The next day,

Early morning.

The rooster in the yard was already standing on the high platform at this time, facing the rising sun, and with his natural throat, he made the first cry of the morning, and made a loud sound!

Its daily task is to wake up people from their sleep and welcome the new day together.

Of course, not only the rooster crows, but also the chatter and discussion of the children in the family, and the sun shines through the windows on everyone's faces. At this time, I squinted my eyes slightly, and with the only consciousness I had, I turned on my phone and glanced at the time, it was more than six o'clock in the morning! Did they all get up so early?

Hey, I remember that at seven o'clock after dinner yesterday, everyone fell asleep, not only thinking of their former selves, but also going to bed early and getting up early

I was thinking of squinting for a while, but there was a children's wake-up service, "Big sister big sister ~ get up ~"

It's hard to think about it now!

After being forced to get up, I saw the breakfast that I hadn't seen for a long time, which was extraordinarily rich, and I thought about myself in junior high school, I had to spend the whole morning self-study hungry every day, and then I could have breakfast, which was just a cake.

From my grandmother's hand, I haven't seen such a hearty breakfast for a long time.

In this way, I am still willing to be sober.

As everyone knows, my double chin has quietly approached me at that time.

On this trip, the meat is not less.

……

There was only a trail from school to home, and when I walked to the familiar place again, I felt nostalgic.

Thinking of the past, my eyes wet for a while.

This is also a scene that often appears in my dreams, even if the person is gone, but still stay in the heart, maybe this is the so-called touch scene sadness!

Thinking of the classmates here, the friendship here, it seems that the connection has been broken, in the era when there was no communication mobile phone, people really have to stay in one place to maintain friendship.

Three and a half years later, I came back and it seemed quiet.

The environment hasn't changed, but people have become more distant, and even if they are face-to-face, it's hard to recognize each other.

I walked a long way with my sister, and came to the former trinket store, which was still the same arrangement as before, and it had not changed at all, looking at the "Midsummer Night's Star" bracelet in front of me, thinking about how much I didn't know how much I liked, I couldn't wait to buy it all back and wear it on my wrist.

There are also familiar stickers of star TV drama actors, but they have changed their appearance, they are all the hottest TV drama characters at the moment, which is also in line with real-time, understand the consumption psychology of the public, and when I see these again, my thoughts and perceptions seem to have changed.

"Aren't these the two granddaughters of the old Xu family? Look how handsome you look! Same. ”

"Hey, if you want me to say, it's really a big girl, and after going out for so long, I realized that I went home to see that my grandparents were supported in vain."

That's right, everywhere my sister and I went, there were two middle-aged women chatting on the side, and the women's mouths were really full of gossip.

At that time, I was in the rebellious period, and I was speechless in my heart, and I really wanted to scare them!

I don't like to talk about people, so I can't stand people talking about me, and it's so close, do they think we can't hear me?

I was thinking: Can't they treat me as a transparent person? Why are you talking about me?

Ay!

Then what can I do, after all, they are all elders, so I smiled at them, lowered my head and hurried away from their field of vision, it turned out that it was so difficult to be a little transparent.

On the way home, I passed by a lot of friends who used to be at home, but I was embarrassed to call them, and I was embarrassed to knock on the door, as if I was unfamiliar, maybe because of me, I always feel that they may have forgotten you a long time ago, what should I say when I see my friends?

I used to be in my hometown, longing for the lively and cheerful self I used to be, how did I become like this?

Also, there is no junior high school in our hometown, there are only two elementary schools, think about the former classmates should have also gone to junior high school, so how can they continue to stay here, just like me, well, it must be the case......

The environment affects the physical and mental development of individuals, and it is true, a child's growth environment may determine her life, like such an authoritarian family, really don't continue to continue, otherwise it will harm thousands of more children, such children who grew up in the original family, may think of me like this, not confident, dare not speak, dare not look at others, very want to make friends, but do not know how to take the initiative, a person is a little bit good to you, you will do everything possible to be good to her, some things can only be said by yourself.

When talking to others, I always think about it in advance and repeat it many times in my heart before I dare to speak.

On the surface, everyone will think that I am cold, but inside I am actually very fragile, lonely and helpless.

I want to have a close friend to talk about, but friends will also have good friends, no one will want to listen to you patiently, just think you are hypocritical, so at that time, it seemed that I was the only one in my world.

After a few days, they soon set out on their way back.