Chapter 59: The Life You Longing For

"Which of you won?"

"Haitao, that slut."

As soon as Lao Mao finished speaking, we said "shit luck" in unison, because according to our observations over the years and what we know about each other, as long as that guy wins, most of them rely on luck.

"Why can't I rely on strength?"

"You don't have that."

"Rub~"

In the final round, after a simple communication between me and Lan Yuxuan, I decided to let her compare with Haitao, of course, I gave full play to the excellent style of good men and women, but a certain piece of meat on my left arm still hurts faintly.

It seems that Haitao is also a bit gentlemanly, let Lan Yuxuan shoot first, but Lan Yuxuan obviously swelled after winning me.

"It's okay, it's better for you first."

I really don't understand why this girl is gentle and shy when she talks to others, and when she talks to me, she is sorry for herself if she doesn't sprinkle a little.

The game started, the two goods did not have the help of the wind, and they fell for two rounds without deciding the winner, Lao Mao looked bored, stabbed me and said: "Yangzi, how did you lose?" ”

"Unlucky, it happened to be windy both times, and I didn't even have a chance."

"Damn, so am I!"

At this time, Lan Yuxuan used the trick she had just used - Ha Qi! But obviously, if there is no wind, there will be no luck, Lan Yuxuan turned her head to look at me with a smile, and then instantly turned into a stare.

I didn't do anything......

In the end, Lan Yuxuan lost to Haitao because of her small strength.

"What's the matter, you just say that Brother Niu X is not Niu X?"

We despise him together, play for a century, and win as a little girl, and have the face to praise ourselves?

Later, due to Lan Yuxuan's withdrawal, we didn't play ingots anymore, but thought about a lot of wild games, what to pick up stones (this is okay, it's not so violent), cockfighting, stacking arhats, but I still gave up, I feel that these games that I often played when I was a child are not suitable for us now.

Of course, we're still who we are, but we're older than we used to be.

I believe that there are still many children playing these games, just like the saying: no one is always young, but there will always be people young.

"Let's almost go home, Yangzi, you go and send Lan Yuxuan."

"Why is it me?"

"What nonsense, you are not happy to give you this good errand?"

"Good errand? Come on! ”

"Let's go, let's go home and eat."

Before I could resist again, those fox friends and dog friends all ran away.

"Withdraw, I'll send you home."

"No, I can go on my own."

“…… You...... What's wrong? ”

"It's okay, I see if you don't want to send it."

"That can't be, and if you have a good one, I can't take responsibility."

"I didn't put you in charge."

“…… Oh....... ”

From the first sentence, we have been walking together, although I followed me in a hurry, but she didn't stop me.

As she was walking, Lan Yuxuan seemed to have tripped over something, and her body was crooked, I was afraid that she would pounce on a dog and eat, but I didn't have time to design a feasible plan to help her in advance, so I subconsciously reached out to stop her.

Maybe because she had a soft experience, so this time her brain did not empty, but rationally analyzed the probability of her falling, and after determining that it was zero, she withdrew her hand first.

During the whole process, Lan Yuxuan didn't seem to have any special reactions except for the sluggishness and the soft "ah", such as the loss of color or something, could it be that this Nizi did it on purpose? (-Passerby ghost: The beauty of thought!) - Passerby me: Then kill me beautifully! )

She turned to look at the slightly upturned floor tile behind her, then turned to look at me, and quickly lowered her head.

I didn't speak, I just walked with her.

When both sides understand, just keep silent.

It was Lan Yuxuan who opened her mouth first and said shyly: "Thank you." ”

I was pondering what to eat for the evening, and I was interrupted at the thought of the fluffy bread, so I touched the back of my head, and my face seemed to be a little hot, but I still replied, "Hey, it's not a problem." ”

Probably to ease the embarrassment, I diverted the topic to the study I hated the most, and she seemed to understand what I meant, but she understood it too thoroughly, so she began to look around, picked up a small rock not far away, and was about to crouch down to give me the answer.

Seeing this, I hurriedly touched her arm with the back of my hand, pretending to be concerned: "Forget it, let's talk about it tomorrow, I'll send you home quickly, it is estimated that your parents are in a hurry." ”

Lan Yuxuan was bent on solving the problem before leaving, and made an "excuse" that tomorrow was Saturday and she would not go to school.

Isn't that self-defeating?

I had to tell the truth that it was because I was hungry, but Lan Yuxuan, who lacked heart, thought that I was caring about her, and deliberately said that I was hungry.

In short, if you don't finish speaking, you won't go home.

My mother, still let people live, I seem to see the anxious figure of my dear mother.

Not to mention anything else, my acting skills are still relatively cranky, and in this case, ordinary people will be "uh-huh" perfunctory, which will only get worse, so I am quite cooperative to say "Oh, ah, hey, why didn't I think of it" and other nonsense, but I will definitely not say anything "Ah? Why? What do you mean? And so on to add insult to injury.

Soon, the battle was over, and I saw hope again!

"Where do you want to go?"

"I don't know, let's talk about it."

"Why don't you plan it?"

"Hmm...... If you play well, it seems that you will be attached to it. ”

"Oh, come on!"

"yes, definitely."

"Hmph, goodbye!"

The last conversation before the separation was still the most annoying to me, and the last scene was still the staring I was most familiar with......

Finally, like a little wild horse that has been reined, I enjoy the happiness brought to me by the wind!

Dinner! You've got to hold on! I'll be back soon! You have to miss me! Otherwise, you're really cold!

When I got home, I saw my parents arguing about one thing, it was about "whether the food should be bought more", my dad's idea was to buy more, prepare it if it couldn't be eaten, use it sooner or later, save it next time, and my mother's idea is not to buy more, eat the same every day and get tired of eating, don't eat the same and not fresh, let alone let go, it will be bad after a long time.

As a result, everyone thinks that they are telling the truth.

Although it is such a fight, in fact, my mother likes to do more every time, afraid that we will not be full, and I am afraid that we will eat too single.

I remember watching a show before, it was about the troubles of happiness, it seemed to be the story of an old couple, I didn't remember the specific content, anyway, the other party thought that their ideas and practices were right, and they were thinking about each other, but they didn't know that it would make the other party stress.

For example, the pressure on us is that we don't eat anymore, and we feel sorry for the big table of dishes made by our mother......

After dinner, I looked at a pile of books that I urgently needed to overcome, and I fell into deep thought, what will my life be like in the future?

I thought about a lot of what I yearn for, and I also wrote it down with feeling:

If I could, I would like to sit on a recliner in the courtyard with three or five confidants, looking at the sky dyed red by the sunset;

If I could, I would like to carry a memory, enjoy the stars in the sky, and talk about the sweetness covered by the hustle and bustle;

If I could, I would like to spend half my life prosperous, listening to the croaking of frogs, fishing for the mystery forgotten by exhaustion;

If I really can, I would like to find my childish self, and reminisce about the childlike joy diluted by the years with the slightly drunken comfort at the corner of my mouth.

I still yearn for the life, I still yearn for the one room, two people, three meals, and four seasons.