In fact, when I was still in the examination room, I decided to travel temporarily, after I excluded some place names, I suddenly locked D City, and then locked this destination, this decision is so decisive, in line with the principle that I have always done things, I want to do something, I don't need to premeditate for too long, as long as I have a strong enough desire to do it at the moment, then I usually do it within 24 hours, without delay.

"Passengers, the train has departed from xxx station, the front stop station xxx station, this train is going to SZ direction, and the train is all the crew members of the XXX Railway Bureau XX passenger section of the special 7777 first crew......

Hearing the radio, I realized that time flies so fast, there are still two hours before I arrive in D City, but at the moment I am in difficulty, where should I go after arriving in D City, theoretically I belong to D City, but in fact I do not have any sense of belonging, I feel that in which city, I will label myself as a foreigner, this is not deliberate, but in my bones!

After 23 hours of long-distance travel, I finally arrived in D City, it was all like a dream, I was making this decision in the exam room at this time a day ago, and I arrived at my destination a day later, this time I was not going home to visit relatives, but simply traveling, which is ridiculous, I this is a tour, not home!

At the exit of the station, I saw a very gorgeous motorcycle from a distance, next to the car a young man was pacing back and forth with a cigarette in his mouth, two hours ago this young man may have other schedules, but after receiving a phone call, he immediately came to the station, and the caller was me!

This person is my hair small, Chen Zelin, during elementary school, I and Chen Zelin, Xia Zichen, Huang Bingtong, the four of us are inseparable, the key is that where the war is related to us, Jianghu people call D City Experimental Primary School***, we once dominated the experimental primary school, and also beat all the surrounding schools.

It's been a year since we last met, time flies, and the old man stood in front of me again, staring at me viciously, seeing me coming, he suddenly threw away the cigarette in his hand, stood in place and scolded me, "I thought you were fucking dead, Lao Tzu waited for you for more than an hour"!

"Don't blame me. I'm calling you and I'm saying I'm almost there, who knew you were coming so early," I laughed, but I knew I was wrong.

"Don't talk so much nonsense, come up and take you to my house" Zelin cursed a few more words and started the motorcycle.

This is him, he has been like this since he was a child, and the dirty words are not separated from his mouth, and the same is true for a few of us who are small, although I usually hate those who swear a lot from the bottom of my heart, but for him, I have never been disgusted, and even felt a sense of security.

Zelin didn't take me directly to his house, but took me to some old places, everywhere he went, he was like a tour guide, explaining the history of this place, what we had experienced here, his explanation substituted me into that era, and suddenly made me feel that I was living a fucking life at that time, the purest life, and then compared to now, what the fuck have I done?

But I am also glad that I have experienced the joy of life itself and unrestrained debauchery in my life, I have had warm family and friendship, I have also had strong pillars and dependence, I can be like a bear child without worries about self-inflicted trouble, and I don't have to think about the consequences, what makes me sigh is that this kind of life has only existed in my life for so few short years, standing on this land, looking at these places where I have been crazy, let me feel a beam of light in my heart, let me feel extremely confident and fanatical.

If Chen Yitian six or seven years ago stood in front of me at this moment, looking at me now, how would he feel? I think he's going to give me a punch and say to me 'you're a disgrace to me, look at my life, look at your life over the years, it's a'. If this happens, I don't think I'll have anything to say, I don't even dare to look at this schoolboy directly, I can only lower my head, look for a crack in the ground, and get in!

Looking at Chen Zelin, he still kept the same as before, which made me even more ashamed, I suddenly found out that after leaving D City a few years ago, the real Chen Yitian had died, and the crazy Chen Yitian had already turned into gas and drifted away in these old places, and now Chen Yitian is just a puppet, a humble, cowardly, and disgusting guy!

Half an hour later, I finally arrived at Zelin's house, I sat on the sofa in the living room, looking at everything around, except for the conspicuous Guan Gong and Xiang, it was no longer a place I was familiar with, everything was so strange, even the woman in the house, it also made me feel strange, the woman who should have been middle-aged has now become a little girl who is only fifteen or sixteen years old, I whispered and asked, "Zelin, is this your girlfriend"?

"What a girlfriend, this is my **" said in a loud voice, and the aftermath lingered in the living room for at least a few seconds...... To my surprise, the girl was not displeased, and smiled, and the terrible thing was that she did not hide anything, but the most real reaction! What the hell am I ...... This sudden change is beyond my realization, has it changed so much over the years? Has the world changed or have I changed?

I don't know where I got the courage to have dinner with them, I was like a schoolboy who had made a mistake, I didn't dare to speak, I didn't dare to look up at them, this strange scene made me very uncomfortable, so I had to find some topic to change.

"Zelin, isn't your mother at home, is she still working in the place where she used to be?"

'Hmm'.

"Where's your dad"?

"Dead".

"What"? I opened my mouth in surprise, and I was suddenly very conscious, for fear that I had misheard. "You mean your dad ......".

"Died, lung cancer, two years ago". He said lightly, his voice was not emotional, calm and terrifying, and continued to chew things.

"Ah, your dad is dead. I've never heard you say that," the girl looked very surprised.

Zelin put down his chopsticks at this time, I thought he was too upset, but he just lit a cigarette, "What is there to say about this, I'm used to it'.

For the first time, I felt that I talked a lot, and for the first time, I really realized what it means to say too much, I am a cheap mouth today, and this question about my girlfriend just now has made me very embarrassed, and now it involves such a thing, it really embarrass me, although he didn't show any emotions, but I still want to find a hole to drill into!

"Yitian, hurry up and eat, why are you still eating so slowly, I'll take you outside to play after eating, hurry up" At this time, Zelin began to urge me.

But what else do I have to eat, the food is in my mouth, I can't feel any taste anymore, like a machine, chew a few times, and then swallow it.

The girl was very knowledgeable and left on her own before I put down the chopsticks.