At night, I counted the stars in the sky, I don't know why there are so many stars today, my thoughts in my heart have been expanding and fermenting after I separated from her at that time, and it was like it was about to overflow from my heart, I knew that this was a manifestation of happiness coming too suddenly, I was not ready, I was thinking too much. But even so, I still didn't stop thinking about him, today's meeting with her was so beautiful, the moment I held her hand, a full sense of happiness came to my heart, and I had a happy smile on my face when I thought of it. Looking at the dazzling starry sky in the sky, each star is trying its best to shine its own light, I think maybe she and I also have a star of our own, shining with each other, attracting each other, approaching, and finally colliding together, becoming the most dazzling one in the sky, how beautiful it is...

"Brother Jie, are you watching a flying saucer?" A disobedient voice interrupted my thoughts, it was my roommate Zifan, he stopped me with a puzzled face, he was my friend, he was quite tall, but he was slightly fat, and his popularity was very good, to put it bluntly, it was the kind that everyone knew, I was a little depressed, and actually interrupted me at the critical time of my lust, I turned my head and pretended to blame him and said: "Zifan... It's really time for you to come, and before I'm done daydreaming, you're going to interrupt me. Zifan seemed to know something after listening to my words, showed a weird smile, and sneered: "Oh!! Brother Jie, I understand, Brother Jie is amazing, by the way, Brother Jie, I forgot to tell you, it's night. "I was speechless for a while... I had to go back to the dormitory.

The next day I sent her a good morning according to my impatience, and then I waited for her message, expecting her to reply to me immediately, and finally after I finished breakfast, I received her reply, two words "morning", well... I felt a little lost in my heart, what was I expecting? But no matter how I received her reply I was very happy, for a while I didn't know what to send her again, so I turned off my mobile phone and went to the school's unified "room" class, the room is not as big as other schools, and it can only accommodate two classes, I looked around and looked forward to seeing her, but how could it be so coincidental, I looked around and didn't find her, I found that I was really too obsessed, so that I even wanted to find her from the next class in the last class, I didn't even know her basic situation, Maybe she's in a good relationship with the opposite sex? I may not be a particularly important person to her, but it is just pleasing to the eye, and I feel inexplicable panic in my heart when I think of this, but if this is the case, why should she stop me alone, and she is willing to shake hands with me and sit with me, she doesn't look like that kind of casual girl, and I don't quite believe that she is that kind of person, I fell into a kind of distress, suspicion, handshake, her smile, and the appearance of talking to her, all came up, I had no intention of listening to the class, and I thought about the past yesterday bit by bit, Thinking about every word, every punctuation mark she represented in her attitude towards me, I thought about it seriously, but found that there was no answer... It's just a futile effort to add to the troubles.

I've been waiting, I've been waiting! Finally at 10 o'clock in the evening, I know that at this time girls have almost nothing to do, are swiping their mobile phones, I also took this opportunity to find a topic to chat with her, I forgot how to start with her, (I really can't remember the chat class a few years ago), during which we chatted very happily, and even with some ambiguous colors, the smile on my face did not stop, and the roommate looked stunned, I don't know under what circumstances I talked to her about this topic, I asked her: "What hobbies do you have?" She seemed to answer a few, but the one I remember very clearly was that she liked to sing, and coincidentally I also liked songs, but I couldn't sing, and since I found a common topic, I talked to her about singing in depth, and I tentatively said to her: "Can you sing me a song next time you go to the park?" She quickly replied, "Yes, but my tone is in the form of a baby voice (smiley)." ”

We talked until about 11 o'clock and close to 12 o'clock, she said that she usually goes to bed at 11 o'clock, I was a little touched, she still cares about me very much (now I think about it I feel too naïve), I just fell asleep with a smile.

I had a dream at night, very obscene, she and I leaned against a cherry tree, surrounded by a green lawn, I talked sweetly with her, she turned her head and smiled at me from time to time, my heart rippled, I fed her chocolate, she happily slowly dropped her head on my shoulder, I turned to smell the fragrance of her hair (I was embarrassed to write it down, such a lewd dream, I'm embarrassed to think about it now), suddenly I gently pushed with my hand, she fell into my arms in a little panic, With a scornful smile on his face (hiss!) I got goosebumps when I remembered it), I let her lie in my arms, she sang for me, I listened quietly with my eyes closed, as if I heard the birds, and like the sound of dragonflies flapping their wings, and ants slashing over my hands, and the tingling sensation made me feel very comfortable, and then I knew that it all started from a heartbeat.

In the days that followed, I talked to her more and more, but neither of us met at school because she was inconvenient and too busy, and once I knew that she was volunteering in the hospital and had a break at noon, so I messaged her and said, "I'm in the pavilion now, can you come up for a while?" "Yes, I was this kind of straight man of steel, straight even I was embarrassed, sure enough, she sent a message to refuse, saying that it was to accompany a friend, I was very disappointed, but I can understand, after all, she and I have just met, but my desire to develop quickly with her has been disappointed, think about yourself, it's really a little selfish, this is a kind of like, or a kind of possession.

It's been about a month since the rose garden, we haven't seen each other since that time, I'm afraid that she will slowly forget me, so I began to chat with her frequently, constantly inquire about her attitude towards me, she is very polite, generally will not reply to my messages, her circle is very clean, not entangled with too many opposite sexes, but I know that there must be men who have been secretly pursuing her, in the face of those brothers who are like hungry wolves, I really don't feel at ease with her, You must know that the pregnancy rate of vocational schools is higher than the pass rate of the exam is not groundless, I think if you don't shoot, then it will leave a deep regret, I think I'm not a scumbag, as long as she treats me well, then I will never let her lose, it's fair competition, since I have the initiative, then let it go.

But I forgot that gambling is risky, and you need to be cautious when confessing! One night, I plucked up the courage to confess to my friend Zifan on WeChat in the presence of her friend, "Go ahead, my Cupid." I silently shouted this sentence, and I found an opportunity to say to her on WeChat: "I like you." On the other side, she was surprised, and immediately blocked me after saying a few words, yes! Blocked... (I always don't want to remember more sad things, I can't remember them, so this paragraph is a little simple), "! I muttered in my heart, a sense of regret filled my heart, tears rolled in my eyes, Zifan looked at me and said sympathetically: "Your cupid was shot by her, mourn." Hearing this, I held back my tears, looked at him very innocently, for a long time, I turned my head, did not want to say a word, hid in the quilt and cried embarrassedly, it was 12 o'clock in the evening, this was the saddest moment in school, there were no stars in the sky that night, and it rained.

More than 1 year has passed in a blink of an eye, it was already more than 5 o'clock after school in the afternoon, the sky was a little gray, I and Zifan walked in the old playground of the school, I don't know why I thought of her again, I asked Zifan what you are detaining girls for, he said bluntly: "It's just for fun", I didn't believe it and asked again, he said: "Play, maybe you can still do that, hehe!" I didn't speak, just walked silently with my head down, Zifan looked at me, and asked with some confusion: "Aren't you here to play?" I looked up and told him, "I'm not here to play, I'm not that interested, I just want to be with her..." Zifan looked at me in surprise, patted me on the shoulder and said, "It seems that you are serious, don't think about it, go to dinner." I listened to Zifan's words, saw that the sky was already dark, and my stomach was protesting, so I didn't think about it anymore and followed him into the cafeteria.