The alarm went off, two o'clock in the afternoon. Bao Xiaotang opened her eyes, her heart was like an empty bottle, after getting up, she went to the bathroom to take a shower and wash her hair, and then changed her clothes and makeup. The gynecology department she made an appointment today was at four o'clock in the afternoon, and she had to pick up the number at half past three. After packing up her things, she called Shang Xuemei, and her aunt and nephew set off.

"Auntie, where are we going?" Xuemei asked on the way.

"Go...... Go for a distraction. Xiaotang's face was expressionless.

Twenty minutes later, Xuemei recognized that the taxi had driven into the city, and when the driver slowed down and chose a place to park, they had already arrived at the main entrance of the hospital. Zhong Xuemei panicked and hurriedly asked, "Auntie, do you want to ...... I think about it...... Thinking about that ......" Xuemei was so anxious that she couldn't speak, but Xiaotang was already in tears.

Zhong Xuemei didn't go through such a big thing, the little girl was pounding in a panic, and hurriedly sent a message to her mother. After registering, Bao Xiaotang went to the waiting area of the gynecology department to wait, and his expression was so calm that he was silent. Xuemei followed her aunt and frantically messaged her mother along the way, but there was no reply.

After arriving at the waiting area, Xuemei walked out softly and called her mother outside, but no one answered three times in a row, and the girl was so anxious that she stomped her feet and twisted her shoulders, with tears in her eyes. It turned out that there were individual customers in the store at this time, and Bao Xiaoxing was busy selling goods. The phone was placed on the table in the shop, and she heard it, but she didn't have time to answer it, so she let the ringtone play music softly. A middle-aged man who has been smooth and frank for too long can't think of anything worth running over to answer the phone immediately.

After five phone calls, Xuemei circled around the waiting area like a headless fly. The cold silence on Bao Xiaotang's face and the murderous aura on his body really scared Xuemei. She helplessly dialed her aunt Ma Guiying's phone, Guiying was chatting with customers on a landline, thinking that she would give Xuemei back later, so she hung up Xuemei's phone with her left hand. Xuemei called again, and Gui Ying knew that something was wrong, so she gently said to the customer on the other end of the phone: "Hey Mr. Jiang, wait a few seconds!" After speaking, he covered the listening microphone of the landline.

"Mei Mei hurriedly said, I'm busy, what's the matter!" Gui Ying answered Xuemei's phone.

"My aunt...... My aunt is now in the hospital asking for that...... I want to ...... the child," Xuemei couldn't stop crying.

"Is your aunt going to abort the child?" Gui English is fast.

"Yes." Xuemei cried back.

"Listen to your aunt, you stop crying first, college students should be calm in trouble, you accompany your aunt, take care of her physical and mental state, and let your mother hurry over." Gui Ying spoke quickly and forcefully.

"My mom can't get through on the phone......"

"If there is no one to accompany you, then you will accompany you! My aunt will rush over and send me the address, and I'll hang up first. Gui Ying's harsh words were both reprimands and encouragement. No matter how strong a calm woman is, the corners of her eyes are moistened.

"Hey Jiang, I'm sorry, I've kept you waiting, I'm sorry! The department is busy, just signed a document, you continue to talk about the parameters of your company's products, I listen! Gui Ying turned around with a smile on her face, and while wiping half a tear from the corner of her eye, she continued to chat with customers softly and softly.

At four o'clock, after taking the list of surgeries from the doctor's office, Bao Xiaotang went to line up to pay the fee. After paying the fee, she waited in line for the operation.

At this time, Bao Xiaoxing saw the phone and WeChat messages, she put down the work in her hand, threw down the empty shop and went to the garage to pick up the car alone, and ran all the way according to the address given by Xuemei. She has always been the one who has been the most resolute advocate for her sister to abort the child, but when this day comes, she can't accept it. My sister's health has been bad, and she is getting older, if she loses her body this time and suffers a serious loss, who knows if she can get pregnant again in the future, Hyosung is sad.

There are not many people who have terminated pregnancy today, and after signing the documents, Xiaotang followed the nurse into the operating room to make preparations. Ten minutes later, she lay on the cold bed, in the clean, bright and empty operating room, four nurses and a doctor prepared tools to surround her, her legs were fixed, the light hit the part, and the cold tools entered her body...... Bao Xiaotang had no tears to shed at the moment, and his brain was blank. She misses the warm embrace of men, and she hates the cruelty of men.

Bao Xiaoxing, who rushed to the obstetrics and gynecology department to find her daughter, did not see her sister's figure, and knew that she had entered the operating room, squatting on the ground alone and hugging her head and crying. Retention is also bitter, and abandonment is also bitter, after all, it is a child. The weak woman complained, and Xuemei hugged her mother and was sobbing.

A woman's helplessness at the moment starts with a man and ends with herself.

When Xiaotang felt a hot thing flowing out of her body, she let out a long breath, thinking that she was relieved. Caught off guard, the pale and thin woman on the hospital bed suddenly wailed.

"Take it easy, you can't cry now, you can't have a tight stomach!" The nurse was on hand to remind you.

"Ms. Bao, do you want to take a look?" A nurse asked professionally in Xiaotang's ear, her eyes and nostrils heading towards a puddle of flesh between Xiaotang's legs.

Xiaotang shook his head on the operating table, and uncontrollable sadness flowed all over the ground.

I don't know how long later, the operation was over, the doctors were gone, and the nurses cleaned up the scene and packed up their tools. After the bleeding in the lower body stopped, a nurse helped Xiaotang off the operating table. The pale, empty-headed woman leaned against the wall and moved out of the operating room. At this moment, the pale and weak Bao Xiaotang is also beautiful, like an ice and snow beauty who came out of the Nordic polar region, like a sad angel who came out of a fairy tale world, so beautiful that this dirty and manic world is a little unworthy of her.

Bao Xiaoxing heard the door of the operating room open, and stood up to look for his sister. Seeing that Xiaotang's face was pale and his body was so weak that he didn't look like a man, Hyosung covered his face against the wall and cried again. After the nurse left, Xuemei went up to support her aunt, Xiaotang was unwell and mentally fragile, and when she saw her sister crying bitterly, sadness came from it, and her body trembled violently.

Suddenly, a thick and bright red stream of blood quickly flowed down the inner thighs from the middle of the skirt, and flowed into Xiaotang's boat shoes and onto the bright and clean ground of the hospital. Xiaotang stared at the red pool of blood on the ground, seeing that it was getting bigger and bigger, she lowered her head and stared, tried to separate her legs, and then tilted her head and cried, crying for a long time.

"Mom, my aunt is bleeding!" Xuemei shouted, and then quickly called for the nurse.

Hyosung ran up to lift her skirt and saw that her legs were covered with blood, and she was shocked, and the door of the operating room was not closed, so she quickly took her sister into it and lay down.

Bao Xiaotang was supported by others, she couldn't help but look back at the blood on the ground in a trance, it was a long time, and then looked at the heavy and terrifying skirt that was wet with blood, the woman who had lost too much blood was frightened, and fell on her back - fainted. Maybe she really fainted, maybe she wanted to faint to death.

The mother and daughter supported each other, and after the nurse came, the four of them carried Xiaotang onto the small bed. After stopping the bleeding, the nurse brought a thin quilt and covered it with Xiaotang. The mother and daughter stayed by Xiaotang's side, swallowing their voices and quietly wiping away tears.

At five o'clock, Zhiyuan went home with Yangyang. After arriving home, Yang Yangyang, who was holding a toy, rushed into her house with a smile, and saw that the living room was empty, so she went to her brother's house to look first, and saw two brothers.

"Hey, you're back! Did you bring me a gift? Don't talk to me if you don't bring a gift! "Tsai is arrogant.

Yangyang was stunned, and the little head that didn't grow mature really didn't pretend to bring a gift to his brother.

"Yangyang! I'm staying at your house too! Xuecheng stepped forward and talked to Yangyang gently.

"Brother Xuecheng, I have that ...... I have that scooter...... Do you want to play? Yang Yang tilted his little head.

"What scooter?" Clever and curious, Tsai Tsai stood up and asked.

Yangyang proudly led his two big brothers to find his father. Zhiyuan and Lao Ma were chatting on the balcony, and when they saw Yangyang coming, they reminded her: "Yangyang, do you remember grandpa?" ”

"Uh...... I don't remember......" After saying this, everyone laughed, and the old horse pretended to be angry and turned his face away.

"Daddy, where's my box? What about my scooter? I'm going to show my scooter to my brother. Yang Yang tugged at the corners of Zhiyuan's clothes, and couldn't wait for a moment to show off the "gold and silver treasures" in his box. Zhiyuan then went to the sofa to open the rippling suitcase and pick up the scooter.

"Wow, bought a new box!" Tsai kicked the new box with his foot, his face full of jealousy.

"So many toys!" Xuecheng squatted next to the box, sincerely envious.

"Xuecheng, do you pick two pieces and ask my sister if she will give them to you?" Zhiyuan prompts learning success.

"It's all girls, pink and pink - disgusting! Hey, what is it? Tsai Tsai's eyes were sharp, and he suddenly saw Yangyang's new wallet in the box. As soon as he bent down and scooped it up, as soon as he turned around and stride, the young man stood two meters away from the box and opened his wallet to look through it.

"Oh my God! It's not fair! Why! Oh my God! "Tsai Tsai took out a large stack of red tickets, and stomped back and forth with his feet like cow's hooves." Yes! Why did my grandma give her so much! Why? I'm the eldest grandson! I didn't even have this half before! "Count the money one by one.

"That's mine! That's mine! Seeing that the money was robbed, Yangyang sat on the ground with one butt, clapped his thighs with both hands, looked up to the sky and cried, tears raining down.

"Tsk!" Zhiyuan was furious, walked over and snatched the money and wallet and said, "What do you call your grandma?" This is also Grandma Yangyang! What happened to grandma giving red envelopes to children? ”

"I don't have that much!" Tsai Tsai argues with reason.

"It used to be less! I used to have a red envelope for only one or two yuan! Do your own calculations, have you been given less over the years? This is the first time your sister has gone to grandma's house in Hunan alone! "Zhiyuan bites the words "the first time" and "alone".

"When I went back for the Chinese New Year, Grandpa Zhang and Grandma only gave me 2,000, and she made so much money at once! It's not fair! Tsai Tsai was aggrieved to anger.

The old horse squinted on the rocking chair to look at the excitement, and Xuecheng squatted next to Yangyang and patted Yangyang's back to comfort her.

"Your grandmother has no daughter in her life, you are a male baby, and Grandpa Zhang's Doudou is also a male baby, it's not easy to have a female baby, and the old man loves so much! Besides, when you were a child, your grandmother took you for a long time, and when Yangyang was four years old, did your grandmother take her? I have hardly been with Yangyang in four years! Unfair what? "Zhiyuan stretched out his hand to talk about fairness.

"She's going to hold me up for two years?" Tsai pointed to the money and said.

"Yangyang is so young, she will spend money? It's not like she's enrolling in classes yet! Is this money enough to enroll in three classes? You spent more than 5,000 dollars on the class in one go - is it less? After Zhiyuan finished speaking, he stuffed the money into his wallet, pulled the wallet, and returned it to Yangyang. Only then did Yang Yang stop crying.

"Humph! And buy her so many things! Tsai muttered.

"Your grandmother is afraid that the child will not come next time, so she specially bought a gift for her to remember, for fear that she will forget."

"Isn't this a bribe?"

"That's right! It's a buy! Your grandmother didn't buy you? The old man is not around and thinks about the child, what do you say? Don't mess with your sister's stuff in the future! Zhiyuan put down the cruel words and strode to the kitchen in a huff.

"Brother Xuecheng, this is my car!" Yang Yang burst into tears and laughed, and slipped through the living room on his scooter. Xuecheng followed him, clapping his hands in admiration.

"Xuecheng, were you also bought by her?" Tsai Tsai went back to the room angrily.

Xuecheng was startled when he saw his brother say this, and then reluctantly entered the house with Zaizi.

In the empty living room, only Yangyang and the old horse were left. Without the audience, Yangyang was very disappointed, and turned his head to look at the box of "gold and silver treasures" like scrap copper and rotten iron.

The old horse was so happy that he couldn't keep his mouth shut as soon as Yangyang entered the house, but he couldn't interject among the children, and when he saw the opportunity at this moment, he happily hooked his hand at the doll, and Yangyang slipped over. Standing a meter away from the old horse, the villain asked ignorantly, "What are you looking for me?" ”

"Hahaha...... "The old horse was amused by the child's bright eyes, and he smiled and asked, "Is your grandmother's house fun?" ”

"Of course it's fun!" A child's voice is crisp and bright.

"Hello grandma...... Or is it better to be grandpa? The old horse smiled and pointed to himself.

"Hmph, my grandma is better than you!" The child grinned.

"Little money fans! A box of stuff will buy you! The old horse smiled and poked Yangyang's nose.

"Why are you still living in my house?" Yang Yang's face turned sideways, and he questioned seriously.

"Uh......" The old horse was asked, and then thought of the most convincing answer: "This is also my home!" ”

"That's not right! This is my home! My mom and dad and my brother and my home! Yang retorted neatly.

"Hahaha...... This will be my home from now on! You don't believe it...... Ask your mom and dad, go ask now! The old horse stretched out his hand and pointed to Zhiyuan, who came out of the kitchen.

Yangyang immediately turned the head of the car, stepped on the car and flew to Zhiyuan and asked, "Dad, grandpa said...... Our home is his home too, isn't it? Yang Yang held the front of the car with his left hand and pointed contemptuously at the old man in the distance with his right hand.

"Yes! Our family is grandpa's house! Grandpa is Mom's father, and Mom's house is of course Grandpa's house! Is your home your father's home after that? Do you have a home, do you have a home for your dad to live in? Zhiyuan soul asked rhetorically.

"Uh...... Let! Yangyang nodded, and then looked back at the old horse in a bit of frustration.

Zhiyuan was satisfied when he heard the answer, turned around and went to the kitchen to continue his dinner. On the passage more than ten meters long, one end is rippling, and the other is an old horse. The two stared deeply, one nodding proudly, the other pouting hatefully.

At six o'clock, Gui Ying rushed to the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital in a hurry.

Xiaotang's bleeding had stopped, and the person was much calmer at this time, the nurse said that she could go, so Gui Ying put down her bag and carried Xiaotang into the car. After getting into the car, Xiaotang was dazed, and cold tears dripped from the corners of his eyes from time to time. As soon as the car was discharged from the hospital, Hyosung spoke: "Ying, you send Tangtang to me, the Fuchun community." ”

"Huh? What about her? Gui Ying, who was behind the wheel, was surprised.

"Meimei, you will go back with your aunt later, regulate your aunt's things, and your mother will pick you up at night."

"Hmm." Xuemei nodded in agreement.

Forty minutes later, Gui Ying's car entered the Fuchun community. The three women helped Xiaotang to Hyosung's house. Hyosung arranged his sister in his daughter's cot, and then hurriedly stewed chicken soup and cooked hot rice.

Gui Ying drove back with Xuemei. After arriving home and having dinner, Gui Ying instructed Tsai and Xuecheng to help her sister Xuemei clean up her things, and she hugged her daughter as soon as she got home. hugged when eating, guarded outside the door when going to the toilet, and she didn't let go of the child when he wanted to play with the scooter, and kept asking Yang Yang aggrieved why she didn't answer her video calls...... I haven't seen each other for ten days, as if it's been ten years. She was the least accompaniment to Yangyang in the family, and she had only been away from the child for ten days, and Gui Ying suddenly felt that the child was a stranger to her. The happy mother kept kissing her face, her hair, her little hands, and her buttocks, and the old horse was tired of seeing it, so she went to the balcony to smoke alone.

Eating his favorite green dates and wild vegetables sent by his second brother, drinking the red date porridge carefully cooked by his husband, the children are healthy and cheerful and noisy by his side, the old father is quite peaceful and vigorous in front of him, and Ma Guiying, who is middle-aged, laughed at the rippling in the living room and the learning of playing with toys, and shed tears happily.

Only those who have conceived a child know how to shed a child's injury, Gui Ying regrets that Xiaotang lost a child - a child as cute as Yangyang and as sensible as Xuecheng.