Chapter 11: The Heart Gate
In the blink of an eye, the sky was slightly dark, and all the students looked at the chattering history teacher on the podium with a helpless expression, while looking at the powerful second hand rubbing on the blackboard.
"What's going on, why is it her evening self-study again?" A classmate couldn't help but whisper a complaint.
"He never got out of class on time in his evening self-study!" On the other side, one of them echoed in the affirmative.
"It looks like we're going to set a new record this time." One looked at the watch on the blackboard and muttered.
Fu Ran looked at the boring history book with some boredom, looked at Su Liang who was concentrating on the side, and couldn't help asking: "You, in all the previous exams, will write out the correct answers, and then change them?"
"It doesn't matter if you take those exams, as long as you perform normally on the day of the college entrance examination." Su Liang didn't look back, and said indifferently.
It doesn't matter if the teacher thinks that it is rotten wood that cannot be carved, even if it makes the family worry that they will not be able to go to university. The final exam result is the most important thing.
Fu Ran looked at Su Liang's face, her heart was mixed, she couldn't even imagine what the thin girl in front of her was facing.
"It doesn't matter if it's misunderstood?"
Even if it makes the teacher think that it is just a stupid student, even if it makes the parents feel that they are not studying hard, do they have to hide themselves?
Fu Ran didn't ask this sentence, she just felt distressed, but she couldn't understand it, and she didn't know how to change such a fact.
"I don't know......" Su Liang was silent for a long time and said a few words softly.
She really didn't know why she was isolated, and she reflected on herself countless times in the middle of the night. Listening to the boys pointing out her appearance, she covered half of her face and wore clothes that she couldn't see if she fell in the crowd. They said that she didn't deserve the grades, so she deliberately wrote the questions incorrectly.
It's just that this step-by-step endurance is just getting worse, even if she is aware of this problem, she doesn't have the courage to change, and she is alone......
It's just that even if you graduate soon, even if this predicament will end soon, will people like yourself gain a foothold in the new environment? Su Liang asked himself such a question many times, but no one could answer it.
"Those people are just blind, don't be sad." Fu Ran saw that she hadn't spoken for a long time, and was a little flustered, thinking that these words had poked her sore spot, and hurriedly comforted her.
Su Liang smiled, shook his head, and suddenly asked thoughtlessly, "You say, does one person change a lot?"
The sudden question made Fu Ran a little overwhelmed, and subconsciously replied: "If you have a character, it should be a very heavy blow to change."
A heavy blow? I don't seem to have any...... Su Liang tried hard to recall the past, but he couldn't remember anything.
"It would be nice if they were made to suffer a little...... In this way, the big bad guy who treats others should taste the feeling of being bullied. Fu Ran muttered dissatisfiedly, such words were particularly cute when she said them.
Su Liang lowered his head and smiled, but didn't say anything.
At the end of the day's classes, Su Liang first went into a bookstore as usual, flipping through a boring chemistry book, the thick book was densely written with fonts and formulas, almost everyone was drowsy at a glance, but she read it with relish.
The people in the library are not strange, this little girl comes almost every day, and she reads a wide variety of books, including textbooks, and those chaotic supernatural romances, a person is quiet, and has never seen a person or anything like that.
After a long time, Su Liang's stomach made a crisp sound, and he reluctantly raised his head, saw that the sky outside had darkened, and closed the book and put it back in place. Like a bookstore clerk, he squeezed out a somewhat stiff smile, nodded, and walked out.
Su Liang sat in a window seat on the bus, and the people on the bus were no longer wearing school uniforms, almost exhausted figures after work, and some women carrying large bags of fresh vegetables.
Walking downstairs, Su Liang looked up at the light in his kitchen, and there was a trace of doubt in his heart.
I walked up in the dark, and when I opened the door, I was greeted by the hot air and the smell of food.
Suning heard the sound, walked from the kitchen, wiped the water on his hands, and said: "The heating at home has not been too hot recently, so I called a maintenance worker to come back to repair it, and I ignored me when I called your father home to help every day, and I didn't know what to do with him."
Su Liang didn't say anything, put down his schoolbag and hung up his clothes. For a long time, the relationship between my parents was not good, and my mother took care of everything about my diet and daily life. After a long time, I almost forgot that I still have a father.
"Forget it, hurry up and eat, study hard, I see that I am going to be admitted to university, and my grades are still not up or down." Suning sighed and said.
"I'll get into a good university." Su Liang raised his head and said firmly.
The food eaten at the meal was tasteless, Su Liang helped clean up the dishes and chopsticks after eating hastily, opened the book and wrote the rest of the homework.
Early the next morning, Su Liang dressed up and went to school early, took out the class door key and wanted to open the door, but found that the door had been opened, and pushed it open in confusion, but the class was empty.
Thinking that maybe he remembered wrongly, he just walked to his seat and sat down, but someone pushed the door in, and several classmates walked in with a smile.
No one had ever come so early before.
Those people glanced at Su Liang, and the mockery floating in their eyes was undisguised, and Su Liang also chose to ignore it commonplace.
I guess I'm just thinking about where I'm going to play after graduation.
Su Liang just thought so, those people always said something in their ears, such as watching movies, going to amusement parks. I'm just listening. That kind of group activity, I can only think about it.
Even when you go to a convenience store and see a lot of people inside, you have to wait at the door until the people inside are almost gone before you go in. It's very far away to go shopping and watch a movie or something alone.
As long as you leave this place, everything should be fine...... In the next environment, you won't encounter these nasty people, just endure it for a while. Su Liang clenched his fists, as if he was cheering himself up.
"Good morning students" Just when he was thinking nonsense, Pang Rong strolled in with his high heels and greeted everyone as usual.
"The teacher is good," everyone in the class responded in unison.
"Why is there a cloth on the blackboard?" Pang Rong seemed a little angry, with scrutiny in his eyes.
Su Liang raised his head and noticed the difference on the blackboard, and Pang Rong seemed to be different from usual, wearing a small suit and light makeup. The classmates in front of them did not have the slightest nervousness, with a faint smile on their faces.
Combined with the unusual early arrival in the morning, and the smile and expression when I saw myself, I suddenly had a bad premonition.
"Why is there a piece of cloth, teacher, you will know if you lift it." I don't know who started it, but the classmates echoed it one after another.
"If it's a prank, I'll punish you." Pang Rong said with a serious face, and stretched out his hand to pull it off.
The big words Happy Birthday were written on the blackboard, and there were balloons tied next to it, with the blessings of the whole class written on them.
At this time, Zhang Yi walked to the podium with the cake and said affectionately: "Teacher, you have worked hard for so long, we saw your birthday not long ago, and we celebrated your birthday for the first time in three years, please don't forget us after graduation." ”
"Teacher, this is my gift to you, I wish you eternal youth." Zhang Yi said as he took out a set of skin care products and handed it over.
"If you say that you will buy a cake together, you won't give a gift, you actually prepare it secretly!" Someone immediately rebuked.
"I'm preemptive, you don't understand." Zhang Yi said triumphantly.
"Teacher, I'll make up the gift tomorrow." Someone immediately said.
After a commotion, Pang Rong coughed lightly twice and said, "Don't make trouble, I have to go to class after eating cake, don't you want to be admitted to the university one by two."
This time, everyone quieted down and shared the cake.
It was a very chic two-tiered cream cake with its name written on it chocolate chips and it was filled to the brim.
Naturally, there is no name for Su Liang.
Then the whole class walked up to the podium, blessed Pang Rong, and said something like the last few dozen days that were very reluctant.
Only Su Liang sat there alone, as if he had been poured a thousand catties of iron on his legs, staring blankly at the lively scene in front of him, his eyes were a little sour, and he gritted his teeth to prevent tears from falling.
The lively scene in front of her was in stark contrast to her loneliness. But fortunately, no one deliberately called her name, and she also deserved to lower her head, lower a little lower, and desperately shrink her sense of existence.
After eating the cake, the students came down one after another to continue the class, and at a critical moment, they couldn't delay too long.
Pang Rong cleared his throat: "Let's stop here this time, today's students on duty will clean the classroom after class."
Su Liang raised his head, and his neck was faintly sore because he had lowered his head for too long. At least no one called their own name to embarrass themselves. At this time, she knew that she comforted herself so silently in her heart.
"Su Liang, come up and do this question." At this moment, Pang Rong called his name, and it was not difficult to hear the displeasure in his tone. and a soft sneer next to him.
Su Liang looked up, the question was not simple, it stands to reason that Pang Rong would not ask himself to do such a difficult question. After all, his performance level is only in the middle and bottom.
Obviously, I just want to use the topic to make things difficult just now.
Su Liang walked up slowly with a chuckle all the way. Pang Rong threw the chalk box in front of her: "What's the use of walking so slowly, what do you want to think on the road?" I can't do such a simple question, but if I make a mistake, copy it a hundred times. ”
He picked out a piece of chalk with his hand, and stroked it very hard, as if he wanted to poke a hole in the blackboard.