the house, and as soon as I got up, I remembered the gift I bought for them. Hand the razor to dad and the dragon fruit to mom. The mother said coldly: "Son, you are so eccentric, your mother is pregnant for ten months, do you know it?" I was a little embarrassed, my face was red and I didn't know how to answer. At this time, Dad smiled on the side and said, "Your husband has a clean face, you don't have face." I was very speechless for my father's explanation. Daddy ate a big roll of mom's eyes. I could see that my mother was joking, and her expression was a little moved.

The remaining 10 days or so are arranged by themselves, although it is not interesting, but it is also a little comfortable. On the night when I was about to embark on the journey, I tossed and turned, my heart seemed to be pulled by something, my nose was sour, and finally tears flowed down my heart. I don't know when I fell asleep, until I got up in the morning to wash up and look in the mirror, I found that my upper eyelids were a little red. I've never been so far from home in so many years, and my heart is a little unsettled. I was admitted to Caiyuan University in Dalian, which is not very good, but they didn't say anything. After washing, I saw sitting next to the dining table, and my mother seemed to have a mist in her eyes. We were stunned and didn't know what to say. "Come over to dinner, what are you doing standing there stupidly"? Mom's voice of a meal.

At this time, I asked suspiciously, "Doesn't Mom have to go to work today?" Mom was stunned for a moment and said, "The company has a power outage today, and it happens to be resting"! The word "exactly" is obviously a bit heavy. I sat at the table, but I didn't have any appetite, so I drank the milk. Mom nags me abnormally: "Eat a few pieces of bread"! I didn't see my father, obviously I went to work, and I seem to have gotten used to my father's behavior. Mom and I took a taxi to the train station, the train was at 10:30, and it was a little after 9 o'clock when I looked at my watch. It's all my dad's credit, and he always says it's too early or too late. Dragging the suitcase slowly into the entrance hall, the moment I was about to enter the door, I couldn't help but turn my head to take a look, and saw the mother in the distance wiping her eyes again and again, constantly waving her hand to me, as if signaling me to hurry in. When I walked in, I hid by the door, and people passing by looked at me with squinted eyes and unkind expressions. I didn't care about my mother, and when I saw my mother standing there for another 5 or 6 minutes, as if she was reminiscing about something, I turned around and walked to the site a little lonely. In fact, my mother asked me to apply for the local university, but when I said, "I want to go out", my mother didn't stop me. Seeing this moment, the tears finally flowed down like a, and what man didn't flick if he had tears, it didn't have the slightest effect at all. Mom is such a woman who is like iron on the outside and water on the inside.

When I sat on the train, I was still immersed in the sadness of parting. Looking out the window at the tall buildings that kept flying backwards, and the land that nurtured me, my heart throbbed. I don't know how long it took to gradually come back to my senses, and I remember that when I got out of the car, my mother seemed to have stuffed a note in my pocket. At this point, I opened the note curiously. Juanxiu's notes read: "Son, his letter and diary are in the secret compartment of your backpack, remember to keep them, and if you want to know, call me!" In this world, some people use their voices to describe how good they are to you, while some people are silent, just showing the depth of their love again and again with their actions. It took almost 4 hours for the train to arrive at the station, and it was a bit boring to sit in the seats. When I opened the schoolbag, I saw a slightly faded, thick notebook, on which seemed to draw a delicate teenager, leading a brown puppy. You can see that his concentricity is not lost. Cautiously took out the original word, and soon found the gap in the middle. Hurriedly opened it and saw two brown paper-colored envelopes. I'm a little curious, because I've never written a letter when I'm so big. Pick up the first envelope, scribbled on it addressed to Mom and Dad. I thought, "I guess it's my grandfather and grandmother who took me to visit that time!" Slowly took out the letter inside, there were two pieces of paper, and I was curious that the paper looked like it was wet with water, for some reason. His words are really not flattering, and the general content is as follows:

Hello Mom and Dad, by the time you receive this letter, your son may have left this world and gone to another carefree world. You don't need to be too sad. Although I am gone, my heart is still with you, and as long as you are happy, then my son will be happy in a distant land. Therefore, my son is here to ask you not to be too sad, as a son, I am ashamed and frightened in my heart. He may be the most jerked son of all time. I need your shelter financially, but I can't always be with you in life, and I will lose your children in your old age. The transition from birth to death is a natural process, and no one can avoid it. So I also hope that you two elders can go with the flow, and your son can still live in your memories.

China is a country that attaches great importance to filial piety, and I don't know why my son has not been passed on. Every time my mother calls, the first thing she says is always to ask for warmth, and sometimes she has to ask if the next month's mortgage is enough? You are a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted person, always selfless to hurt yourself to love me, if there are still "selfless" people in the world, then motherly love is absolutely deserved. At this time, I always feel a dull pain in my heart, feeling that I am really useless, not only can I not bring you happiness, but also can always bring trouble and trouble. Although you have never disliked it, you have long been disgusted with your parasitic life in your heart. If I have any debt in this life, it is your nurturing grace. There is an ancient rumor that people have reincarnation,

If there really is, let me be your noble person in the next life, and I can bring you a steady stream of blessings. And not like it is now. Dad, you are not good at words, but your son knows that you are the heaven of our family, and you have supported all the hardships of the family, and you have given up your responsibility as a son for us. Your greatness is as great as dust. Your expectations will eventually fail you. Your old friends and neighbors will have the joy of their children and grandchildren. And I was alone in the end, and I couldn't leave an incense for the Zhou family. A hundred years later, who will give you the filial piety of the near sacrifice! Three generations of single transmission, passed to me this broken, in addition to being able to describe it as unfilial, what else can be used?