In the end, how to be a good person, there have been so many truths about being a person and doing things, but there will still be successes and failures, and polarization.

In fact, when I heard the crying of the Portuguese creeping that night, I felt a little distressed.

At that time, an idea came to mind, that is, I wanted to rush over and hug her.

These days, only the two of us are very close, it is impossible to say that there is no emotion, the age of the Portuguese is not too young between us, but this mind is not very mature, if she does not do this today, we will definitely be reconciled.

They are all children, where can there be any deep hatred, but she wants to be like this......

And now, things are like this, in the face of everyone's accusations, we will only be more angry in our hearts at that time, we are not very old, how can we know how to regulate our emotions.

If, at that time, I went to the Portuguese side, I would have lost a whole dormitory of classmates, and my sister had a good relationship with Xiaopang, so it was very embarrassing for her to be caught in the middle.

So, I didn't go.

But, it is indeed distressing.

Especially looking at the sister sweatshirt we just bought, it will be even more uncomfortable, but this is already the case, there is no going back, and it is useless to say anything, look forward.

There is nothing to be reluctant to, maybe she has already hated us to the bone, as far as I personally think, today's things are indeed our fault, but, the premise is also the problem of Portugal, if she is not like this today, I think, there will be no later things.

It's all like this, how can we live together?!

At that time, in a fit of rage, we packed all the things and took them to the dormitory where she is now, and under the puzzled gaze of everyone, we are more like the jungle, bullying the weak, and completely misinterpreting the meaning, okay? Who would do this for no reason, kick their roommate out for no reason, and then let others see the joke?

But who sees more than just appearances?

What's the point of caring about that?

It was destined to be a sleepless night, and it took a long time to put the shelves back in place, however, now again wondering why the Portuguese creeping could be removed so quickly?

Sure enough, people in moments of anger are the most terrible, so don't mess with them.

Impulsiveness is the devil, we are all devils at that moment, it is better to be crazy once, maybe it is inappropriate in the first place? Even if we reconcile now, this kind of situation will still occur in the future, and it is inevitable.

Tonight, I don't know how many invectives are directed at us.

This is how fate should be, and we move forward.

Life should not only be based on the present, but also in the future, and the future may be regretted, but it will not be retreated.

The next day, she was away from everyone and was with her new dorm roommate.

Everywhere my sister and I went, there were a lot of discussions, and there were a lot of them.

Sure enough, I still couldn't escape, after all, there was a lot of trouble last night, it's hard for anyone not to know, but what everyone saw was just the appearance.

We all thought that the three of us had kicked out the Portuguese because of some little awkwardness, yes, in the eyes of others.

So be it.

The crime of the wicked can only be borne by us, explaining what is the use, explaining what is the use, and in the end no one believes it, and the result is still the same, this is the reality.

Reality does not listen to any explanation.

Compared to us, Yanzi is very smart, can not offend anyone at the same time, does not show her attitude, both sides get along very well, and no one will talk about her, this is the clever place, better than any of us.

I can read it, but I can't learn it.

Later, there was no shadow of Portuguese creeping in my life, just like strange classmates, ignoring each other, completely broken, and there would be no intention of reconciliation.

She has new friends, a new life, and this is also a farewell.

There is no one who is reluctant, and there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome. Going around and around, no one knows what life will be like in the end.

Of course, I still miss this time.

……

In the studio, there are some girls who wear makeup every day, and they have basically never seen them without makeup.

Even if the teachers said it, it didn't help, and then they didn't care, after all, they couldn't control the girl's love for beauty.

In the beginning, I would try to dress myself, such as pulling my hair and drawing my eyebrows, but when I used to pull my hair with a straight clip, I burned my ankles, and the scar is still there.

Later, I reflected.

It's introspection.

What am I here for? Have you forgotten your original intention? Why spend your time and energy on these indifferent little things, is it worth it? It's getting closer and closer to the joint entrance examination, is it really done? Are you really prepared?

I thought about it a lot and thought about it for a long time.

After that, I got rid of these external things and put away all the unnecessary things, and every day ponytail and dark clothes became my standard, and now is really not the time to pursue external things, at least I think so, of course, it does not mean that I deny other people's opinions.

Everyone should have their own unique point of view.

Insisting on getting up early and studying hard is the right path for me.

People, as expected, are easily affected by the things around them, and they can still make up for it by stopping losses in time.

It's human nature to love beauty, but we also need to know how to pay attention to timing.

Every day's life is to draw and be scolded, of course, I'm fine, at least there are some opportunities to be praised, although rarely. However, those students who have been scolded have a lot of psychological pressure.

During this period, Chen and I have always been classmates in the same class, but it seems that I have forgotten his existence again, we will have some communication, and there is no embarrassment in it, as if I have been completely relieved.

Maybe it's because he has a new goal, which is a girl in the class, and this girl can be described as extremely happy, with true friends and people who like each other.

Her name is Ani, she is a very gentle girl, the most important thing is long hair, she and Chen are in love, and now they are just deer bumping, and they have not officially expressed their intentions.

On this day, it was Ani's birthday, and Chen and Annie's best friend planned a birthday surprise for her, and we were all participants in the whole event.

The location is in our studio on the fifth floor, which is quiet and will not be discovered, because very few people come to the fifth floor.

After the arrangement, our task was to find a random reason, trick Ani over, and give her a big surprise, at that time, it was full of envy!

The venue is also very beautifully decorated, with balloons, cakes, love candles, and flowers.

The atmosphere was high and lively.

Almost all the students from the class came, and it was very fun here, and joining in the fun was our favorite thing.

And Fenn, who was spoiled as a little princess, not to mention how happy she was, with a smile on her face that would have been very special if I were her, because no one had ever done this to me.

I'm not her, and I can't be, so I don't have the luxury.

Anyone who prepares these for fennel wants to have it!

Fairy friendship.

At this time, Xiao Yuan and her other him took a few photos in the love candle, which seemed to be very romantic.

But, it just seems that I feel sorry for her, and even such a romantic scene is someone else's. Although I know that this is not good, but at this time I have begun to hope that they will break up, and in my opinion, he is not worthy of Xiaoyuan.

Xiaoyuan has a good temper, but his temper is exceptionally bad, and he always lingers and leaves Xiaoyuan, which is completely a manifestation of not cherishing.

Even I, a bystander, can't stand it anymore.

I'm a very dignified person, and it doesn't matter if I put on a show a little bit, but if I don't give face in front of outsiders, I just touch the biggest limit, and it may be over.

However, these are just thoughts, where can anyone appreciate my character?

It's too late to hide.

Ani's birthday party is almost over, and what remains is some special links, in fact, we didn't know this link at the time, it was the moment of confession in the morning.

It's a pity that I didn't get to see it with my own eyes, after all, after living for so many years, I haven't seen a few times like this.

At that time, a small number of classmates left, and later they also heard from other classmates.

Just listen to it, and I didn't really care.

What was shocking was that the next day, because it was a day off, when my sister got up early to look for her, she ran into Chen and Annie.

It looks like he's just come back from outside, and he's carrying something to take a shower......

Shock is inevitable, after all, they just got together yesterday, although we usually see the small interaction between the two people, but the real establishment of the relationship was yesterday.

It was just yesterday.

Is it developing too fast?

Or are we too old to keep up with the pace of today's young people?!

However, this time my sister saw it, and I just heard that it is none of my business, and I will soon forget it.

……

The studio will always carry out some big classes and entertainment activities, giving more color to the boring and boring training life, but it is impossible to go out to sketch.

The one-time opportunity has been used up.

This time, I don't know if it's an illusion, but Xu always sits next to me, sits down naturally, and communicates naturally after sitting.

Completely ignore the so-called gossip.

Although he and I can always talk together, and we are very relaxed when chatting, there is no feeling, except for friends, there are no other superfluous emotions.

He seems to have misunderstood what I meant.

Am I really prone to giving the illusion of being a delusion?

In the class, there is also a girl who likes life very high-profile, and the color class is grouped according to ability, and now the two of them just sit together, and the girl just thinks life is interesting and cute, so she directly expressed her mind.

is a very bold girl, with a very straight temperament and does not beat around the bush.

I admire her and admire her courage.

It's just that Xu doesn't seem to have feelings for her, and of course she doesn't refuse very directly.

On this day, class is over.

When I was packing up my things and getting ready to leave, Xu walked up to me and asked, "Is it delicious?" ”

"What's delicious?"

"I bought a snack gift pack, get you some!"

"Huh? I ......"

Before I could say the next word, he had already disappeared from sight, without refusing or agreeing, but he could only wait where he was.

It's like a conversation between two children.

Then, he brought me a snack and a water glass, and I think his attitude was already obvious, and the girl who loved her was there.

I'm embarrassed, it's not to go, it's not to stay.

Before I could react, Xu walked out, and I followed.

After that, we all kept in touch, and I thought it would be rude if I didn't reply to a message from someone else, especially a classmate.

Just chatting and chatting and chatting, the nature is different.

Later, I realized that if you are not interested, don't start chatting, and don't continue before you start.

Otherwise, what is it, hanging? Or are you raising a spare tire?

……

College Entrance Examination Registration.

To sign up, you have to go back in person, so this is also an indirect holiday, just in this cold December.

It was the month of my birth, and it was also really cold.

After all, there are only two days to go, and you have to come back for training immediately after registering, and the time is not waiting for anyone, and there is only about a month left before the joint entrance examination.

Subsequently, the natural state of mind also became anxious.

Other students signed up very smoothly, only my sister and I did not sign up at all because we were registered in other places and did not have a local house.

Directly turned away.

The rest is to go everywhere, go to elementary schools, junior high schools, high schools, education bureaus, etc., write countless certificates, stamp countless stamps, but still unsuccessful.

Only waiting.

Even if you prove that you have been on this road since you were a child, it is useless.

It seems that there has been no similar incident before, and this is the first time, the director of the admissions office has a big head, and he really doesn't know what to do, so he just makes us wait.

It took 12 days to register for the college entrance examination, and we waited for 12 days.

Last day.

Fortunately, the admissions office is very close to my house, a road away, so we go every day, and there are many people with us, crowded in the corridor, all begging to be able to move the heavens.

If you can't take the college entrance examination, all the efforts during this time will be in vain, and there will be more than ten years of hard work.

Isn't it just for the moment of the college entrance examination to study day and night? Outcome......

We didn't even qualify.

All the students have registered and returned to the studio to continue the training, only my sister and I are still waiting here, and we can only wait, there is no other way.

I also complained about my parents that they didn't even have a house for so many years, and if there were, how simple it would be. Because if you have a local real estate certificate, you can register directly.

This provision is strange, but it does exist.

However, at that time, where would I consider the problem from the perspective of parents, three children were not so easy to afford.

Just like some families, just one child is almost unaffordable, let alone three, no wonder everyone admires my parents.

Even I admire it.

However, these years have indeed been really hard, thrifty, and have nothing.

It is my lifelong wish to have a house of my own, and saving money to buy a house is also the motivation left at this time.

Maybe it's because I've never had it that I want to have it so much.

What you can't get is always restless.

I hope to have my own cottage as soon as possible.