As early as sixth grade, I had the dream of forming a band, and I wrote a lot of songs that used other people's melodies for this purpose.

Although I didn't understand love at that time, the lyrics were almost similar, don't say I'm precocious, and even insult me for being lewd, I'm a simple teenager who hasn't even held a girl's hand!

Let's take the school organization to go out to play, generally boys and girls walk side by side, and other students must hold hands at the request of the teacher, but I am holding the sleeve of the little girl next to me!

Huh? Wait, it seems that I really took it when I climbed the mountain......

The reason why I say this is to prove my purity, and on the other hand, because I am conceited and talented, and I should perform a show at the New Year's Day party!

Well...... It's a little closer, but I'm going to have to get ready and try to overcome some small obstacles.

On New Year's Day last year, the first time I performed was a guitar song that I played well at home - "To Alice", but when I faced the teacher and the whole class, I was so nervous that my hands were very shaky, not a small trembling, but not at all......

When I was a child, I discovered that I had Parkinson's precursors, when I played at home, I held a bowl in my left hand and burned firewood in my hand, and when I was about to burn the bowl on the brick, half of the water in the bowl had been shaken out.

I've also done tests on empty cups, and the results are even more shocking than when I first learned about Parkinson's disease – I am not an ordinary person, but a patient through and through......

So, after that, I was even more nervous.

Don't look like a person in front of my brothers and relatives, but when I encounter a big scene, it's over, and with the fear of being seen through the disease, I will be nervous like a frozen child, and I can't suppress the trembling of my body at all.

I remember one flag-raising ceremony, and I was the flag bearer.

When I stood on the flag-raising platform and faced the whole school, I panicked, and seemed to see ridicule in the eyes of some of my classmates.

Fortunately, I'm a genius and I can control my ears.

After hearing the instructions from the rostrum, I shook off the national flag in a chic manner, and the whole process was smooth and very handsome, so I immediately understood an idiom - beautiful and moving!

With the help of the flag raiser, we made all the preparations, and when the national anthem was played, I wittily raised my arms and gave a standard salute!

But the flag-raiser panicked, without me helping him pull out the rope in the pulley in advance, he had to make some effort to raise the national flag according to the progress of the music, so he squeezed out a sentence from between his teeth: "Classmate, help me!" ”

Since the music was relatively loud, I could only guess what he was saying, but fortunately I was smart, but instead of helping immediately, I found a nerve from the intricacies of my brain to help me complete a question: "Are you sure?" ”

I don't know if the flag raiser got my point, but in short, he said with some dissatisfaction: "I'm dying!" ”

So, I shivered and helped him pull the rope, and I couldn't help but pull it down.

Perhaps to outsiders, my performance speaks volumes about the reverence for the flag! But I think that in the eyes of the flag raiser, Cheng Xin can't get along with him.

Eventually, with a second or two left before the end of the national anthem, we successfully raised the flag to the top and turned to face the podium.

I thought that my symptoms would be reduced after the eyes of the crowd shifted, but it was clear that I was wrong, especially my legs, which were shaking so much.

After the whole ceremony, our homeroom teacher asked me what I was shaking, and due to the lack of knowledge, I only shyly mentioned the main factor of "nervousness".

It's a bit far, sorry......

When I was researching this year's show, I remembered that I was messing around with Lan Yuxuan once, and I saw the head of her notebook, called "Thirteen Months' Wandering", I asked her what she meant, and she said it was boring, she just thought it sounded good.

Okay, for human beings who don't have thoughts, I ask too many questions, and all I get is white eyes and pain.

Thinking about it later, the wandering of the thirteenth month is indeed quite nice, and it is a good pen name for a romantic lover of words like me.

But I'm not satisfied, I must write a lyric, otherwise I won't be on the same level as Lan Yuxuan.

When I told her about the idea, she was dismissive, and I knew she still admired me because she would ask me if I had written it the next day. I am so looking forward to my work, I must love me so much that I can't add anything, even if I don't have love, it's full of worship!

However, this clingy little goblin did not stick to this perseverance, and after asking a few times, it was as if nothing had happened.

On the contrary, I was a little uncomfortable, and specifically asked her why she didn't continue to look forward to it, she laughed at me with contempt, and then sneered in a contemptuous tone: "I started to think that you were a potential stock, but I didn't expect that you have always been just a potential stock." ”

I didn't understand what she meant, so I was disgusted again......

Thinking about it, I suddenly had a melody in my head, and I thought, could this be the so-called inspiration?

I immediately picked up the guitar and wrote the melody using the music theory I had with my only knowledge of music theory, the short notation.

Soon, the text was almost brewing, so I picked up my pen and began to write "The Wandering of the Thirteenth Month".

I've heard that a lot of great talents write words by hand, and there is another person who thinks about it every time he wakes up, and then immediately writes on the wall at the head of the bed, this person is very famous, but I'm really sorry for everyone, I forgot which master it was.

Of course, I'm not going to be so impressed as to compare myself to them, but I'm just using them for inspiration.

Many times, when I think of anything, I feel that I can still remember it in the future, so I don't bother to put it on the pen, so that my memory is so bad that I miss a lot of moments of inspiration, and slowly, the guy "Inspiration" realizes that there seems to be no future with me, so he doesn't care so much about me.

This time, when the chorus was written, I said again, I don't know how to interpret it because I don't have a romantic experience. Luckily, both of my brains started working at the same time, thinking of the songs I had listened to before, and the way Lan Yuxuan hummed quietly.

So, I ended up with a piece without an arrangement. Why isn't there an arrangement? The reason is simple, I won't ...... (-Passerby A: It's been blowing for a long time, do you have a time?) - Passerby me: Don't make trouble, people are just low-key! ）

If you want, I'll write the words first, as for the tune, I can't write it, there are too many numbers like garbled characters, and when I have the chance, I'll sing it to you:

You look at the starry sky, talking about longing, at this moment I just want to listen quietly, the content that has not yet arrived, will slowly clear up, and accompany you to the end of the thirteenth month.

Write songs for you, echo for you, drive away all sadness for you, write every song for you, show you the only me.

Write songs for you, sing for you, share all the sorrows for you, and decorate every corner for you, just because you are the most important one in my world.

My thirteenth month is full of miracles, because with you, I have expectations, I will laugh, I can't hide the sweetness, the beating melody, reflect a happy season, and engrave happy memories. ”