I came to the park next to my house, where I spent a long time wandering around midnight, it was so depressing and depressing, but this time I came to cool myself down!

Someone is still running at the moment, someone is convenient in the corner, and there is a pair of lovers on the bench not far away, and the park, in my opinion, is just a place for couples to date!

I sat on a bench slightly near the corner, only the dim light, I could vaguely see people walking not far away, the breeze was slowly blowing, making people feel refreshed, I took out my mobile phone, put on a pure music, I didn't care whether it affected other passers-by, the sound was turned to the maximum, I was intoxicated by the dream of music, and remembered too much of the past.

Suddenly, I saw a dark shadow, and when I looked up, a man with glasses was looking at me, and next to him was a middle-aged uncle in a suit and leather shoes.

It's also very strange, I was happy to tell him where I was from, and as soon as the man with glasses heard me say that I was from City D, he immediately spoke in Mandarin with City D accent, which made me feel that this person was quite interesting.

"Young man, why are you alone in the park at such a late hour, what are you waiting for someone to do?" asked the man with glasses. His hand squeezed and pinched on my calf. The suit uncle next to him didn't say a word the whole time, quite calm.

I don't know why, but I don't have a dislike for this strange guy, but I'm a little curious why he took the initiative to talk to me.

"Young man, do you know who he is" The man with glasses suddenly pointed to the suit uncle next to him.

"I don't know, who is he?

The man with glasses smiled and said, "He is the head of our xXxX district in h city, he is very powerful".

As soon as I heard the word district chief, I was stunned, could it really be such a coincidence that I could meet the leader of H City? Of course, I wouldn't believe it so easily, when he joked, "Wow, mayor, that's really amazing."

The man with glasses then spoke for a few more minutes, and I had to admire him, he was really able to speak, and the uncle in the suit next to him was still standing quietly as always.

After about a few minutes, the man with glasses said, "My car is on that side, I'm going to ride, you can talk to our district chief for a while, and after that, he finally removed the hand on my lap and left."

At this time, it was particularly embarrassing, I didn't take the initiative to say a word to the "district chief", he estimated that he could stand there without saying a word, I had to break the embarrassing situation, I asked, "The district chief also came here for a walk"!

"Well, come out for a walk".

"Are you really the district chief? I asked again.

He smiled first, and then said, "I'm the district chief, but not the ** kind."

Then he told me that he was an insurance person and the mayor of the northern district.

Looking at his temperament and conversation, he is indeed a successful person, I can't help but feel very honored, I rarely come into contact with this kind of person, but also came to interest, and slowly we chatted.

We had a good chat, but there was a little bit of a strange thing, inadvertently, he repeatedly asked me no less than five times, "Why are you here so late".

I also told him that I wanted to take a break and blow the cold wind, and then he repeated that "you can change places, I recommend you a good place" and he pointed to a place not far away, and in the middle was a small clearing, and there was a bench in the middle, surrounded by trees, which looked very secretive.

I didn't think it mattered where it was, but he kept mentioning that it was a good place, and I ended up with him there.

We did it, he took out the chewing gum and handed it to me, and then he opened the conversation, he first introduced him as a graduate of a university in Shaanxi, coincidentally I happened to be born the year he graduated, and I was excited when I heard that he was a college graduate.

Because I am now in my third year of high school, but I don't know much about college and college life, so I asked him about these questions, and he spoke very easy to understand, which gave me a lot of understanding of college life.

When he learned that I was a junior in high school, he also gave me a lot of suggestions, such as how to revise for the third year of high school, how to overcome the pressure and phobia of the college entrance examination, and so on.

Chatting with him, I felt that this person was very good, and we had a good time, from studying to movies, from movies to music.

I don't know when, the man with glasses came, he still squatted down, put his hand on my lap, and still spoke to me in D City Mandarin, "How is it, young man, how is the conversation with the district chief".

It's also strange to say, as long as this man with glasses speaks, this uncle in a suit will be very quiet and will not interject, which makes me feel a little strange.

"Aren't you scared if a stranger accosted you?" the man with glasses suddenly asked me.

I thought for a while and replied, "Maybe most people will just leave, but I'm not afraid, but I think you guys are funny, maybe it's an inexplicable sense of trust." Actually, I've always been a very vigilant person, but I don't know why I wasn't vigilant at all tonight, and I talked to strangers for so long, but at least now I can prove that they are not bad people, and it is fun to talk to them.

"Now there is no basic trust between people, we used to go to chat with others, they turned around and left, we are not bad people, we just want to chat" The man with glasses said and pinched my leg again, which made me feel very abnormal, but I didn't think much about it.

"Boy, we had a good conversation, leave it for the phone number!

At this time, I made a difficulty, and it was okay to chat, but after all, it was a hurried passerby, and I don't know if it was a hot brain, and finally I really left the number to the man with glasses.

After reaching my number, the man with glasses left our field of vision, and I didn't communicate with the suit uncle anymore, and after about two minutes of silence, the suit uncle handed me a piece of chewing gum from his pocket, "Come on, eat".

At this time, I was suddenly scared, strangers can't eat things indiscriminately, this is what my mother told me since I was a child, and I have always obeyed it, thinking of this time at this moment, this stranger, I can't help but be afraid, but I still took the gum.

"I'll take you around twice on the tram," he added.

Made, I actually agreed, the ghost followed him out of the park, to the parking place, where I saw the man with glasses and two other men, they were talking about something, when I got into the back seat of the tram, the man with glasses found me, cast a strange look and said, "Young man, you want to get into his car"?

"Hmm," I replied dryly, and he just smiled and didn't say anything more.

The speed of the uncle in the suit is not fast, and I also thought that if he was a bad person, I would be able to run away, but judging from his words and deeds, I should be too worried.

Not long after, he suddenly turned his head to me and said, "Do you want to go take a shower together?"

Hearing his words, I felt inexplicable, "No need, I just finished washing at night".

"Then if you're hungry or not, let's go have a meal."

"No, thank you".

Then his painting style changed again: "Have you ever done that with a woman?"

I wiped it, although my brother is also open-minded, but he asked too directly, of course I know what he said.

I replied, "Why are you asking me this question all of a sudden"?

"It's nothing, you're in your third year of high school, ask."

"Haven't been".

As soon as he finished speaking, he questioned, "Impossible, you must have had, I know too well, people of your age have basically done it many times, and they have changed several women."

Listening to his words, I began to doubt myself, Chen Yitian, have you had a day? When, and who? Nima, I'm confused.

"I really don't, I vouch for my personality," I tried to argue.

He smiled, "That's a pity, you'd better find someone to try that pleasure."

I didn't know how to reply to his words, and the atmosphere instantly became a little awkward.

It was he who finally broke the ice, "You often go to that park at night"?

"Well, close to home, go for a walk a lot".

He suddenly stopped the car, turned around, frowned and said, "You really don't know"?

I was confused by what he said, "What don't you know"?

He frowned again, "Forget it, if you don't understand, I won't tell you, and then, start riding again."

The wind was blowing, and it was strange that it was so late that I was in a stranger's car, and I didn't feel scared, let alone go home.

"What do you think of the man with glasses?" he asked, chewing gum.

"He's funny, isn't he?

The suit uncle sneered, "Hehe, do you know Leslie Cheung"?

"Of course you know, the emperor is a superstar."

"Leslie Cheung is one thing different from most people, you know"? He asked again.

It's different from most people" I thought about it, the only thing that is different about Leslie Cheung is probably his sexual orientation! Yes~~~~

I was taken aback, "You mean he's gay"?

The uncle didn't answer, just smiled, and I knew the answer by his laughter. I said, when I was in the park, the man with glasses always touched my legs intentionally or unintentionally, and I thought it was a little strange at the time, but now it seems that it is reasonable, and I am afraid. I actually ran into this kind of person.

Sitting in the back seat of the tram, my heart was in a mess, and I quickly took out the chewing gum that my uncle gave me to suppress my shock.

The uncle seemed to see my concern, and said, "Now you know what the park is for."

"What for? My voice trembled a little.

"The park is what gay people use to make appointments, that is, dates, so ah, don't be too late in the park at night."

After listening to his words, I couldn't help but gasp, fuck, I was special, I always thought that the park was at most a couple dating or something, but the truth is a fucking gay happy place, how many times have I wandered around the park in the middle of the night, and my back is cold when I think about it, and I really don't dare to think about it.

After thinking about it, I was even more frightened, the man with glasses is gay, so this uncle ......

Before I could think about it again, the car stopped, and next to a quiet green belt, the uncle in the suit chewed another piece of gum, "When did I find out that I am this kind of person, it is in ......."

Groove ...... Who can understand my mood at this moment, Nima, feeling like I'm dreaming.

The uncle told his story to himself, and I stood stupidly, forgetting to run away.

"At that time, I was also a senior in high school, and I found that I was different from other men, I was not so interested in women, but I had a good impression of a boy, and slowly I knew through books that I was gay.

He paused, and then said, "When I got to the university, the boy I liked was admitted to the same university as me, Shaanxi xxxx University, his family was very poor at that time, and my family was relatively rich, so I gave my money to help him pay the tuition, he was very moved, and took me to his house to play during the Chinese New Year."

As he spoke, he pulled out another piece of gum and handed it to me, and I chewed it silly and continued to listen to his story.

"In the winter of that year, the school dormitory was very cold, when I lived in the upper bunk, he lived in the lower bunk, he saw that I was shivering with cold, and asked me to come down and squeeze a bunk with him, so warm, but I didn't dare to squeeze a bunk with him, I was afraid that I couldn't control it, but in the end I slept on a bed with him, everyone was naked, at first I was quite restrained, but slowly my hand did not obey the call to touch his Optimus Prime, the moment I touched it, my whole body was like an electric shock, he thought I was joking with him, he didn't care.

At this time, I couldn't stand anymore, so I sat on the ground, chewing gum in my mouth, and from time to time I said two sentences.

"As long as we are in a shop,I can't be honest with my hands,Later he jokingly said, "You like to touch me so much,You don't want to me" for a long time,He should also know that I am gay,But he didn't pierce,Then one day,The dormitory people said to go out to watch a movie,I didn't go,When everyone left,I lay alone in the bed,Very lonely,Suddenly the door opened,It turned out that he didn't go to the movie,I saw him,I had an impulse in my heart,At this time he also spoke,"I know you are that kind of person." , but I won't discriminate against you, and it's not easy for you, so I'll help you."

Uncle said this, I almost didn't swallow the gum,, what kind of plot is this, the bloody drama is not so bloody, I was about to say something, the uncle said firmly, "I can guarantee that he is definitely a straight man."

Then he took out the chewing gum and handed it to me, "That night he really gave me a mouth, let me vent, and then in the next few years of college, he did not satisfy me, sometimes even he took the initiative, I know, he wanted to repay me, after graduating from college, I had a good job in Shaanxi, but I still gritted my teeth and left Shaanxi and returned to H City."

I asked my uncle why he did this, and he said "he's a straight man, I can't affect his life, I have to go, so I left, it's the fifteenth year".

I asked my uncle if he still thinks about him after all this time? The uncle put his hands in his pockets, looked into the distance and said, "I think about it now, but I don't dare to go to him, I'm afraid that I won't be able to control myself after looking for him."

"But three years ago, our class reunion, we met, at that time I tried my best to suppress myself, don't have too much contact with him, and finally when I wanted to stay, it was two people in a room, free allocation, he chose to and me, when we walked into the room, I cried, so many years of love, finally saw him again, he also cried, he said, "You must live well, don't do anything stupid, we are China, it's all discrimination against gay, when we are old, we go to travel, to travel around the world."

Speaking of this, the corners of the uncle's eyes were full of tears, but they didn't come out.

I was also silent, and I couldn't help but think of his roommate, who could have such a friend in life, and died without regrets.

"Is he married?" I finally asked.

"It's over, it's over as soon as I graduate from college.

So you are now"...... I wasn't too embarrassed to ask.

"I am also married, two children, the eldest is nine years old and the younger is seven years old."

I can't imagine that a gay marries a woman, and their life will be ......

The uncle seemed to see my doubts, "This is China, getting married and having children, since ancient times, even if I don't want to, I have to have sex with my wife three or four times a month, which is also the husband's responsibility."

Then he gave me a lot of science about insurance, I was stunned when I heard it, his eloquence was not to say, I still read wool books, do insurance. Then he took out his mobile phone and showed me photos of his travel around the world, including Red Square in Russia, Seoul in South Korea, Bangkok in Thailand, etc., and told me a lot of exotic customs.

Then the painting style turned back to the topic at the beginning again.,And then to their gay circle.,I just learned from him.,They also have a group of appointments.,What surprised me the most was that some of them came out to serve straight men.,Even students.,Just to make extra money.,I really can't understand.。

When the topic was finally over, the cold wind was blowing, and it was a little chilly, and I looked at the time, it was almost three o'clock in the morning, and from nine o'clock to now, too many things had happened.

I said goodbye to him, and he smiled and said, "It's fine."

The moment I turned around, the uncle said again, "Are you sure you're a straight man, or maybe you can feel that pleasure?"

Nima, at this time I suddenly woke up like I had just woken up from a dream.

"I feel like you're good, well, I hope".

"I'm sorry, but it's a pity that I'm a straight man, I can't help you, but we can talk often in the future, I'm often in that park." I politely refused.

"I still, I still hope that if you can satisfy me once, you will be very happy."

I rubbed it, I was disgusted when he said this, and my scalp was numb for a while, so I had to wave my hand "goodbye".

After speaking, he turned around and strode forward, and there was a voice from behind, "Do you want me to send you?"

When I got to the door, I realized how all this, or what happened today, was so unreal, and it was exciting and scary to think about the events of the night, but one thing I was sure of was that I wouldn't go to the park.

(This is a real thing, there is no exaggeration, on the contrary, I have streamlined a lot, this happened probably around May Day this year, that night was not very good, I went to the park to sit, by the way to write a novel, this is what happened, it is not easy to write a novel.)

But to be honest, after this contact, I found that gay friends, they are also very helpless, homosexual people are no different from normal people, just different sexual orientation, they should not be discriminated against, their loneliness and helplessness we can't understand.

As a final piece of advice, the park is this place,...... ）。