Wang Chengyi calmly looked at Yu Fan, who was a little excited, and could vaguely feel the reason, a little helpless in his heart, and more of a deep powerlessness -

Those who do what they do are destined to bear the misunderstandings and resentments of their families, and they can't even justify themselves......

"Your mother has always disliked emotional exposure. A lot of times I don't know what she thinks, and what we do best is hide my emotions. ”

After your father's death, Shunan was depressed for a long time, which seriously affected the progress of the work, and the organization had to remove her for safety reasons. ”

"But this is a task she and your father share, and if she is removed, our work will be put to the test."

"She naturally knows the stakes of it, and in order not to increase the burden on the organization, she has to suppress all her emotions and continue to complete the task under great pressure."

Speaking of this, Wang Chengyi couldn't help but feel a little distressed in his heart, at that time, Yu Shunan almost tried everything, and the whole person became ruthless and decisive, Yu Shunan who looked like that, even he felt strange to his partner for many years.

"That task, we completed it very hard, your mother was also seriously injured, and she was in the hospital for a month, and she was silent for a month.

"After working together for so many years, I have never seen her like that, there is no anger in her eyes, like a soulless shell, no matter what others say, she does not react, at that time we suspected that she had a mental problem, and the psychiatrist invited her.

"It's just that she is very resistant to the closeness of outsiders, and when she gets closer, her whole person is like a hedgehog, erecting sharp thorns all over her body, and we can't get close at all, and we don't know what to do."

"This state of affairs lasted for a long time. It wasn't until the end of that mission that the organization handed her your father's brand-new police uniform without any wrinkles. ”

"For so long, her empty eyes finally had a wave, clutching the police uniform and crying darkly, the whole ward was her heart-rending cry, suppressed sadness and despair pressed heavily on everyone present."

"None of us spoke, and we were not qualified to go up to comfort anything, and none of us could personally understand the pain she had endured, and it was good for her to release it after being suppressed for so long."

Every time he thinks of this scene, he always feels very uncomfortable.

Yu Jie is his brother, a comrade-in-arms who will not hesitate to block bullets for him, and a brother who fights side by side.

And Yu Shunan is a woman he has kept in his heart for many years, no matter who has an accident, he doesn't feel good, but at that time, he can't do anything.

On the day of the incident, he was still lurking abroad, not knowing the situation of the other stronghold, and when he returned, everything was completely different......

……

"Do you hate her?"

Wang Chengyi suddenly turned his head and looked at Yu Fan, who was in a trance.

Yu Fan didn't nod or deny it.

Her heart was full of bitterness, and her heart hurt so badly that her emotions pressed on her chest, blocking her almost breathlessly, and she didn't know how to react-

After the death of the father, the mother did disappear for a long time.

At that time, their relationship was still very stiff, and she was used to Yu Shunan's disappearance from time to time, so she had no intention of paying attention to her disappearance again.

It's just that her departure has almost become the pole of contradiction between them, just after her father's funeral, her bones are not cold, and she just left again, regardless of her desperate stay.

Now, the truth has been peeled away, but it is her unrelieved pain-

She never knew that during the period of deep resentment she felt, her mother had suffered such a heavy trauma, let alone that her father played such an important role in her mother's heart.

For a while, she didn't know how to accept it......

"My parents... Who the hell are you? ”

Finally, she couldn't hold back the confusion for many years, she wanted to know, what is such an inexplicable life for?

Yu Fan didn't know the specific occupation of her parents, and they didn't tell her about it.

For so many years, she had been moving, and no one had told her why she had moved, and every time she became familiar with a strange environment, her mother took her to move to the next strange place, never asking her opinion.

"There are some things that you don't know better."

Wang Chengyi sighed lightly, suppressed all his emotions hard, and looked at her indifferent and stubborn eyes that had recovered his calmness, and was silent for a long time before he slowly spoke-

"But I want you to understand that your parents are great people, and one day you will be proud to be their daughter. Your mother is a very strong woman, and if I can get your understanding, I think I can at least live a little easier......"

After saying this, the person also stood up, glanced at Yu Fan deeply, and then suddenly turned around, and the calm and resolute figure crossed Yu Fan, and quickly disappeared from view......

……

Yu Fan didn't know what he had returned to the classroom, and his increasingly heavy mind replayed what Wang Chengyi had just said over and over again, and the whole person was in a trance......

"What's wrong?"

Lu Yu turned her head suddenly, but found that her face was very pale, her empty eyes were full of desolation, and her heart couldn't help but sink slightly-

He naturally noticed that a man came to look for her, and the two didn't know what to say, only to see Yu Fan go with him, and when he came back, he looked like he was lost and depressed.

Yu Fan didn't pay attention to him, she was very confused now, Wang Chengyi's words were like a heavy hammer, smashing her off guard-

Her hometown is in the remote and quiet northern city, which is different from the warm and continuous south high, which is vast and desolate.

She especially likes the winter in Beicheng, at the end of each year, the sky will always spread a thick layer of snow on the ground without hesitation, and the whole world is wrapped in a piece of silver, pure and beautiful.

At that time, Yu Jie was still there, she liked to hold her father's hand and step on a long line in the snow, and Yu Fan's best memories were hidden in the footprints of one large and one small.

Yu Fan's feelings for his mother are not close.

It seems that for as long as she can remember, she has always been busy, and she hasn't seen each other a few times a year.

So at that time, her father's care was almost the warm support of Yu Fan in those years, so that when her father suddenly disappeared from life, it took her a long time and she couldn't let go.

At the age of eight, she couldn't understand the definition of death, she just cried for her father, and even resisted Yu Shunan's approach.

On the day she left the town, Yu Shunan told her:

"Afan, Dad said he was going to a very beautiful place, and one day, we would meet again."

Now, she suddenly realizes that she doesn't know her mother at all......