Chapter 10 College Entrance Examination
In the last two days of the holiday, I didn't review my homework, but played games all night in the Internet café every day, I don't remember when the last time I stayed all night, or junior high school, this is my attitude towards the college entrance examination, even if I don't sleep for the past two days, it's too late, it's better to relax.
On the first day of the college entrance examination, I finally felt the atmosphere like a festival, everywhere you can see the car that picks up and drops off candidates for free, and there are unique marks on the front of the car, maybe they think that one of their passengers today will have a big man who will affect the world many years later, I was lucky to get on a free car, but unfortunately I can't be the big man who will affect the world in the future, but it is very likely to become the one who destroys the world!
When I came to the school for the exam, there was already a long queue here, people from the major high schools in H City, as well as parents who picked up and dropped off, and various vehicles, comparable to the Spring Festival.
Don't look at me didn't review before, but in fact, I still attach great importance to the college entrance examination, you see, I was not late, enough to see the degree of importance I attached, when I entered the examination room, there was a small episode, several candidates because they did not bring the admission ticket, the teacher refused to let them enter, want to come in, you must show your ID card and admission ticket, both are indispensable, if the admission ticket is dropped, you may need to come again next year! That's the system.
I really can't understand some cumbersome rules, like I need to prove that I am myself, I need to prove that I am alive, it is ridiculous, entering the exam room is the same as going through the security check, the instrument is measured on you, even a piece of toilet paper is buckled, I am very angry with the cold, do you want me to wipe the exam paper when I have a snot?
The distance between the candidates is almost two meters, four or five cameras on the head, plus these cute and respectable invigilators, it is really different from the ordinary exam, the forced style is different, I don't know what I think this is doing, in this case, I don't dare to imagine who can cheat successfully, but there are many cases that there is cheating in the college entrance examination every year, but it is impossible to guarantee that all of them are caught every time, for those comrades who successfully cheat in the college entrance examination and are safe and sound, I have to serve.
Looking at the content of the test paper, I really can't lift any spirit, the content is no longer important, I don't know how many fucking papers I did in the third year of high school, and now when I see the test paper, I feel dizzy, I think I'm not the only one who has this feeling, some people are struggling to write, some people are like death, I am very calm, very Buddhist, sometimes meditating, sometimes writing hard, sometimes smiling, I can feel the envious eyes from the surrounding exams, they must be thinking, I really envy this person, it seems that this volume is too simple for him, This is what they saw, in fact, I was panicked, and I had already killed the people who came out of the test paper a hundred times!
After the exam, there were really candidates in the same exam room who came to communicate with me, about the morning exam, I really thought I was a top student, but for his questions, I just kept um, in fact, I didn't know what he said at all, because I was really blind, the difference is that he was blind, and I was serious!
I was surprised to see my mother waiting for me at the school gate, she was so busy all day, she actually had time to come to see me, or the college entrance examination, I really felt that she was coming to visit the prison.
When my mother saw me, she said simply, "I have returned the rented house, packed up my things, and now I will start to live at home."
There are 10,000 grass and mud horses galloping in my heart at the moment, so I will take a test, and the house is still gone......
But this retreat from the house is also a matter of time, but this happened too suddenly, let me suddenly go home, very uncomfortable, push open the door, I seem to feel into someone else's house, except for two familiar puppies wagging their tails at me, I used to go home two or three times a month, and I didn't even stay, and there is no difference between my room and before, well organized, although I haven't lived for a long time, but the cleaning is still pretty good.
For a while, I didn't know what to do, let alone what to say, and my mother didn't say anything, but was busy with her.
Staying alone in the room, looking back on the time, it has been almost two years since I moved out, it was in this place two years ago, I had a big fight with my mother, I ran away from home, although there have been many times before, but it has never been more than two days, but that time, I made up my mind not to go home, and my mother later acquiesced to my behavior, including my rent, water and electricity.
Whenever I had an argument with her, I fantasized about how nice it would be if I could move out on my own, and I succeeded, and now, I am back to the beginning, back to the place where I was full of quarrels every day, and after these two years of growth, I think I should also learn to change, change the way I get along with my family.
This night, I had insomnia, until four o'clock in the morning, I was a little sleepy, but I couldn't sleep, because there was still that damn exam, the day that really decided my fate, yesterday I was actually quite satisfied with my performance, if I could play like yesterday, I think, my grades will be reduced to the point that I can't get into college.
But I also know where my level is, and I don't dare to have too many extravagant expectations, so I can only go with the flow, but I am also luckier than most people, at least without the pressure from my family, which I am actually very grateful for.
But today I feel very bad, I really can't understand the test paper sent down, I had to answer the questions randomly, the last half an hour of the college entrance examination, I put away the pen, cover the test paper, I don't have the heart to imagine what my grades will be in a month, now what I am bothered about is that when I walk out of the examination room, where should I go, suddenly, a thought popped up, I finally smiled.
Finally, the much-anticipated college entrance examination is closed, when leaving the examination room, many candidates cried without warning, when they saw the parents outside, they wiped their tears, gave themselves a smile, and happily greeted the past, an exam, decide a person's fate, who stipulates this.
Ten years of hard study, how many people are sad about an exam, how many people's fates have changed, this is our education system, well, I don't care about it, whatever, I just know that I am free now!
When I got home, it was good, there was no one, I simply packed a few clothes, left a note in the living room after cleaning up, and after playing with the two dogs for a while, I closed the door and embarked on my new journey with my backpack!