Chapter 12: I Have No Malice

This kind of realization made her heart feel like she was pressed under a boulder, so heavy that she was almost out of breath......

"Yu Fan! What's going on? ”

Seeing her trapped in her emotions and unable to extricate herself, Lu Yu couldn't help but feel a little worried in her heart, and finally couldn't help but say in a deep voice.

Yu Fan finally came back to his senses from the distant memories, his bleak eyes looked at the boy in front of him quietly, he didn't miss the concern and worry in his eyes, and his heart moved slightly-

At that moment, in the bottom of her heart, she did have the urge to believe the boy in front of her, and those emotions that had been pent up for many years were faintly trying to rush out in her heart, and she almost couldn't help but gush out......

And, just when it was about to swell to his mouth, all the emotions that turned over the river and the sea seemed to be suddenly blocked by something, and they could no longer gush out half a minute-

"I'm fine, thank you."

After being silent for a while, Yu Fan suddenly said with some interest, his voice was cold and indifferent.

Lu Yu couldn't help frowning, a sharp dark light quickly flashed under his eyes, the atmosphere instantly became gloomy and depressing, and his cold black eyes looked at Yu Fan unfathomably, and pursed the corners of his mouth.

In the end, he didn't say anything, turned around indifferently, and stopped looking at her.

After being silent and suppressed for a while, Yu Fan quietly raised his head, and his faint eyes fell on his cold back.

Suddenly, a bitterness rushed from the bottom of her heart to her throat, clogging up so much that she almost suffocated......

After that day, both of them were a little silent, neither of them spoke to each other again, and the following week, between them, it seemed that they had returned to the way she got along when she first turned around-

Such a result is what Yu Fan wants.

It's just that there seems to be something missing in my heart, and I am empty......

……

There is still half a month before the final exam of the second year of high school, Yu Fan can't help but be a little anxious, her foundation is not bad, but in this school that speaks with strength, her level is not outstanding.

Although she had tried hard to catch up, it had little effect.

In the last monthly exam, she ranked more than 10 people, and there were more than 30 people in the class. This level made her very frustrated-

The multiple pressures seemed to be concentrated during that time, and it was very heavy, and the whole person lost a lot of weight.

And for her anxiety, Lu Yu naturally felt it.

After class that day, Lu Yu, who had been silent for many days, finally couldn't help but look back again, and saw a somewhat messy desk in front of her, a simple and fresh notebook densely drawn by her, and the textbook annotated many knowledge points illogically.

Soon understood the reason for her anxiety in the past few days, her eyes flashed slightly, she was silent for a while, and suddenly whispered-

"I'll help you review."

Hearing this, Yu Fan was slightly stunned, and looked at him with some surprise, his cold eyes flashed slightly-

They hadn't spoken to each other for a long time since the last unpleasant conversation, and she thought they would do the same......

This is not the first time he has said that he will help her review, and after the results of the last monthly exam, he mentioned it intentionally or unintentionally, but she declined.

There is not much time left before the exam, and everyone will be racing against the clock to revise, even when eating, their eyes are glued to the textbook, let alone making time to help others revise.

"Thank you, though, there's not much time left, you can review it well, I'm okay."

After thinking for a long time, she finally spoke slowly and said in a shallow voice.

"You're afraid of me?"

Lu Yu suddenly said in a deep voice, his black eyes overflowing with cool light-

Every time she tried to get closer to her, she would immediately pull up a barrier that made it impossible to see what she wanted.

This feeling of imminent separation made him feel very uncomfortable!

The atmosphere was slightly gloomy, Yu Fan was a little at a loss, and the hands that were idle on the table were subconsciously intertwined, and his eyes flashed slightly-

"I'm just ......"

"Yu Fan, I have no ill intentions."

Sensing her uneasiness, Lu Yu finally suppressed his emotions, his dark eyes eased slightly, and he looked at her seriously-

"I just want to help you, I know you're in a hurry about the next exam now, in fact, you don't have to be so polite to me, you can ask me, I still have this time."

"You're always rejecting other people's kindness, I don't know what you've been through, but if you retreat, you will miss out on a lot of opportunities, you will miss out on a lot of things that you could have had, can you understand?"

It was the first time he had said so much to her so seriously, and he hoped that she would be able to come out of her own world, even if it was only one step, it would be better than shrinking into her own world all the time.

Sometimes he didn't even dare to look her in the eye, there was space inside, like a deep black hole, he couldn't see the end clearly, and it was easier to fall.

At that moment, Yu Fan suddenly felt that his nose was a little sour-

I forget who said it, a beast is injured, it can hide secretly and heal itself, but if someone shush the cold and ask for warmth, it can't help but collapse......

After being numb for so many years, suddenly someone told her -

You can accept kindness from others.

Such warmth makes the heart, which has been numb and silent for many years, seem to begin to show signs of recovery-

Maybe he's different.

Unlike the traveler who is in a hurry, he will talk to her a lot, he will share with her many things that she has seen or not seen, he will smile at her unreservedly, and he will say to her: I want to help you.

Such a road encounter, warm like a beam of sunshine, quietly penetrated into her world, making her can't help but want to get closer-

Finally, she no longer refused, a warm current crossed the bottom of her cold eyes, softened, and nodded lightly-

……

I have to say that Lu Yu does have the potential to be a teacher, he can always find the other party's thinking habits in the communication with others, and appropriately change the way of speaking so that the other party can better understand.

So in the process of helping Yu Fan review, he quickly discovered that her learning efficiency was not high-

"You have a good foundation, but you haven't found a way to learn more efficiently."

After Yu Fan solved a math problem again, he unceremoniously raised her problem:

"It's not that the more time you spend, the higher the gain, and the wrong approach will only make you do more with less."

For Lu Yu's words, Yu Fan nodded in agreement-

In terms of studying, she spends no less time than others, but every time she comes out, there is always a big gap in her grades, and she herself is very annoyed.

"It's true, I also feel that my learning efficiency is very low, and I can't remember many knowledge points even though I have read them for a long time and written them many times."

As she spoke, Qingli's eyebrows also frowned slightly, and her tone was very helpless......

Hearing her say this, Lu Yu couldn't help but be happy-

"Pigs' heads are better than yours!"

These words—

Yu Fan was annoyed instantly!