A low and gentle voice came, Yu Fan finally came back to his senses in his memory, looked at the boy in front of him in a daze, did not miss the concern and worry in his eyes, his heart moved slightly, and his godless and empty eyes quickly swept over a wave that he didn't have time to capture-

At that moment, in the bottom of her heart, she did have the urge to believe the boy in front of her, and those emotions that had been pent up for many years were faintly trying to rush out in her heart, and she almost couldn't help but gush out......

And, just when it was about to swell to his mouth, all the emotions that turned over the river and the sea seemed to be suddenly blocked by something, and they could no longer gush out half a minute-

How do you want her to say, after so many encounters and turns, from the warm welcome at the beginning, to the current breeze, during this period, all the sadness and helplessness have made her learn to close her emotions, she is afraid of parting after meeting and getting to know each other, she is afraid of relying on a certain place, a certain person, all ......

Too many times, every time I moved to an unfamiliar environment, I had to leave for the next unfamiliar city after struggling to adapt and accept.

She was really scared -

Don't dare to have nostalgia for any environment, don't dare to intersect with those travelers who pass by in a hurry, and if you don't rely on it, you won't feel lost when you leave.

Therefore, she also has the same attitude towards Lu Yu.

She knew his kindness very well, and she knew that he wanted to comfort herself, but, after so much, she really couldn't afford to establish an intersection anymore-

"I'm fine, thank you."

In the end, she still chose to retreat, perhaps, in her world, not approaching is the most helpless way to protect herself...... After saying this, the person lowered his head and opened the textbook, deliberately ignoring the loss in the other party's eyes......

Lu Yu really didn't understand why she was always so polite and distant, for so long, she rarely took the initiative to talk to him, and in the face of his endless interruptions, she only responded politely.

This feeling made him very frustrated-

Seeing that she didn't want to talk anymore, he didn't know what to say, and in the end he just lowered his eyes, hid the loss in his eyes, and turned away gloomily.

Hearing the action, after a while, Yu Fan raised his head, his eyes fell on his lost back with some weakness, and suddenly, he only felt a bitter throat in his throat, and the originally dull emotions became heavier for a while-

……

After that day, the two of them were a little silent, neither of them spoke to each other again, and the following week, after class, there were still many classmates around Lu Yu asking questions, and he still enthusiastically answered and helped, but, between them, it seemed to be back to the way she got along when she just turned around-

Such a result is what Yu Fan wants.

But, why do you always feel empty in your heart......

……

In this way, time flies away inadvertently, and the dull and boring days go farther and farther away in his silence with her—

There is still half a month before the final exam of the second year of high school, Yu Fan is a little nervous, her foundation is not bad, but in this school that speaks with strength, her level is not outstanding. Although she spent almost all her spare time catching up, it had little effect.

In the last monthly exam, she ranked in more than 20, and there were more than 30 people in the class. This realization frustrated her, and she didn't want to disappoint her mother-

Yu Fan's recent state has been a little anxious, and when Lu Yu was running and exercising between classes, he keenly saw a trace of melancholy and irritability from her eyebrows.

After class that day, Lu Yu finally couldn't help but look back again, and saw the somewhat messy desk in front of her, the simple and fresh notebook was densely drawn by her, and the textbook did not logically annotate many knowledge points.

Suddenly understood her anxiety in the past few days, her eyes flashed slightly, she was silent for a while, and suddenly said-

"I'll help you review."

Hearing this, Yu Fan looked at him with some surprise - they hadn't communicated for a long time since the last unpleasant conversation, and she thought that they would do the same in the future......

This is not the first time he has said to help her review, he has mentioned it intentionally or unintentionally after the results of the previous monthly exams, but she declined.

There is not much time left before the exam, and everyone will be racing against the clock to revise, even when eating, their eyes are glued to the textbook, let alone making time to help others revise.

"Thank you, though, there's not much time left, you can review it well, I'm okay."

Sure enough—another rejection as expected.

"Yu Fan, why are you always so polite?"

Lu Yu was a little annoyed, Meiyu suddenly frowned, and his voice was a little louder-

Every time she tried to get closer to her, she would immediately pull up a barrier that made it impossible to see what she wanted.

This feeling of imminent separation made him feel very uncomfortable!

Faced with his sudden change in mood, Yu Fan looked at his eyes with hidden anger in a daze, and suddenly felt a little at a loss:

"I'm just ......"

"Yu Fan, I have no ill intentions."

Sensing that her emotions were affecting her, Lu Yu suppressed her emotions, slowed down her tone, and looked at her sincerely-

"I just want to help you, I know you're in a hurry about the next exam now, in fact, you don't have to be so polite to me, you can ask me, I still have this time."

"You're always rejecting other people's kindness, I don't know what you've been through, but if you retreat, you will miss out on a lot of opportunities, you will miss out on a lot of things that you could have had, can you understand?"

It was the first time he had said so much to her so seriously, and he hoped that she would be able to come out of her own world, even if it was only one step, it would be better than shrinking into her own world all the time.

Sometimes he didn't even dare to look her in the eye, there was space inside, like a deep black hole, he couldn't see the end clearly, and it was easier to fall.

At that moment, Yu Fan suddenly felt that his nose was a little sour-

How many years have passed, since she left Beicheng, she has been constantly changing schools, and every time she gets used to a new environment, she has to leave to the next strange place, she is really tired of this kind of life.

But now, after so many years of numbness, suddenly someone told her-

You can accept kindness from others.

Such warmth makes the heart, which has been numb and silent for many years, seem to begin to show signs of recovery-

Maybe he's different.

Unlike those travelers who are in a hurry, he will talk to her a lot, he will share with her many things that she has seen or not seen, he will smile at her unreservedly, and more importantly, he will say to her: I want to help you.

Such a road encounter, warm like a beam of sunshine, quietly penetrated into her world, making her can't help but want to get closer-