Chapter 10: Involvement
For a moment, Su Liang thought that he had also made a friend, a friend who could go to the toilet together, walk, talk, and share small things together. A friend who believes in himself unconditionally and does not discredit him.
Is Fu Ran really...... Those clear eyes, I never dared to look directly. If so, why yourself?
Is it just because of one-sided fate that I recommended a few books to her? But if she wants to do something, where can she bring her benefits, if it weren't for herself, everyone in this class should be willing to be friends with her.
And not now...... She didn't have to look closely at all to feel the eyes around her, and in addition to disgust and disdain, there was also some confusion.
As long as she pretended to have never seen herself on the first day, she obviously didn't have anything......
"Well, yesterday, I was very happy." Su Liang showed a slight smile and said calmly.
No matter why, whether it's to deceive herself, she really ...... I'd love to have a friend.
Fu Ran looked at Su Liang's flashing smile, and was a little stunned for a while, and after a long time, he said slowly: "Su Liang, you look good when you smile."
Su Liang stiffly touched his face, not knowing what to say.
Is it good-looking? She couldn't remember what it was like to laugh, but it seemed like she hadn't laughed for a long time before she met the two siblings.
"Today's physical education class, outdoors, organize to play some small games and then dissolve free activities." At this time, the physical education teacher walked in the door and said.
"Wow, other teachers in today's physical education class didn't take advantage of it, where did the sun come out of today?" In an instant, almost all the students burst into cheers.
For the situation that they are about to take the college entrance examination, all the main teachers are staring at the few sub-subjects. They almost forgot what the physical education teacher looked like, and today they suddenly learned that they could play a class, and they were all excited to discuss what to play together.
"Go downstairs and stand in line, and if it's so noisy, you can go to English!" The physical education teacher frowned and looked at the chaotic class and said loudly.
Suddenly, the class was silent, and the students obediently walked outside the class, their faces already filled with happy smiles.
It's just that in this peaceful atmosphere, it seems that only Su Liang can't be integrated, and there seems to be a trace of sadness in his expression.
"Don't you like gym class, or is there anything uncomfortable about it?" Fu Ran touched Su Liang's forehead and said with some concern.
There shouldn't be anyone who doesn't like to play, right? Even though she studied well, she felt a little tired after going on for so long without resting.
Su Liang bit her lip and nodded slightly: In the past, she was alone in all physical education classes, and she couldn't even go back to the classroom, just standing alone in a relatively inconspicuous corner, squinting at those people playing on the playground, and then returned to the teaching building, sat on the stairs in the corner, and quietly waited for the bell to ring. Then the first one walks into the classroom and takes their seats.
That's it, the most painful thing is that the teacher has to organize their activities and form teams freely, and they have to stay where they are embarrassed, and finally everyone else forms a team. The teacher looked at her with a frown and said, "Why don't you stand anywhere?" Then he casually pointed to one place and asked him to stand over.
The team that was pointed out instantly had sad faces, and they longed to pull their faces to the ground, so as to confirm the sorrow in their hearts. Or maybe there is such a person, as if casually said: "She doesn't want to go anywhere, obviously she doesn't want her anywhere."
Then, everyone laughed into a group, and walked to the place that was incompatible with them, step by step, with those laughter.
It seems that getting along with everyone is torment.
"What are you thinking, let's go." Fu Ran gently pulled Su Liang's clothes and said.
The people in the class had already left, Fu Ran hurriedly pulled Su Liang down, and went downstairs, the team was already standing and neat.
Seeing the two people who rushed down, the teacher frowned, waved his hand and pointed to the back: "Why did you come down so slowly, just stand in the back."
Fu Ran playfully stuck out his tongue at Su Liang, and seemed to muttered helplessly: "Why is the teacher here so fierce."
When Su Liang heard this, he suddenly recalled the words of that day in his mind: If Fu Ran had to play with her, then he would simply treat her as the same garbage as Su Liang.
Could it be that she really caused her to be burdened?
"Today it's still the old rule, a team of three, play a game, disband free activities, and form a team freely."
As soon as the words fell, everyone hurried to find the person they usually matched. Soon, their respective teams were already standing, excitedly discussing what to play for a while, and there was harmony.
It's just that only Su Liang and Fu Ran, who were standing in the back row, were a little embarrassed. In that noisy and noisy crowd, it also seems a little redundant. Especially Fu Ran, who has never experienced this, is even more at a loss, and his hand has been holding the cuff of his shirt.
"Why are the teachers and students in this school like this?" Fu Ran said with some doubts.
In my previous school, there had never been such a bully......
"Why are you two again, and you, how can you be extra every time." Without waiting for Su Liang to think about it, the teacher asked loudly.
"Teacher, there are sixty-two people in our class, and it is inevitable that there will be redundancy." Without waiting for the two of them to speak, Zhang Yi opened his mouth with a smile, seemingly answering questions, but in fact he was mocking the two of them.
"Then you two will be fine." The teacher didn't think much about it and said directly.
The game of three people, the two of them are also boring, and I don't know if it is because of what happened just now, Fu Ran doesn't talk as much as usual, and seems a little silent.
After the game, everyone dispersed to move freely, in groups of three or five, and soon dispersed. And only Su Liang and Fu Ran stood in place, not knowing where to go.
Su Liang looked at Fu Ran, who was silent, was silent for a long time, and sighed slightly: "It's still too late for you to leave me now." They're just targeting me, you're just being implicated. ”
Fu Ran didn't say anything for a long time, and Su Liang continued: "I won't blame you, you are different from me, it is easy to ......"
"Is that why you don't like gym class?" Fu Ran didn't raise his head, and asked for no reason.
"What?" Su Liang didn't understand for a while, and he was a little at a loss.
"What do they usually do to you, sitting next to the garbage heap, no one talks to you, and they don't even dare to do well in the exam, for fear that others will say that you copied it?" Fu Ran's series of questions made Su Liang a little speechless.
After all, what she said was nothing more than that.
"It's too much! How did you get through all this time? Fu Ran raised his head, and there seemed to be tears flashing in his eyes.
She understood everything, why she covered her face all day long, why she spoke so unconfidently, it turned out that it was because of those bad people!
Su Liang looked at Fu Ran as if he was heartbroken for her, and some warm currents crossed his heart: "After a long time, I will get through it."
"You haven't told anyone else about these things, won't it be uncomfortable to hold it in your heart?" Fu Ran listened to Su Liang slowly finish talking about the previous things, rubbed his nose, and asked a little sadly.
A cool breeze blew through the window, and on a small inconspicuous step, two girls sat side by side, and if you didn't look closely, you would have overlooked.
This is the small world that Su Liang usually discovers in physical education class, staying there alone, almost without worrying about others seeing her, and today, there is a small figure next to her.
"Damn, those people will be punished!" After listening to Su Liang's past, Fu Ran clenched his fists, as if he wanted to rush up and beat them.
Su Liang smiled faintly, tilted his head slightly, leaned on the cold tile, and didn't say anything.
She never thought about it, and even imagined countless times that God would finally take action and give those people some calamity. Pity...... Every day, they walk into the classroom with a smile and are in perfect condition. She even thought about simply turning into a ghost and asking for their lives.
It's a pity that those ridiculous ideas never came to fruition. Slowly, she even felt that her thoughts were very dark.
"But you're really amazing, you don't even react when you talk about such a sad past." Fu Ran looked at Su Liang's face, it seemed that she rarely saw any superfluous expressions of the girl in front of her.
is obviously the most beautiful age, but it looks a little old-fashioned, which is not what this age should look like at all. I thought it was born, but now it seems that it is the environment.
"It's not a big deal." Su Liang raised his head and said slowly: "I have thought about everything I have done countless times, reflected on what I did wrong, and also wondered if there will be someone who fully understands my past and asks me to open my heart and tell everything I have." So I've sorted out these words countless times over countless nights, and even though this is the first time I've said them, I don't feel anything anymore. ”
She used to think that no one would know about these things, until today, looking at the girl next to her, she felt kindness for the first time.
"That'...... Have you ever figured out what the problem is? Fu Ran asked with some curiosity.
These things, no matter who looks at them, should be Su Liang is the victim. However, she actually thinks every day, what is her problem?
"Yes, it's ridiculous, after a long time, I even think that what they said about me was my fault." The smile on the corner of Su Liang's mouth was slightly sarcastic, and he said.
Fu Ran opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, the class bell rang slowly, which meant that their conversation needed to end this time.
The next class was a little boring, Fu Ran bit the pen, and his mind was a little messy. When she heard about Su Liang's previous events today, she was very angry, but she had never been exposed to these things, and she didn't know how to comfort her.