52 In the middle of the other brother and sister, the brother and sister were influenced by the knowledge of the source of the committee, and the teenager suddenly grew up
(Due to the excessive number of words in this chapter, it has been updated in two parts, and the following is the second half of "52 addresses.") )
"Fuck you!"
After Lao Ma finished this, he turned around and glared at Gui Ying fiercely.
After sending his uncle away, He Yiming, who went home to the bathroom, heard his grandfather yelling at this moment, and the partition wall shook in fright, and he didn't have time to continue, so he quickly lifted his pants and prepared to come out to persuade him.
The old man's dark face reminded Gui Ying of her childhood fears, and she was frightened by this sentence that she had used to scold herself, and she couldn't help but shudder in her heart. But she wasn't afraid.
"Here we go again! If you don't scold people, you can scold, and if you can't scold, you will be beaten! Let me tell you, if I were my eldest brother, I would never go back to Majiatun in this life! There are three brothers and sisters, which one do you know? I don't know any of them, train this and scold that! Chickens and ducks talk! You deserve to be the worst in the village! I've been out there for so many years, and I've talked to all my friends about my parents, and I've never seen anything worse than you! Suppress my eldest brother, control my second brother, enslave me like this when I don't exist, and my mother is alive like this, and call like that......"
"Mom, don't!" Tsai Tsai ran over and pulled his mother into the room with all his might.
Who would have thought that Gui Ying was sitting on the side, holding her chest with her hands, and the flesh of her body fell down like a mountain collapsing on the sofa, and she didn't move.
Seeing that the old man was speechless, Gui Ying continued to be ruthless: "My second brother is obviously good, what is the difference between him and Chenchen and Jie Jie next door?" If you open your mouth and shut up, my second brother is stupid, stupid, and stupid, so that the villagers have treated him as a dull idiot for decades! Well, now that you're in your forties, you're not married and have no children! For more than ten years, you have used my second brother as a servant, are you satisfied? No matter who is in this world, from being scolded by you, beaten by you, and called by you, can he become a normal person? Can you get a daughter-in-law? My eldest brother is fifty years old, if you hadn't messed with him, he would have a wife, children, and a family now, and that child would have survived......"
When Gui Ying came here, she burst into tears, and when she spoke again, she whimpered, as if she was crying and mourning. Seeing that his mother was crying so unrestrainedly, he also clenched his hands into fists and howled, and followed his mother and brother to the house with two lines of tears.
A teenager who has always been self-centered, self-confident and has never been in love with men and women, staring at the two women crying in front of him at the moment, panicked and helpless, kept giving the eldest woman toilet paper, wiping the woman's nose, touching his sister's head from time to time, and patting his mother's shoulder. A few minutes later, the two cries and were demoted together, and seeing that the situation had stabilized, Tsai Zai quietly went out to see his grandfather's state. After all, grandpa is seventy years old, and if he is angry, it will be the most important thing.
When Lao Ma heard Gui Ying's arrival, he was not angry or sad, but he was stunned, as surprised as if he had discovered a new continent. Indeed, he must not lose when he quarrels with others, and if he is persuaded by reason, he will abandon literature and use force; Indeed, Xingbang and Xingsheng—his two sons—did not have much to do with him in a normal family. The old horse who recalled the past was stunned, and the cigarette in his hand had long been extinguished, but he didn't know it.
The boss Ma Xingbang didn't want to go home when he passed by the county seat, and told the people in the village he met not to tell him; In addition to visiting relatives in other villages in his life, he has never been to places other than Majiatun except for three trips to the county seat; The third child first ran away from home in sixteen or seventeen, and later married himself to a foreigner in his twenties, and now settles in the southernmost part of China, which is the farthest away from him. Indeed, he was a failed father.
"My mother will be angry when she loses her temper, she used to quarrel with me and cut off the mother-son relationship with me!" Tsai squatted on the edge of the rocking chair and shouted at his grandfather.
The old horse heard someone's words, looked back and saw that it was a boy, and sighed.
"After the high school entrance examination, I once played with my classmates until 11 o'clock, and my mother didn't open the door directly, so I asked me to find a place to spend the night outside - as a result, I sat on the mat at the door for the night! At two o'clock in the morning, she also sent a message asking me not to go home in the future! ”
Tsai pondered for a while, and came up with what he thought the most: "My mother is very angry and her words are very extreme, grandpa, don't take it to heart." ”
"Let me be quiet for a while!" The old horse waved his hand.
The boy who knew that he was not good enough turned around and went to his mother's house again. At this time, the two women stopped crying, Yangyang lay in her mother's arms and bit her fingers, and Gui Ying was in a daze.
Tsai fell on the bed with a thud, not knowing how to comfort his mother, and when he came out, he said: "Mom, I have a beard!" Finish lifting his chin and letting his mom look at the beard on his chin.
Gui Ying glanced at it, smiled tearfully, and snorted snot.
"You both have the lion's roar skill, the two dragons fight, and it is us shrimp and crabs who are supported - I can't write my homework, you see Yangyang crying worse than you!" Tsai Tsai wants to make his mother laugh.
Gui Ying looked at Yang Yang and collected her tears.
The young man hesitated for a moment and got straight to the point: "Mom, I think what you just said is a bit heavy." ”
"yes, I regret it now." Gui Yingwan burst into hot tears again.
When it comes to the degree of harm, anger is insignificant to self-blame and remorse, but often people can't control their anger and end up being entangled and tormented by self-blame and remorse for a long time.
"Mom, I don't understand! I found that you and your grandfather often quarreled over your uncle, not between you and your grandfather. The conflict between grandpa and uncle is between their father and son, and they rarely quarrel about this, why are you so concerned? Back to the front to take the lead, or it is the autumn after the reckoning! Tsai slanted his face sideways, buttoned his collar with his right hand, and asked a lot of questions.
"That's because your two uncles are very good to your mother, so good that they are better than your grandfather. I needed someone to support me the most in my life - going to college at sixteen or seventeen, looking for a job, getting married, buying a house...... It's always been your uncle and uncle who have been helping me—especially your uncle. In the past, your grandfather had a family affair with me, I was not happy, I often quarreled with your grandfather at that time, how could I quarrel with him! When I was scolded by him and beaten by him, your uncle helped me block it with your uncle, and your second uncle helped me block it with your second uncle! Gui Ying swallowed her saliva and licked the tears from the corners of her mouth.
"Later, when I married your father, I directly informed your grandfather that your grandfather was not less angry, stumbling, and throwing his face, thanks to the reconciliation between your two uncles, so that it would not be ugly. Later, with you, your grandfather still didn't like your father, and I didn't like it, and it was your uncle who ran in in the middle in those years. I originally thought that your grandfather was old and sick, and I would be obligated to contribute some money remotely, but I really didn't expect him to come to me, and I really didn't expect him to be willing to stay and take care of Yangyang. After Gui Ying finished, the toilet paper she had just drawn in her hand was wiped a few times, and it became wet again.
"Now your second uncle is nothing, your uncle has been in the past few years...... Wealth is not up to others, your uncle's life is not good! He gritted his teeth and insisted on it with a good face, so I can only support him. Your grandfather's words are very hard to hear, your uncle is a person who has been out for decades, how can he stand it! There were three of us brothers and sisters, one was scolded and the other two helped—I was used to it, and I couldn't control myself anymore when we quarreled. It was just ...... Gotta be a little ...... It's heavy. Gui Ying choked up again.
When his mother's mood was a little better, Tsai Tsai stared at the mat and suddenly asked, "Mom, are you and I really bad for Yangyang?" I don't feel like I'm abusing her! ”
"Huh!" Gui Ying smiled bitterly with tears, and then smiled while wiping her tears: "You finally have come to your senses!" Compared to your eldest and second uncle, your brother is very bad! When did your eldest and second uncle murder me? You can't even protect me—it's fierce! Gui Yingwan poked his son's forehead.
The mother and son laughed together, and Yang Yang on the side also giggled, as if he understood.
"Actually, if you two are not very close, your mother is also responsible." Gui Ying wiped her red nose.
"Why?" Tsai Tsai was surprised.
"When I was pregnant with your sister, it was also sudden, my mother was already an advanced maternal age at that time, and I actually hesitated for a long time. Your father and I had very little income at that time, and we still had a mortgage, and you were about to take the high school entrance examination, and you were going to give birth to whoever served the confinement child and who would take care of the child...... During that time, the two of us were worried about whether this child was going to die! In the second month, neither I nor your father dared to mention whether I wanted to give birth or have an abortion, I didn't quarrel or cry less, and in the third month, I had a ruthless heart, and I wanted to give birth to your father, and then my mood got better. ”
The mother and son looked at Yangyang, one tearful and the other nodded. Four-year-old Yangyang was sleepy, listening to her mother tell the story of her past and present lives, lying in her mother's arms and rolling around, biting her horns full of saliva.
"Mom didn't tell you in advance because you were preparing for the final exam of the second year of junior high school, and you didn't want to affect your grades in the third class of junior high school because of the second child. Later, it dragged on for five or six months, and you found out by yourself, haha! Your dad and I should have told you from the beginning, instead of hiding and waiting for you to find out and come back and question us. At that time, I thought that you were only eleven or twelve years old, and you were not sensible, and I was afraid that you would oppose and not let us be born, and I was also afraid that if we were forced to give birth, it would cause you to rebel in early adolescence, after all, you had to take the high school entrance examination that year. Actually, I hesitated for a long time......"
"I see! I see......" Tsai Tsai held his sister's ankle and nodded and repeated.
"Then I thought to your dad...... I'll talk to you about my sister, but at that time, your dad was cooking at night at work, and I took care of her alone, just feeding her, coaxing her to sleep, changing diapers, playing with her, and cleaning was already exhausting! One time I was reading a storybook to her, and I fell asleep and woke up to read it again! Gui Yingwan looked at Yang Yang and smirked sweetly.
"Hehe......" Tsai also smiled lightly.
"There are many kinds of feelings in this world – between husband and wife, between friends, between siblings, between parents and children, between superiors and subordinates, between pen pals or netizens, between customers...... If three of them can be maintained for a lifetime, or for more than ten years or decades, it can almost be judged that life is very happy, and Mom feels very happy now. At that time, I also thought that the three of us brothers and sisters were so good, so I decided to have a life. Looking at Yangyang and you now, I think it was very, very, very right to keep her at that time! It's just that there is less to accompany you, the same, when you are old in the future, Yangyang will compensate us for the part we owe you. ”
"Hmmm! I get it. After the boy, he also sighed with a youthful sigh.
"You're still there, don't worry! Use snacks for her in the future, and the baby will understand when she is older. You should be able to feel your sister's affection for you more than you feel for her by now. ”
"Uh...... All right! My brother is wrong, I apologize to you! The boy grabbed Yangyang's head, smacked it hard at the hair, and then aimed at the forehead and kissed it loudly.
The person who was beating the confusion was frightened like a frightened cat, and his body immediately dodged back, and then frequently wiped the saliva on his forehead.
The mother and son smiled brightly when they saw this.
"Your brother kissed you! Mommy kisses too! Gui Yingwan also grabbed Yangyang's head and kissed it.
The shy man, the fierce eyes of the goddess now shine with the light of the goddess. After intimacy for a while, the mother and son chatted for a while, and the boy suddenly flicked his right hand lightly on the door of Yangyang's head.
"What for!" Yang Yang looked domineering.
"Go! You go out to comfort Grandpa. ”
"Huh?" Yangyang didn't understand too much.
"Grandpa is a little sad, can you go and accompany him?" Tsai Tsai took Yangyang's hand and discussed tenderly with a face.
"How?" Yang Yang asked with a glare.
"You go to the rocking chair and take Grandpa's hand and sit next to him."
Tsai got up and opened the door for his sister, and Yang Yang went out barefoot with a stomach and bare feet as if he had received a holy decree. Tsai also left the house after that, just because there was something in his heart.
When he was packing up for his uncle, he went to the kitchen to pick up the material cart, and when he came back, he went to the kitchen refrigerator to drink drinks, and after a few trips back and forth, the chaos in the kitchen had already been imprinted in his mind. At this moment, it was nine o'clock, the dining table was full of dishes and chopsticks, and the two-meter-long kitchen board was high and low. Mom was busy crying all night and her eyes were red and swollen, Dad got off work at 10 o'clock at night, what about Grandpa? is not only the eldest in the family, but also the old man in the family, since arriving at home, he has hardly done any housework except for picking up Yangyang!
So, tonight, who's going to wash the dishes? This is an important and urgent issue.
For the first time in his lifetime, He Yiming realized that washing dishes at home was closely related to him.
Thinking in his heart, the boy who has been a little lazy since he was old began to tidy up the kitchen unconsciously. After bringing in the things from the table, and after removing the leftovers of the soup, divide everything into four categories according to pots, bowls, plates, and tools, and pile up the large ones one by one. Next, turn on the faucet and start washing the dishes. Clever enough to decide to wash the big ones first, and every time the big things were washed, there was an extra open space on the stove.
This head, Yang Yang, who was kissed by his brother, seemed to be blessed by Buddha power, and suddenly came to a strength. She went to her grandfather's side as instructed, and seeing that her grandfather was indeed a little sad, she lay on the arm of the rocking chair, and then the five fingers of her left hand held one of her grandfather's fingers. Mu Ne's old horse didn't know why, and when he looked at the baby, his eyes suddenly lit up. Yangyang saw that his grandfather seemed to be crying, so he leaned his head on his grandfather's chest. I felt that the posture was a little difficult, and after a few minutes, my friend couldn't hold on. I was tired of standing, so I sat on the ground at my grandfather's feet, my hands lying on my grandfather's legs, and my body resting on them. After a few more minutes, the newly impressed man began to blink, drool, and shake his head......
Seeing this, Lao Ma got up and picked up the child from his armpit, carried him into Yangyang's room in one go, put it on the bed, and covered her with a sheet. The old man sat on the edge of the bed and stretched out one leg to serve as a guardrail for the child. Yang Yang lay on the bed, rolling things and crawling back and forth, pulling his hair and biting his fingers, picking his nose and scratching his stomach, hesitating, drowsy and a little excited and happy...... After a while, I fell asleep sweetly.
The first time he slept with Yangyang, the old horse should be happy, but he thought about his child. People have their own children and grandchildren, and he actually doesn't worry much about whether his grandchildren are blessed or not, but he is still not at ease in his forty or fifty years. After the old horse fell asleep, he also went back to the house to lie down. Sure enough, the atmosphere hurts the spirit, and the anger hurts the body.
Just after ten o'clock, He Zhiyuan came back from work. Seeing that the house was empty and quiet, and no one was there when he went to look for his eldest brother in the house, he heard the sound of the kitchen, he thought it was his wife Gui Ying, and strode over. As a result, I saw my son washing chopsticks one by one by the sink, and there were stacks of washed dishes and washed dishes on the board next to him. The middle-aged man stood at the kitchen door, stunned and incredible.
Tsai felt that there was someone, and when he looked back, it was his father, and then looked at the strangeness on his father's face, and asked casually, "What's wrong?" ”
Zhiyuan leaned on the door frame of the kitchen, nodded frequently and said with a smile: "Grown up!" ”
Tsai snorted embarrassedly.
"Where's your uncle?"
"Gone!"
"Huh! Belch...... Where's your grandfather! ”
"Where's it out there! And rippling together. Uh......" Tsai turned around coldly, then held the sponge wipe and chopsticks, made a surrender gesture with both hands, and said to his father with a serious face: "Dad, I think you better go and see my mother first." ”
As soon as Zhiyuan heard this, he knew that something was wrong. He sighed and said, "Okay, then you wash well, and go to bed early after washing." Then he took three steps and two steps back to his room.
Gently opened the door, and saw his wife curled up on the bed without moving, He Zhiyuan walked over and bent down to take a look, only to see that the chubby woman had blank eyes, red and swollen nose tips, messy hair, and a gloomy face at the moment.
After washing the dishes, he turned off the lights outside, took a shower by himself, and it was already past eleven o'clock when he returned to the room. Seeing that his grandfather was lying down and not asleep, after turning off the light in the room, he couldn't hold back his mouth and said to his grandfather: "When you send me moxibustion today, he, he originally wanted to invite you to stay in the factory for a while." ”
"Huh?" When the old horse heard this, his heart was abrupt.
"It's that my uncle originally wanted to take you to Dongguan to live for a while, and he also planned to arrange for you to go to the scenic spots in Dongguan to have a look." Tsai Tsai again.
When the old horse heard this, he didn't answer, and he snorted in his throat.
"My uncle is leaving today, he has someone who wants to see his factory, and he has an appointment for tomorrow morning, and he doesn't want people to wait, so he goes back overnight."
The old horse still didn't answer, as if he had fallen from the bed to the bed.
Seeing that there was no movement, Tsai Tsai turned over and soon fell asleep. Lao Ma fell into harsh self-denial this night, denying his words and filial piety, denying his identity, denying what he had always believed, and denying his life. The worried old man didn't close his eyes until half past three in the morning.
It's really a grinding one. The original Mid-Autumn Festival when the family was reunited, ordinary people had a lot of twists and turns.
This Yangyang finally got the love of his long-awaited brother, although he was reprimanded by his mother, but he gradually fell asleep in the love of his grandfather. Children who grow up in full of tender love grow up with less resentment and more gratitude.
This boy has suddenly grown up, and he doesn't need anyone to teach him to learn to wash dishes for his family, and he doesn't need anyone to guide him to learn to dismantle conflicts and melt grievances. In life, we must think big, and in life, we must start everywhere. Only by exercising can you benefit, and the first stop of life's exercise must be the family.
He Zhiyuan is tired, and in the overwork of his body, he misses the ease of being a teacher in the past and the leisure and preciousness of taking care of children at home. In the past, I only knew the worry of not being hungry or cold, but now I feel the blessing of not being hungry or cold. Or stretch, stretch and suppress, unpredictable, lack of cherishing the comfort of the moment.
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