Speaking of this, Wang Chengyi couldn't help but feel a little distressed in his heart, at that time, Yu Shunan almost tried everything, and the whole person became fierce and decisive, Yu Shunan in that way even felt strange to him who had been a partner for many years.

"That task, we completed it very hard, your mother was also seriously injured, and she was in the hospital for a month, and she was silent for a month. I have worked together for so many years, I have never seen her like that, there is no anger in her eyes, like a soulless shell, no matter what others say, she does not react, at that time we even suspected that she had a mental problem, the psychiatrist was invited, but she is very resistant to the closeness of outsiders, as soon as she gets closer, her whole person is like a hedgehog, erected full of sharp thorns, we can't get close at all, and I don't know what to do. ”

"This state of affairs lasted for a long time. It wasn't until the end of that mission that the organization handed her your father's relics — a hat and a police uniform. ”

For such a long time, her stagnant eyes finally had a trace of waves, her pale and emaciated hands grabbed the dress tightly, the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time were overwhelmingly pressed against her like a flood of beasts, and the nerves that had been tense for so long seemed to have finally relaxed their strength, she clutched the police uniform and cried darkly, the whole ward was her heart-rending cry, suppressed sadness and despair pressed heavily on everyone present, none of us spoke, and we were not qualified to go up to comfort anything, None of us can personally understand the pain she has endured, and it is good for her to release it after being suppressed for so long. ”

Every time he thinks of this scene, he always feels very uncomfortable.

Yu Jie is his brother, a comrade-in-arms who will not hesitate to block bullets for him, and a brother who fights side by side; And Yu Shunan is a woman he has kept in his heart for many years, no matter who has an accident, he is uncomfortable, but at that time, he can't do anything, Yu Ming's day he was still lurking abroad, I don't know the situation of another stronghold, when I come back, everything is wrong......

……

"Do you hate her?"

Wang Chengyi suddenly turned his head and looked at the girl who had not yet recovered from his words, such a truth should not be told by him, but every time he saw Yu Shunan mention his daughter, he couldn't bear it, he just wanted to make her easier.

Yu Fan didn't nod or deny it.

Wang Chengyi's words made his chest jam and his heart hurt badly, and he didn't know how to react-

After the death of the father, the mother did disappear for a long time.

At that time, their relationship was still very stiff, and she was also used to Yu Shunan's "disappearance" from time to time, so she naturally didn't pay attention to her disappearance again, but her departure almost became the pole of contradiction between them.

never knew that during the time when she was deeply resentful, her mother had suffered such a heavy trauma, let alone that her father played such an important role in her mother's heart.

Years of resentment and incomprehension, after hearing such a version of the story, she didn't dare to accept it for a while.

Yu Fan didn't know the specific occupation of her parents, and they didn't tell her about it, but occasionally saw people in police uniforms coming to their house to look for them.

For so many years, she had been moving, and no one had told her why she had moved, and every time she became familiar with a strange environment, her mother took her to move to the next strange place, never asking her opinion.

"My parents... Who the hell are you? ”

Finally, she couldn't suppress the confusion for many years, she really wanted to know, what is such an inexplicable life for?

"There are some things you don't know better." Wang Chengyi turned his head and avoided her inquiring stubborn gaze.

"But I want you to understand that your parents are great people, and one day you will be proud to be their daughter. Also, your mother is not easy, and I can't explain many things to you, but I still want you to know that your mother is a very strong woman, and if I can get your understanding, I think she will be very happy. ”

As he spoke, he also stood up, glanced at Yu Fan deeply, and then walked away neatly, and soon there was only a girl left in the fragrant and comfortable flower bed......

……

Yu Fan didn't know what he had returned to the classroom, and his increasingly heavy mind replayed what Wang Chengyi had just said over and over again, and the whole person was in a trance......

"What's wrong?" Lu Yu turned his head and found that she was pale and godless, and his heart was slightly shocked.

He noticed that a man came to look for him, and the two didn't know what to say, so they saw Yu Fan go with him, and when he came back, he looked like he was lost and depressed.

Yu Fan didn't pay attention to him, she was very confused now, Wang Chengyi's words were like a heavy hammer, which caught her off guard.

She is actually a northern girl, and the place where she was born has a very poetic name - Beicheng. There are four distinct seasons all year round, the air is not dry or damp, and it is a small town with a lot of characteristics.

She especially likes the winter in Beicheng, at the end of each year, the sky will always spread a thick layer of snow on the ground without hesitation, and the whole world is white, very beautiful.

Before the age of eight, snow was one of the holiest beings she could remember.

At that time, Yu Jie was still there, she liked to hold her father's hand and step on a long line in the snow, and Yu Fan's best memories were hidden in the footprints of one large and one small.

Yu Fan's feelings for her mother are not close, it seems that since she can remember, she is always very busy, and she can't see each other a few times a year, so at that time, her father's care was almost the warm support of Yu Fan in those years.

So much so that when her father suddenly disappeared from her life, it took her a long time and she couldn't let go.

At the age of eight, she couldn't understand the definition of death, she just cried for her father, and even resisted Yu Shunan's approach.

On the day she left the town, Yu Shunan told her:

"Afan, Dad said he was going to a very beautiful place, and one day, we would meet again."

After so many years, she has also become accustomed to her mother's calmness and indifference, and even feels that they will not get close to each other in the future.

But today, she suddenly found that she didn't know her mother at all, and she never even wanted to know her mother, and this kind of realization made her heart feel like she was crushed under a boulder, so heavy that she could barely breathe......

"Hey! What the hell is wrong with you? ”

Seeing her trapped in her emotions and miserable, Lu Yu couldn't help but feel a little anxious.