Chapter 46: Absenteeism

The cold wind kept blowing across Gu Qinghan's body, like a sharp sword mercilessly stabbing his wounds again and again.

Gu Qinghan had been standing in place and staring at the direction of Su Menglan's departure without moving, until the pain in his heart had gradually become numb, he closed his eyes slightly, and after putting all the negative emotions back into his heart, he opened his eyes again, his face had returned to his usual indifference, if he looked closely, he could find that the air pressure on his body was several degrees lower than usual.

Gu Qinghan put one hand in his pocket, turned around with a cold face, and left in the opposite direction of Su Menglan.

A gust of cold wind blew, and soon the footprints of the two were blown away, as if they had never existed.

Su Menglan stood at the door of the dormitory, wiped the tears from her face, and then opened the door and walked in as if nothing had happened.

Ye Lanlan was the first to look up at Su Menglan, and asked with a smile, "Lanlan, you're finally back." We just found a particularly good movie that has been particularly popular recently, and we are waiting for you to come back and watch it together! ”

Su Menglan lowered his head while putting the violin down and said, "Look, I'm a little tired, I want to go to bed and sleep for a while." There was also a hoarseness in his voice that had not disappeared because he had cried.

Shi Yujia delicately caught the hoarseness in Su Menglan's voice, turned his head to look at Su Menglan and said worriedly: "Lanlan, what's wrong with you?" Why is your voice a little hoarse, have you ever cried? ”

Su Menglan didn't expect to be discovered so soon, and said with some unnatural cover-up: "No, how could I cry for no reason, don't talk nonsense." I went to bed first. ”

Ye Lanlan also discovered Su Menglan's abnormality and asked, "Is it?" Then why didn't you dare look up at us from the moment you walked through the door? Is your eye swollen? ”

Su Menglan listened to her roommate's concerned voice, the grievances and pain in her heart surged up again, her eyes were red again, and she couldn't help sobbing slightly thinking of Gu Qinghan's cold and piercing words just now.

Su Menglan's crying made Ye Lanlan and the others even more worried, and they came to Su Menglan's side one after another, gently patting Su Menglan's back and comforting them silently.

The grievances in Su Menglan's heart were infinitely magnified, she couldn't support it and leaned on Ye Lanlan's arms, crying and said: "Lanlan, you have always been right, it has always been my own wishful thinking, they have grown up together since childhood, how can I compare." ”

Sun Yanan didn't react to what Su Menglan was referring to, so she heard Ye Lanlan patting Su Menglan on the back and asked softly, "Have you talked to Gu Qinghan?" ”

Su Menglan sobbed and said, "Well, I lost, I lost a mess." What to do, I'm so uncomfortable. ”

Shi Yujia also opened his mouth to comfort: "Lan Lan, it is also good for you to say it, now that you know the answer, then the long pain is better than the short pain, and leave as soon as possible." ”

Sun Yanan also said: "Yes, you can look at the other boys and divert your attention!" Anyway, Gu Qinghan is not the only excellent boy. ”

Su Menglan choked up and said: "I understand all these truths, and I also want to leave, but my heart is still with Gu Qinghan." There are indeed many excellent boys, but Gu Qinghan is only one. ”

Su Menglan calmed down a little, and after leaving Ye Lanlan's arms, she climbed directly onto the bed and pulled the quilt and lay down.

Ye Lanlan and the three of them glanced at each other, and they all saw a deep worry and helplessness in each other's eyes.

Shi Yujia said softly: "Let's stop making noise, let her be quiet by herself." Feelings are such things, you still need to think clearly to open the knot in your heart. ”

Ye Lanlan and Sun Yanan nodded and returned to their tables to do their own thing.

Su Menglan lay on the bed with her eyes closed, and her mind crossed the bits and pieces of herself and Gu Qinghan since the beginning of school. Gu Qinghan, who was cold, Gu Qinghan, who helped him silently, Gu Qinghan, who was warm, and Gu Qinghan who frowned...... The more I thought about it, the more tears from the corners of my eyes couldn't stop flowing down my cheeks.

Su Menglan couldn't help but think: "Gu Qinghan, we can't go back, right?" In the future, it can only be familiar strangers. ”

The night passed, Su Menglan tossed and turned, unable to sleep.

Early in the morning, Su Menglan came to the classroom with panda eyes for a theory class.

Lin Ziqing couldn't help but be a little surprised when she saw Su Menglan's haggard face, she said, "Menglan, did you stay up late last night?" Still haven't slept well? Why is your face so ugly? ”

Su Menglan didn't say anything, just shook his head lightly, seemingly listening attentively to the class, but in fact, his mind was no longer in the class.

Lin Ziqing looked at Su Menglan who was wandering in the world, and couldn't help but feel a little worried, but she didn't know what to say.

Soon, the day's classes ended with the bell ringing for the last class in the morning.

Lin Ziqing said while collecting things: "Menglan, are you going to watch my brother's competition in the afternoon?" He must have given you the ticket already, right? ”

Su Menglan heard Lin Ziqing mention Gu Qinghan, the movements in her hands paused slightly, and then she continued to collect her things and replied: "I'm not going, I have to go to the music classroom to practice, and there is not much time left before the rematch." ”

Lin Ziqing didn't think much about it, nodded and said, "Okay, then I'll go first, I promised my brother to watch his game." ”

Su Menglan nodded, watched Lin Ziqing walk away, and walked to the music classroom alone with the violin on her back.

She took out her violin and played the first piece. Before she finished playing half of a piece, she misplayed many notes because of her lack of concentration.

Su Menglan paused in annoyance, and just when he wanted to try to play again, a deep voice came from his ears: "Menglan, you can go back and rest today, you are obviously not in a state." ”

Su Menglan looked up and saw Lu Zimo leaning against the door, looking at her gently.

She thought of the constant mistakes just now, and admitted that she was indeed not in the state today, so she nodded to Lu Zimo, put away the violin, and left with Lu Zimo.

Along the way, Lu Zimo turned his head slightly to look at Su Menglan and said, "May I ask why you are not in the state today?" ”

The corners of Su Menglan's mouth hooked up with a bitter smile, and he said in a low voice: "It's nothing, it's just the loss of an important friend." ”

Lu Zimo looked at Su Menglan's depressed mood, so he opened his mouth and proposed: "Menglan, my birthday is coming, but we all have to take classes to practice the piano that day, can you celebrate my birthday in advance today?" ”

Su Menglan raised his head and agreed: "Of course you can, why didn't you say it earlier, I didn't prepare anything." ”

Lu Zimo smiled and said unconcernedly: "I don't care about those, I just want you to accompany me to a place." That's my birthday wish. ”

Su Menglan thought that there was nothing to do in the afternoon, and she also wanted to leave the school temporarily, so she nodded without hesitation and said, "Okay, I will fulfill your birthday wishes, and I will accompany you." ”

Lu Zimo's eyes flashed with joy, and he said happily: "Then let's go, we can also enjoy the most beautiful scenery of Lake City at this point." With that, he took Su Menglan's hand, trotted to the school gate, got in the car and left the school.

Su Menglan looked at the regressing scenery and couldn't help but look forward to where the most beautiful scenery in Lake City was.