"Hey, I'm Xing'er!"

"Oh, what's up?"

"That...... That agreement, what's the matter? ”

"Oops, you see I'm old...... I forgot! I haven't shown him yet! I thought that Cheng'er was about to take the midterm exam, don't affect the dolls first, and wait for him to finish the exam before ......" Zhong Neng pretended to pat his thigh, and then wiped his sweat and shirked.

"I'm gone! I'll explain it to the baby. Hyosung rubbed his cheeks.

"Cheng Cheng Cheng, then I'...... Then I'...... Then I'll show him later. But I don't know when he's back tonight! You also know that I don't have the right time with him, I go out in the morning and he falls asleep, and when I come back in the evening he goes out...... Furthermore, isn't this a doll? Zhong Neng wiped his sweat again.

"Why don't I follow him, and you can put him on the bed later." Hyosung frowned.

"Hey, no, no, no! I give it to him at night, I give it at night, and I have to give it when he doesn't call. "The bell can stop it.

"Come on, it's been a week, there's no point in dragging it out." Hyosung finished, hanging antelope talk.

At nine o'clock in the evening, the old man Zhong was able to pinch his throat in the house, and a fine bead of sweat oozed from his back. I just sent the child to Tuo Xiaotang in Fuchun District to take care of him, and after arriving home, Xiaoxing's phone call came before he had time to drink saliva. What he feared the most this week was Hyosung's phone call, which was delayed for a full six years, but still came.

Zhong Neng didn't tell his son about the divorce, and it would be useless to tell him, if he got drunk and went directly to divorce, it would be bitter for the two children. Lao Rao's policy is: if you can delay one first, let Hyosung calm and calm, and there may be a turnaround. To tell the truth, the state of the couple who have been separated for many years is not much different from divorce, and the reason why they have not proposed divorce over the years is still due to feelings and considerations.

Anyway, I'm old and thick-skinned, so I'll find a reason to change it now, and I can drag it out, and it's not too late to leave if I can't drag it out. In the past, seeing him making a fuss every now and then, and seeing Zhong Li beating the child lightly and heavily, the old man couldn't wait to quickly separate and stop the loss in time, but now that he has really come to this point, his heart is unspeakably sad. is really going to divorce, the two clapped their hands and have been related since then, thinking of learning to be an adult, the old man succumbed to tears.

After Yangyang left, Xuecheng suddenly fell silent, and on the way home from his grandfather, Xuecheng couldn't get around the divorce of his parents. What is Divorce? What is marriage? He didn't have much of an idea, but he knew some facts from his classmates. For example, divorce is a bad thing, divorce is equivalent to losing a father or a mother, or losing a father and mother at the same time and then being fostered in the grandparents, grandparents, grandparents, and grandparents, divorce will be pitied by classmates and looked down upon by classmates, divorce is equivalent to losing one's own home and living in another child's home, divorce is equivalent to the emergence of a new bad father or a new bad mother...... Anyway, when I heard my classmates talk about whose parents were divorced, my expression often changed dramatically.

If your mother really wants to divorce your father, then, after the divorce, your classmates will ask him why you only have your mother to hold the parent-teacher conference without your father; After the divorce, he will become relatives with his father and grandfather or have another child with his parents; After the divorce, he may become the same as his second-grade classmate Wang Zijie, or become the same beating as Luo Xiuyu in their class; After the divorce, he will be constantly asked by outsiders for the rest of his life why your parents divorced and why your father doesn't want you anymore; After the divorce, he is no longer the most important person in his parents' hearts; After the divorce, it takes a long, long time to hear your classmates see your father or mother again...... Divorce is a grandiose concept that eight-year-old Zhong Xuecheng cannot accurately understand, and it is equivalent to a collapse of the ground.

After arriving in Fuchun District, Xiaotang saw that Xuecheng was in a depressed mood, and he didn't know why. After taking care of him to wash his face and brush his teeth and sleep, Xuecheng secretly sent a message to his sister in his house.

"Sister, mom is going to divorce dad."

My friend waited for my sister's reply, and I was sad and sad. Eighteen minutes later, I waited for news from my sister.

"Got it. You go to bed early, it's too late today, Sister Ming will call you. Good night ha! Listen carefully to class tomorrow! ”

The child fell asleep in his sorrow. Zhong Xuemei, who was far away in the mountain city, couldn't sleep this night.

The next morning, after sending Yangyang to school and eating breakfast outside, Lao Ma sat on a rocking chair and listened to the play, and suddenly remembered Xingbang. Yesterday, Xingsheng couldn't contact his brother, Lao Ma opened the mobile phone address book and flipped through it, wondering if he wanted to make a call to Xingbang. After thinking about it, he closed the address book again. I am afraid that he will be in a bad state, and his greetings will become persecution; I was afraid that he was too busy to answer the phone, and I was angry with his perfunctory; I was afraid that he was going to a new city, and I was so sad that I learned that I was mad......

That's it, Lao Ma turned to the sofa in the town, watching TV alone. I searched all the channels and found a fishing program, and the old man watched how the old man fished on TV, and he was addicted to it.

Since his father's birthday on National Day, Ma Xingbang has been busy with the transfer of the factory, and the first few have been busy. The factory was completely owned by someone else, and he moved out to live elsewhere. The one-bedroom room was full of factory stuff – a few boxes of documents, seven or eight company plaques, a safe, a pile of experimental equipment, a good table, two boxes of important tools, a few old computers and monitors, a new TV that had been dismantled, a washing machine and a refrigerator, dozens of books, a few potted plants that he was reluctant to throw away...... The whole house is like a warehouse, and there is no place of its own.

He didn't know which box the clothes were stuffed into, and he didn't bother to take them or change them. Because it was inconvenient to move the bed, he disposed of the bed in his original factory and slept directly on the ground in this room, after all, the autumn and winter in the south are very short, and it is enough to get a moisture-proof mat. Order takeout for dinner, or eat some noodles at the noodle restaurant downstairs, eat three meals in a good mood, simply stop eating when you are in a bad mood, or buy a dozen baked cakes on the street corner to deal with one or two.

A good meal is accompanied by a good mood, and if you don't have a good mood, you can eat everything the same, and it doesn't even matter if you eat it or not. Anyway, his just needs were enough - a few cigarettes, a few bottles of liquor.

I'm alone again.

Life goes around and around, and then goes around to a bitter pool. All the extreme negativity of human beings is suitable for dipping and tasting alone, but happiness needs guests, and without guests, the Lord's happiness will be dull and meaningless.

Ma Xingbang thought about calling his sister-in-law, over the years, he heard his sister-in-law complain and curse, report, and rude words, and often warmed up, but at this moment, he is not suitable for contact with anyone. Failure is like a plague, depression is like a flu, and he is afraid that the depression that he can't salvage will be transmitted to others. It is better to be alone than to be alone.

For most of his life, he treated fate with all his heart, but fate was never kind to him. Even if he feels uncomfortable in his heart, Xingbang is unwilling to complain about the fairness of his life.

A rich, interesting, tactful and turbulent life, there are often many bombs buried, and the protagonist often doesn't know whether he is stepping on luck or death on this part of the road.

What's next? Ma Xingbang couldn't find a way out himself.

When you are young, everyone has infinite possibilities, and people will be able to do more. Entering middle age, many have become the biggest scourge, and holding one in hand has become an urgent pursuit. Xingbang's injury is nothing more than home. There are chickens and dogs jumping at home, and there is no home in the dream of coveting.

What's next? It's a question that Xingbang asks itself almost every once in a while.

Make an investment? No capital; Open a factory? what to do and where to go; If you want to work part-time, is it suitable for you in which city? The difficulty of middle age, no fault to start over. At the beginning, he was happy for this factory, using all the available relationships and overdrawing all the financial resources that could be overdrawn, but now a few years of hard work has quietly ended, and such an ending is a joke for others.

Liu Bei's land of the two rivers is not easy to get lost in a hurry, no wonder after the defeat of the first master's 700-mile company, he returned to Xichuan without shame and died in the White Emperor City. Sun Quanhu has been in Jiangdong for three generations, and when he arrived at Sun Hao's hands, he didn't have it, and he asked how the generals of Eastern Wu, who had fought all his life, could endure the country and give it away. Cao Cao spent his life leading the people to fight one battle after another in the Northern Wei Dynasty, and was later swallowed by the Three Horse Design. In this life, in the face of the world of treasures and jewels, there are very few possibilities and opportunities to hold it firmly. After choosing a path, it is fortunate and fortunate to rush forward with all my heart. If it takes many years and the sideburns are gray, but the ending is a failure, how to evaluate this situation

Ma Guiying met with two major customers in Shanghai, and after signing contracts with the customer companies, she briefly talked about the issues she was most concerned about during the exhibition. For example, whether the booth decoration party has been found, what is the price, and whether Anke Exhibition needs to mediate it; For example, during the exhibition, are there any opponents to avoid, industry bosses who especially want to meet, or potential customers who need to be introduced by the upstream and downstream exhibitions; For example, the reservation of the hotel before the exhibition, the main contact person, the holding and participation of the event, and the work that requires the cooperation of the organizer...... Every time she sees a customer, Gui Ying will use this book to write down these things, so as to better serve customers during the exhibition.

The two companies that met in the morning and afternoon as the host wanted to invite Manager Ma to dinner, after all, the two sides are not in the same city, and the maintenance during the exhibition is slightly thin. However, both invitations were politely rejected by Gui Ying on the grounds of stomach bleeding, inability to drink, and heavy business trips. Manager Ma, who does not drink alcohol, reflects on the benefits of not drinking, which not only protects his body, but also greatly improves work efficiency, and does not hurt the harmony and cooperation between each other.

In the afternoon, Gui Ying went straight to the train station, and Zhiyuan was already waiting at the station with his luggage. The couple had dinner at the station and got on the high-speed train to Hangzhou. At nine o'clock in the evening, I arrived at the hotel booked in Hangzhou, Zhiyuan packed up his things, and Gui Ying was busy with work. The second time I met three customers in Hangzhou, and then went to Nanjing in the evening. Because of Zhiyuan's accompaniment, Gui Ying felt that the work efficiency and effect were very high on this business trip, she talked smoothly, slept steadily, ate healthily, and took her to quickly visit the attractions and buy some bits and pieces to send to the family.

The woman who is away thinks of the three most important men in her life - one who is by her side for a long time and never cares; One listens to the recent riveting hard to learn and catch up; One gradually took out his sincerity, was willing to take care of her daughter for her, and was willing to help her in times of difficulty. A happy woman is more energetic outside, and every time she sees a customer, she is full of laughter and charm, even if it is the first time to talk about cooperation, the new manager will never forget it when she sees Gui Ying.

The two are not there, and the old horse has properly become a family. Originally, I was either lying down listening to a play or sitting and watching TV at night, and these two actually had some opportunities. First, he was busy taking care of Yangyang's diet and daily life, and his grandfather's care for Yangyang has now reached the point of no detail; Second, Lao Ma still has to take care of Zaizi, who has to study for another forty-five minutes when he gets home, tidying up his dirty clothes and socks, tidying up his desk and room, and preparing supper fruits inadvertently become Lao Ma's night shift work. The old three have clear tasks and get along very well.

After two revisions, Bao Xiaotang finally made a new version of his resume. When he saw hundreds of resumes for a position in the personnel department of the former company, Xiaotang felt that it was not easy to find a job and that he had little talent. Compete with newcomers to be thick-skinned enough, face setbacks and be strong in the heart, regardless of the past and only look at the future, this psychological mobilization and self-motivation Xiaotang has already been carried out.

After the resume was completed, she first sent it to the group of sisters in distress, planning to ask her eldest sister Zhang Zhuofan to help her check whether there were any obvious mistakes. Zhuo Fan pointed out that after Xiaotang revised it, he uploaded his resume to the job search website. The thirty-two-year-old job search battle kicked off like this.

It's half past nine after finishing the resume, and I'm asleep after studying, and my sister still has more than a little time to get home, and there is such a gap, Xiaotang is thinking about what to do to entertain herself. She has already made the lunch that my sister will bring at noon tomorrow, she has also packed the schoolbag and clothes she has learned, and she has bought the textbooks and reference books for her next exam in the morning, and the relevant preparations for finding a job are being prepared...... With nothing to do, she listened to the song and lay on the sofa scrolling on her phone.

Suddenly, someone on WeChat pushed the training course of Chinese painting in the circle of friends, a period of 2,500 yuan, about three months, Xiaotang opened the advertisement curiously. In the advertisement, a lot of students' works were posted - Meilan bamboo chrysanthemum, sika deer, Lao Tzu riding a bull, and special calligraphy. Xiaotang, who was curious for a while, chatted with the other party for a while, and learned that the address of the training class was five kilometers away, so Xiaotang directly transferred money to sign up.

She doesn't want her life to be like her sister, trapped by something, whether it's a marriage or a debt, a responsibility or a child. She wants freedom and happiness, and freedom and happiness need carriers. During this time, she has been thinking and looking for a carrier, recalling that when she was young, she had a time when she was particularly fond of painting peonies on the quilt, and the passion for painting has been awakened many times over the years, but unfortunately she has been suppressed by reality, and now she has the opportunity to have funds, why not.

As for those popular cakes, home-cooked dishes, and handmade dishes, they are also good options, but those popular ones can't bring themselves out of the kettle - out of reality and ordinary elegance and ascension. If painting isn't the option that will unleash her unbeatable potential, then she will try to paint oil paintings, cartoons, portraits, or try diving, learn a foreign language, practice ice skating, learn to write, do nail art, become an influencer, volunteer, run for fitness, make coffee, learn photography, play badminton, learn pottery, play guitar, dance like a French lady, or go home and grow wild vegetables like an online influencer......

In the vast land and the vast sky, there is always something that can become the carrier of her vitality, and what she has to do is to keep trying, trying and trying. When the thrilling moment comes, she is willing to live for the love in her chest.

Bao Xiaotang's chosen path is not profound, she doesn't want to be an artist, a scientist or a family, she just wants to find a spark that makes her burn fiercely, she just wants to resist the ruthlessness of time, the horror of the ordinary, the narrowness of the world and the humility of life.

Breaking through the ordinary and mediocre, which is so easy. Xiaotang is simple-minded, keeps trying, and discovers a new self in the attempt, which can resist the twilight of the present and the worldly that follows the rules. She sets the criteria for her attempts to be happy and frustrated, not successful and unsuccessful. She wanted to give it a try, and after the exam, Xiaotang, who couldn't wait, started with her childhood favorite painting.

If, in the end, what makes her excited is to go home to grow vegetables or obsessed with manicures or portraits, she only wishes to be happy and persevere.