Today, I took the initiative.

The rare initiative is the encouragement from this book, and it is a great encouragement from me.

After many days of cold war with Portugal, this week is a color class, and the whole seat is changed, because the color class requires more materials, so it needs a larger area.

Everyone has a distance between them.

The seats of the entire class need to be adjusted, and the seats are self-selected.

Just as I was re-selecting my seat, I walked over to the prostrate and asked softly, "Can I sit here?" ”

Rare initiative, I hope it will be useful.

After seeing that she hesitated, she nodded, and we began to communicate gradually, of course, there were sisters and little fat around, and soon, we reconciled.

In fact, I can feel that she is also reflecting on herself, otherwise it would not have gone so well, and after all, this matter is not just my problem, if it is completely my problem, I will definitely apologize.

However, this time it was not.

We both have problems.

This kind of awkwardness, and then shaking hands and making peace, is very much like a conversation between children and children.

Although I have reconciled, I always feel that it is different from what I used to be, that is, it is weird, and I can't say it, and the freedom I used to have seems to be never going back......

Later, when facing the Portuguese creeping, I didn't dare to joke as carelessly as before, and I would always be cautious when I spoke, for fear of saying the wrong word, after all, I am not a brain, I am very distressed, and I always offend some people.

I regretted it when I said it, but I already said it.

But now we're a little more polite?!

Yes, there is a gap.

It's also a lot stranger.

It went on like this for a while, and I was completely reconciled with the Portuguese prostrate as before, and I returned to the original appearance, which was very happy. It's because she's happy to be reconciled, and she's happy because she's figured it out.

There are so many people in the dormitory, somehow, I like to chat and play with the Portuguese creeping, and I feel comfortable when the two of us are together.

When there is an awkward scene, the sadness also comes from the heart.

The friendship forged in such a short period of time is the first time to experience it.

Sister is family, Portugal is a friend, so, it is a different feeling, they are all very good, so suddenly, I feel the fun of life again, and it feels good to be happy.

In this way, I seem to feel that it is my own problem, and if I figure it out, the world will naturally be so beautiful.

Moreover, now when the teachers reprimand me again, they will accept it with an open mind, instead of blindly complaining, complaining will not solve anything, and I just smile when I hear other students complain, and I do not complain with their opinions.

If you have time, you might as well look at your own paintings, maybe you can really feel something, and then there will be no such reprimands.

In the end, the problem is still on me, and I am very reluctant to change, but life must change.

Natural selection, survival of the fittest.

……

At this time, without the shackles of mobile phones, face-to-face conversations can better show the charm of a person, or the fit of two people.

It turns out that it is not inseparable from the Internet, and the days without mobile phones are still very fulfilling and interesting.

Xu and I can always chat together at this time, and this time it is not on the virtual network, but in reality, the most real chat.

A new experience has been unlocked.

At this time, I found out that classmate Xu is also a very cute and practical person, and an inexplicable fate began.

really responded to the lyrics: "I forgot how it started......"

I forgot how the first sentence between me and Xu's classmates began, but then it was really good, so good that it was like two good friends.

Becoming friends with boys is an incredible thing for me, let alone a better friend.

It's a person with a personality that matches.

Xu has a girlfriend, but now they are separated from each other, and they can only be maintained by a brief contact every Monday.

Later, I heard my sister say that they were each other's first love, which is good, and the first love itself is a kind of beauty.

This is also a kind of thing that everyone is comfortable with, and when it comes to me, only I have had the ups and downs, which is obviously the same starting point.

I often sit together with classmates when I paint.,I just think it's good friends.,It's normal to sit together.,So,I didn't think much about it.,And in my world,,I've defined myself as a boy.,Get along with others in the name of buddies.,Because I don't want to have embarrassing elements.。

I also want everyone to be equal.

Respect is necessary, but being too polite is a bit rusty.

The first sketch in the sketch class, the model is life, of course, there is another classmate, facing two models, I just happened to be in the middle position, very entangled, who to draw?

Actually, the facial structure of the two boys is basically the same, so it's better to be familiar with the painting everyone, after all, you have to keep staring at him, so I turned to Xu and sorted out the gap between the drawing boards, and seemed to see a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.

I'm curious what he's happy about, but I can't ask right now, so let's leave it at that.

It should be a lot of fun.

After finishing the first avatar sketch, Xu immediately ran down and looked at our paintings, and at the same time did not forget to complain, the paintings did not look like anything like that.

However, they were also scolded back by their classmates.

Xu is such a person who can afford to joke, so he gets along very well and can get along with me very well, after all, I feel that I am an extremely difficult character to get along with.

……

On this day, the breakup of classmates and girlfriends spread throughout the class, I don't know who mentioned it, in short, it was a breakup, and we don't know what the specific reason is, looking sad Xu, I can't bear to ask.

I don't think so, I've seen a lot, after all, it's normal for little couples to be separated and combined.

It's just that I look sad, but I don't know how to comfort people, first, I can't comfort people, and second, I don't understand the internal situation between them.

That's all there is to it.

Be a bystander.

I thought maybe they would be reconciled in a few days, and reconciliation would certainly be the best outcome.

At the same time, bad rhetoric began, right in the bathroom with the most information.

The restrooms in the world seem to be the most informative places, so when you're not sure if there's anyone else inside, don't talk about it lightly.

Maybe this is the protagonist of the discussion.

For example, me.

It's helpless.

"Xu and his girlfriend broke up, you know?" The discussion from the girls outside, although the sound is not loud, but it is definitely clear and real.

"Of course, who can't see it so obviously, his face is about to be pulled to the ground, he is such a happy and lively person." Another girl tried her best to echo it, and those who don't know may think she's a little fan.

"yes, do you think it's because of the ...... in Class 19?"

"Huh? I think so, and they've been getting too close lately, just fanning the wind around them, wouldn't that be a success? ”

"It's really scheming, destroying other people's feelings, it was originally an intruder halfway, and now it's successful."

"How nice we are."

"What's not as good as her? Why did Xu fall in love with her, it's definitely because of her! ”

“……”

What？

The topic they were talking about was obviously directed at me, and I didn't know what words to use to describe my expression at that time, except for a confused face.

I'm the only girl who is closer to Xu.

Looking back on these days, is it really because of me?

Perhaps, but, how could I have such a big influence, why don't I think it's the relationship between them that is wrong? If two people love each other enough, how can they be separated because of this little test.

I don't believe it.

It's just that in the eyes of others, it seems that it is because of me that they broke up.

Such rumors are not very good.

Therefore, now I will deliberately keep my distance from classmates and avoid these so-called gossip, rumors will only spread more and more, and the more outrageous they will be, and they can be very good friends, but now because of these remarks, there is not even a word.

I hate being the main character in someone else's story.

It's me.

After all, you don't have the right to influence other people's speech, just pretend you can't hear it, and there is no need to dwell on these things.

Think more about the good and you're done.

……

Since then, the story of us and the Portuguese has continued, we could have been together for a long, long time, maybe the kind of good friends for life, but as a result, we have not experienced any trials between us.

As a result, it was even miserable.

Sure enough, any kind of relationship in the world is difficult to maintain, I would have thought that family affection is difficult, followed by love, and now friendship.

I still haven't met the right person.

In fact, it's all difficult, it depends on how you get along.

Any kind of emotion requires the fit of both parties, not the persistence of one party.

On this day, Portugal and Chubby also had some awkwardness, which was bigger than the cold war with me, and then while Portugal was away, we always had a small meeting, a meeting organized by Chubby.

As for what to discuss, girls will naturally understand.

The girl is pros and cons, everyone in the world is made up of advantages and disadvantages, no one is full of advantages, in my personal opinion, the advantages of Portuguese are many, she is very enthusiastic, and it seems to be very simple.

However, the most suffocating and bad thing about her is the grudge, the special grudge, the exaggeration is the last century, she still remembers it very well, I spent a short time with her, according to them, everyone has long forgotten a point, such as a small thing the size of a sesame seed, she remembers very clearly.

Or even turning over old accounts.

It's like the estrangement between us, in fact, it's still there, and it's really hard to go back to the original way.

The most popular thing among girls is gossip, and even we are no exception, but I didn't participate, after all, I am a new member, and there are many things between them that I don't know.

It's just that, listening to what they said, it seems that the Portuguese prostrate is already heinous.

Actually, it's not that serious.

Chubby is the most venomous, and this time it was her who provoked her, so she wouldn't swallow her anger at all.

I want to be just with the Portuguese creeping head-on.

It was just a cold war with me, a cold war between the two of us, and no one else was involved.

However, I don't remember exactly what happened between them, but I remember that it was a bad thing.

It was supposed to be a moment when things were about to settle down.

Grapevine came out again, this time messing with the entire dorm.

I feel like I've seen the results.

Because it's really a bit naïve and cautious.

After dinner, except for the Portuguese creeping, the five of us returned to the dormitory, looking at the mess in front of us, a little stunned.

During the meal, we also invited her, but she was reluctant to go, so she turned out to come...... Demolished?!

There was no balcony in the dormitory, so we built our own rack to dry clothes in the middle of the bed, and it was dismantled.

Actually, I still admire the Portuguese creeping, after all, when the six of us built it together, it was very laborious, and even the wire was completed by several people.

It is done together.

It turns out that a person can have so much potential, it just depends on whether it is stimulated or not.

This could also be the legendary limitless potential.

After being stunned for a moment, it was Xiaopang's scolding, she usually can't stand this kind of grievance the most, and her temper is also the hottest, a typical world-weary personality, so, this time, completely angered her.

After the Portuguese dismantled these things, they disappeared.

Looking at the mess, anyone would be angry, for no reason, suddenly like this...... It's really hard to understand.

Everyone sat down on their beds in a huff, and in a few moments she returned, standing in the doorway, feeling the chill around her, and noticeably seeing her flinch.

When we interrogated, she yelled with anger on her face: "I don't want to give you the shelf I made, can I dismantle it?" And I'm going to report back to you?! ”

"You got it yourself?" We've all had puzzled expressions, isn't this amnesia?

Standing at the door, he continued menacingly: "I made it myself, what's wrong?" Or else? ”

Talking nonsense with your eyes open.

"At that time, it was indeed you who contributed the most, but these materials were all found by us together, the location design was selected together, the wire was screwed together, and you dismantled it without saying a word, what is this?" It's definitely the longest I've ever said, but it makes sense, because it's the truth.

At that time, it took a whole night to find all kinds of materials, design and display, how could it be that she did it alone.

The atmosphere gradually warmed up, and the smell of gunpowder was full.

"If you don't want to stay, get out!" Xiao Fat didn't have such a good temper, and yelled directly at the Portuguese at the door.

"You ......" Lu Zheng immediately ran away and ran to the dormitory of another classmate, and then her crying voice came from the corridor, super loud, and the classmates also poked out curious eyes.

Later, there was a saying that we deceive more than less.

Nothing to understand, a serious nonsense.