"It's coming, it's coming."

"Well, let's go."

"Let's line up first!"

"Oh yes."

It's been a long time since I've taken the bus, and I've forgotten the rules of taking the bus.

After getting on the bus, I asked the name of the station, bought a ticket for Lan Yuxuan, and then walked with her to the back of the car.

"There are quite a few people today."

"Maybe it's all out on vacation."

"Well, it looks like, huh? There's a seat here, so sit down first. ”

"No, it shouldn't be a few stops."

We chatted like this, firstly to pass the time, and secondly, I was afraid that I would make another mistake with my old mistakes.

When I was a child, when I got on the bus, I was always at the door, because I liked to squat there, and others wouldn't say anything, and I even thought I was very interesting, but when I grew up, I couldn't do this, otherwise I would be scolded as a neurotic.

After two stops, the car suddenly turned a corner, which was not the "closest" route we had home, and it would take at least a few minutes to make a detour.

There were just two vacant seats around, so we simply sat together, and the stop sign was not on our side, so how many stations were there behind, we didn't bother to look at it, and after tossing for a day, it shouldn't be illegal to sit for a while.

But I'm such a magical creature, when I think something won't happen, or fear that something will happen, there are no accidents, it all happens, on the contrary, when I think something is going to happen, or expect something to happen, there are no accidents, nothing happens.

No, when the bus stopped, an "old man" who was not very old got on the bus, I thought, should I give him a seat, I knew when I was a child to respect the old and love the young, and I have been taken care of by uncles and aunts before.

But then I think about it, maybe people see that I am still a child, and I am not so old that I can't stand still, at least I can stand up for more than ten or twenty years, so I won't sit down?

But out of politeness, I'm going to be polite to him.

"You sit with me."

"Hmm."

“……”

Well, it's the most painful sentence I've ever heard, and it's the one that makes me the most unhappy.

Is respecting the old and loving the young just lip service? Am I not in the scope of "child-friendly"?

Lan Yuxuan looked at me, without sympathy or approval, and then turned her head to look out the window, not knowing whether she was looking at the road or the scenery beside the road.

I also turned my head to look outside.

The scenery outside doesn't seem to be so beautiful, maybe it's because I don't like winter in my bones.

I like autumn the most, early autumn, alas, it's the shortest.

I looked at the scenery outside the window, and there were people in the scenery looking at the car, and maybe they saw me in the car, and I couldn't help but sigh, whether it was me in the car or the people in the scenery, they were so small, because the world was too big.

But when I retracted my gaze and looked at Lan Yuxuan again, I felt that the world was too small, so small that only one person could fit in my eyes.

So let's not say anything nonsense like "without yourself, the earth will still turn", maybe you are in other people's hearts, that is, the whole world of TA, without you, TA's "earth" may stop.

"It's time to get off the train."

"Okay!"

"I didn't expect it to be quite winding."

"yes, but it's much faster than walking."

"Of course, you better go back first, I can go home myself."

"It's okay, I'll give you it."

As I said before, dinner is very important to me, and if I have enough time, of course I would look forward to it, but now that it's time to choose one or the other, I won't even hesitate.

We walked in silence for a while and saw several children fighting in the distance.

"What a feud this is."

"Do boys like to fight?"

"Not really, because sometimes talking doesn't solve the problem."

"You can't fight."

"Hey, there's always a reason, maybe the person who fights isn't bad, it's just forced by the bad guys."

"That's just as well."

Since the road was not wide, I pulled Lan Yuxuan to the outside, for fear that it would affect her without opening my eyes.

"I think someone is fighting."

"Well, it looks like."

In fact, there are a lot of people watching the excitement, after all, it doesn't look like it's a joke.

"Do you want to persuade too?"

"I'm still a kid!"

"Hmph, I know you don't dare."

"I don't know them......"

In today's society, I am afraid that more people uphold the attitude of "nothing to do with themselves", and they have not yet figured out their own affairs, so why bother to take care of other people's affairs?

My parents are very honest little people, they don't cause trouble, and they don't get involved in other people's affairs, so I learned such an idiom since I was a child: everyone sweeps the snow in front of the door, and doesn't care about the frost on the tiles of others.

But the little people are not cold-blooded animals, and they will also teach me that I must not do evil when I am out of trouble, and I must do more good when I am in it.

When I grew up, I understood some human feelings, and I understood one of the meanings of this sentence: when others find you trouble, don't be impulsive, if you say a few good words, or even accept a soft pass, then don't be stingy.

I don't agree with this, because good people can never imagine the bottom line of bad people, they will not change their attitude because you are kind, but will think that you are a bully, and will bully you even harder, which not only satisfies their greed, but also satisfies their sense of superiority.

Why be polite to such a scumbag? If the law allows, then if a man touches me an inch, I will leave a body without bones.

"Do you and Haitao often play together?"

"It's not very usual, is it?"

"It's okay, I just want to ask if my friends don't stay together often, will they be estranged."

"Why are you sentimental?"

"No, just ask."

"Before, in the gift shop, didn't you still remember Ai Chen's coming? Good friends don't stay apart just because they don't see each other, have you ever heard such a saying? "Don't think about it, because you never forget", he said a good friend. ”

"You're right."

Chatting and chatting, I had arrived downstairs at Lan Yuxuan's house, and I suddenly felt strange, why did she let me go back without being at the gate of the community, maybe she thought that we had established a solid friendship, or maybe she knew that I liked it and liked each other.

After completing the task of protecting the flowers, I still have the strength to rush home.

My mother asked me what I was doing, and I didn't lie to her this time.

I ate a lot for dinner, on the one hand, I was happy, and on the other hand, I was really hungry.

After that, I accompanied my father to watch old movies, maybe he didn't have the conditions when he was a child, but now that he has it, let's make up for it crazily.

Actually, I also want to watch anime, especially at the age of fifteen, which is the so-called rebellious period, but I also know that my mind is completely not on TV.

Tonight's night was still beautiful, so beautiful that I couldn't sleep again.

As I watched, I went through all the events of the day like a diary, and the more I thought about it, the happier I became, and the happier I was, the more insomnia I had.

In the past, I really hated insomnia, but recently, instead of resisting, I've enjoyed it more, maybe I really like this longing.