Chapter 45: The Final Speak

After Su Menglan and Lu Zimo went to the cafeteria for dinner together, they walked to their respective dormitories.

Su Menglan strolled on the boulevard of the campus with her violin on her back, the leaves of the surrounding trees were almost withered, and the crisp sound of stepping on the fallen leaves made her feel a little lighter.

As she walked to the meadow by the lake, she heard a familiar low, magnetic voice coming from the meadow: "I haven't seen you for a long time, I see you're hungry, eat quickly." ”

Subsequently, from time to time, the soft and glutinous bark of a kitten was heard.

Su Menglan unconsciously took a step forward and walked towards the grass, and saw Gu Qinghan in the distance holding a bag of cat food in his hand to feed the kitten.

He wears a beige sweater over a black coat; A pair of black trousers wrapped around his long, straight legs, and a pair of white sneakers. The whole outfit made him look less cold than usual, and there was more of a fireworks atmosphere.

As Su Menglan approached, it attracted Gu Qinghan's attention. When he raised his head, he saw Su Menglan standing in front of him with a violin on his back.

Gu Qinghan stood up, looked down at the little girl slightly, and said, "Is the piano practice only over now?" Have you eaten? ”

Su Menglan looked at Gu Qinghan and said softly: "No, I listened to the teacher's explanation of the precautions for the rematch, so it was late." I've just eaten. ”

Gu Qinghan nodded, looked away, looked at the kitten on the lawn who was eating cat food, and said, "Do you remember it?" ”

Su Menglan also looked at the kitten and said, "Of course I remember, we used to feed the kittens together not long after school started. ”

She secretly answered in her heart: "It was also at that time that I knew that you are actually a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and you also have a soft heart." ”

Gu Qinghan whispered as if muttering, "But then I came to feed the kittens a few times, but I never met you again." ”

Su Menglan's eyes flashed with surprise, and because of Gu Qinghan's words, he said a little unnaturally: "I've been busy preparing for the competition since then, you know." ”

Gu Qinghan looked at Su Menglan again and said, "Well, so the one I helped you a few times ago was also fed together, since you are here today, then you can come your own share in person." ”

As he spoke, he handed the cat food in his hand to Su Menglan.

Su Menglan looked at the bony hand in front of him, did not take the cat food, but said with some hesitation: "I think the cat food you just fed is enough, I'm afraid that the kitten will be supported." ”

After Gu Qinghan heard this, he silently withdrew his hand, sly flashed in his eyes, and said lightly: "Then let's make an appointment together to feed it, okay?" ”

Su Menglan looked at the cute kitten on the lawn, nodded without hesitation, and said, "Okay, as long as I have time, I will definitely come to feed it." ”

After the words fell, Su Menglan squatted down and stretched out his hand to gently stroke the soft fur on the kitten's body. Seeing the kitten's comfortable squinting eyes, the corners of Su Menglan's mouth couldn't help but hook up a smile.

Gu Qinghan looked at the cat and the person, and the eyes that had no temperature on weekdays were gradually replaced by tenderness.

He took out a ticket from his coat pocket, opened his thin lips lightly and said, "Lan'er, I have a small game tomorrow, this is the ticket, I hope you can come to watch it live." ”

Su Menglan stood up and didn't rush to take the ticket handed over by Gu Qinghan, but asked bluntly: "Gu Qinghan, I wanted to ask you a long time ago, is our relationship close enough for you to call me 'Lan'er'?" ”

After Gu Qinghan listened to Su Menglan's words, his hand holding the ticket tightened slightly, a dark color flashed in his eyes, and he said coldly: "Then you want to tell me what to call you?" What is the relationship between us? Do you want to call you 'Su Xuemei'? ”

Su Menglan's ears echoed Gu Qinghan's voice like quenched ice, and he couldn't help but feel a little aggrieved in his heart, but somehow, he said directly: "This should be me asking you, right?" What exactly is the relationship between us? Friend? Ambiguous relationship? Or is it just a familiar stranger? ”

After listening to Su Menglan's questioning words, Gu Qinghan withdrew the hand holding the ticket, clenched his fists slightly, and said indifferently: "Did you think so?" Am I not doing enough? Su Menglan, do you have a heart? ”

Su Menglan felt that Gu Qinghan's words were like sharp swords, piercing her heart deeply, and for a while, the suspicion, jealousy, inferiority, grievances, and sourness that had been accumulated in her heart for a long time all came to her heart, and her eyes couldn't stop turning red.

She choked up and said, "Gu Qinghan, is this what I think?" If I don't have a heart, I won't be grateful for your help, I won't be moved by everything you did quietly for me, and I won't feel sad because you and Xia Yuxin stand together! And I just want to find out with you what kind of relationship we have, and I want to be hurt by your words like this! ”

Gu Qinghan looked at Su Menglan's reddened eyes, listened to Su Menglan's choked voice, and felt a slight pain in his heart. Then after hearing Su Menglan mention Xia Yuxin, doubts flashed in his eyes.

He calmed down slightly, and asked, "What's the matter with Yuxin here?" How did you get involved with her? ”

Su Menglan looked at Gu Qinghan, who was still able to stay calm at this time, and couldn't help but be even more annoyed, and said directly: "Gu Qinghan, do you know? What I hate most is your calm face. You are always calm and comfortable between me and Xia Yuxin without knowing it, you can always maintain the relationship between you and Xia Yuxin while being ambiguous with me and stirring my heart. So what the hell is it to you? A toy for fun when you're bored? ”

Gu Qinghan listened to Su Menglan's long list of excited words, felt that she was a little unreasonable, frowned, and said a little angrily: "When did I go back and forth between you and Yu Xin, in my heart, you are different from her." Okay, I don't want to go on, Su Menglan, what do you think our relationship is. ”

After that, he threw the ticket he was holding tightly on the lawn, took a long leg and left directly.

Su Menglan looked at Gu Qinghan's departing back, Gu Qinghan's cold words just now echoed in her ears, and the tears swirling in her eyes finally flowed down her cheeks.

She thought in her heart: "Su Menglan, you finally said it, but it seems that you lost in a mess." You really can't compare to Xia Yuxin. ”

She slowly squatted down, reached out to pick up the crumpled ticket, and the tears in her eyes couldn't stop flowing. She stood up and left the lawn as well. When passing the trash can, throw the ticket in the trash can and walk away without stopping.

Behind a big tree not far away, Gu Qinghan witnessed the whole process of Su Menglan's departure. When he saw Su Menglan picking up the ticket, a trace of hope unconsciously rose in his eyes. However, in the next second, this hope disappeared in an instant.

After watching Su Menglan throw the ticket into the trash can without any hesitation, he couldn't help but hook up a bitter smile on his lips, and muttered, "Su Menglan, are you really so ruthless?" ”