Every boy will have such a beautiful first love, it is so shy, sincere, without career impurities, just simply like someone.

I also had a romantic memory, but the ending is very regrettable, love is not the norm of life, a lot of regrets can only be hidden in the heart, usually we can only go to the memory of that ambiguous years, so instead of intermittent memories in the mind, I think it is better for me to write down my story with her, it is a psychological comfort to myself and a warning to those ambiguous men and women, a little more tolerance, more understanding, after all, it is really not easy to meet.

After I graduated from high school, I went to a health school to study for junior college, to be honest, I was very reluctant to come here, but my dad listened to the persuasion of his relatives and was very resolute, I couldn't help it! At first, I didn't know much about this school, thinking that the whole school was basically just a boy, and it made me feel really awkward to sit in class with a group of girls all day, but this was not the case, and after I came, I found that more than 20 of the 58 people in a class were boys, and it seemed to be true that male nurses were popular.

It is worth noting that the school will have a volunteer activity every week, and there is something called volunteer hours, saying that you have to complete a certain number of volunteer hours to graduate, I am a person who is afraid of trouble, so I signed up to volunteer in a hospital.

At 7:30 the next morning, I came to the meeting place, the negative organizer was a girl from the volunteer team, I met my first favorite person here - "Huang Jiaying", she was standing at the school gate to count the number of people, the height of the girls was 167, the figure is also very good, the weight is not more than 100 pounds, the hairline is a little short, the hair on both sides is like willow natural drooping, the length is not outstanding but belongs to the very attractive type.

I'm a very picky person, and I don't usually talk to girls, but for some reason I like to see her talk, and I have a good impression of her at that time, and after arriving at the hospital, I began to take the initiative to talk to her, asking some topics that don't match: "Can I just do it for half a day, I don't want to do it in the afternoon." I quipped.

She replied a little embarrassedly: "This, it may be criticized by the whole school..."

I replied, pretending to be surprised, "Ah! Quite serious, okay. She smiled and turned to arrange for the transfer of other personnel.

I looked at her back in the distance, and secretly blamed myself for being so stupid, and after saying that, I went upstairs to volunteer, and did not have in-depth communication, at that time I only had a good impression of her, and she and I were not familiar with her.

In a blink of an eye, I was eating in the hospital cafeteria during the afternoon lunch, and saw her sitting alone in the seat eating, I looked at her, my heart was a little throbbing, and I wanted to find a reason to put the dinner plate opposite her, closer to her, because so that I could look at her from a quiet distance, and then be bold and maybe there would be communication, but unfortunately I didn't dare, we were not familiar with each other, so bothering her might be hated by her, I felt a little regretful, so I had to eat and leave by myself.

The volunteer has a two-and-a-half-hour lunch break, and after I finished lunch, I stood at the gate of the hospital and looked around, not knowing where to spend this lunch break, at this time I came from a voice behind me, this is a memorable moment, this is the first thing she took the initiative to say to me, "You come with me!" She smiled and waved my hand to signal me to come with her, I was very happy at that moment, but I also wondered why she took the initiative to find me, was there any help to help? In my impression, the girl took the initiative to find a boy definitely to ask him to help herself, and I definitely wouldn't go before, trouble! But it's different with her...

I am very happy to think of this, it really takes no effort to come here, this is God is helping me.

She didn't really ask me to do me any favor, she took me to a pavilion in the hospital, where there were many flowers and trees but very little, and it seemed very quiet, and she and I sat on the chairs in the gazebo, and I finally knew the purpose of her bringing me, just to chat with her under this pavilion.

"Oh my God, happiness came so suddenly, just what I wanted, I had to behave well." I whispered in my heart, so I made a gentlemanly gesture and said to her politely, "Are you here every time you take a lunch break?" She smiled and replied, "Well, I usually take a nap here, but I always feel a little embarrassed!" ”

"Awkward?" I subconsciously glanced around, it seemed like no one was sleeping here!

So I asked, "What's the embarrassment?" She looked up and thought for a moment and said, "Hmm... I slept under this pavilion last week when I was volunteering, and when I woke up, I found two old people watching me...", she smiled and continued, "I wonder what they're looking at me, so I'm going to feel weird and embarrassed." ”

So that's the case, I smiled slightly when I heard her words, but I didn't make a sound, but turned around and took out a light blue notebook from my bag, with the words I practiced, I like to write This is one of my few hobbies, I want to show it as a topic, and sure enough, she came over at once, her hair shaved my face, and my heart was excited, this is the first time in 18 years that I have been with a girl so quietly, and I still remember this feeling.

She glanced at what I had written, and seemed to be quite interested, which made me very happy, and I hurriedly introduced her that this was the "Orchid Pavilion Preface", and she nodded thoughtfully.

We chatted happily under the gazebo, chatting a lot, and it was also very interesting, because there had never been a girl who had talked to me for so long, I used to chat with friends, and I always chatted with girls I always had a bad conversation, which made me and the girls more embarrassed, but I chatted with this girl named Huang Jiaying without this embarrassment, she seemed to be able to read my words and understand my inner thoughts, which gave me a lot of self-confidence.

An hour later, I proposed to go out to play, she readily agreed, I naturally had a burst of joy in my heart, now I can have more levels of communication with her, so we left the hospital and called a car with Didi, we went to a park, the park is very large, I got off the car and took her straight to the entrance of the park, because I know that there is a very beautiful attraction in the park - "Rose Garden", with roses of various colors, not to mention how happy I am in what kind of place I can get along with the girl I like, We walked and took pictures, the sun shining through the trees and her cute poses, I looked at the moment when I pressed the shutter button and really wanted to freeze time forever.

After the shooting, we looked at each other and smiled and continued to walk on the trail, I like to walk on her right, and she looked at the photo just taken, in the process of contact, I unintentionally touched her hand, quite warm, she pointed to the photo I took for her and smiled and said "It's ugly." I nodded awkwardly.

The rose garden is very large, and the flowers are also very beautiful, but she feels that all the roses around me are setting off her, Jiaying walked over and looked at the rows of roses in front of her, squatted down from time to time to smell it, and took pictures, I stood in the distance and looked at her quietly, she seemed to be integrated into this sea of flowers, and I was like a reef standing in this sea of flowers, and a gust of wind blew like a wave on my heart. It was the first time I had seen such a beautiful landscape, she smelled the fragrance of flowers and matched her exquisite face, she was as beautiful as a princess, and I was moved! The process of turning from liking to liking is so beautiful, after watching it for a long time, I sat with her on a chair next to the aisle, chatting happily, I asked her a somewhat sensitive topic and said, "Have you ever been alone with other boys like this before?" ”

After hearing this, she was a little embarrassed and said, "This... There are still some, but I always go with a few people, haha. ”

"Okay..."I looked at her apologetically, feeling sour in my heart, hating that I hadn't signed up for the volunteer team earlier to meet her.

After chatting for a while, I looked at my phone and said, "It's not early, let's go back first." ”

"yes, okay."

"What game do you like to play?" I asked.

"There's nothing too much to like, have you ever played CF?"

"Of course."

"When I was young, my brother used to play CF in Internet cafes, and I was sitting and watching, and I didn't care about me, and I often sat with him for a day, and I was tired to death..."

"CF used to be very popular, but now it has been replaced by the king lol..."

The happy times are always short-lived, I just talked to her like this, and when I got out of the park, I called a car with Didi, and she was standing next to me, but just like that, I felt a full sense of happiness, and then I didn't know where I got the courage to say to her: "Can I look at your hand?" ”

She was stunned for a moment, picked up her hand in confusion and said, "I found that my fingers are so long, longer than yours." "I wonder where my fingers can go. So I put my hand next to her and showed it, and when I compared it, I found that her fingers were indeed longer than the others, which was really special!

But I didn't care about her or anything, I looked at her hand and asked a little shyly, "Can I shake it?" She thought about it for a moment and reluctantly agreed, "Okay."

I was stunned on the spot when I heard this, I just mentioned it casually! I didn't expect her to really agree, my heart was simply happy, I reached over and shook her fingers, this is the first time I held a girl's hand, soft and delicate, these I remember clearly, because the time has been frozen in my mind at that moment, the place where the sun shines, the shadow of pedestrians, and when I hold her hand, her slightly shy expression I remember.

Soon the car came, I politely helped her open the car door, and went back to the hospital with her, it was very interesting that I was in a hurry, and there was a little traffic jam on the road, I was a little anxious, afraid that I would really be notified by the whole school when I went back, and she comforted me on the side and said: "It's okay~" I could only laugh helplessly.

Finally came back ten minutes late, fortunately the department sister didn't say anything, in the afternoon is to feed the patient and cut nails, finally to the end of the volunteer time, I sat in the locker room with her and chatted with other classmates for a while, and then all the people gathered at the gate of the hospital to take a commemorative photo, very embarrassing is that except for me alone, all the others are girls, I had to stand on the last side, and it is a pity that this time she is responsible for taking pictures, I was not able to take a photo with her, after taking the photo I said goodbye to her, Since there were other people next to me who didn't dare to communicate too deeply, but from this moment on I knew who I was chasing, and I already liked this girl.