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Chen Ruowen's temples jumped suddenly, and she couldn't hear what Bai Jinyan said next.

It's been less than a month.

It's only been 20 days!

Only 20 days have passed since the divorce, and Bai Jinyan has a new love, and the new love is still ...... Pregnant?

He couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, and felt that life was boring for 20 days, what was he doing??!!

Or is it ......

Chen Ruowen didn't dare to think of another possibility.

Or is it that they have been together for a long time and have been kept in the dark......

Chen Ruowen's brain was extremely sluggish and barely working, trying to find Bai Jinyan's flaws and prove that he was lying.

She was indeed found.

Chen Ruowen's eyes lit up, as if she had grasped a life-saving straw.

"The pregnancy is fake, you have had surgery, it is impossible to make Su Xue pregnant."

During the operation, Chen Ruowen was still very angry, and felt that Bai Jinyan was doing too much, and felt that he was using this method to dissociate himself from him. It took Bai Jinyan a lot of effort to coax her well.

Bai Jinyan smiled: "This operation is reversible, otherwise I wouldn't be able to do it." ”

"Impossible...... You, when are you ......"

"A few days before the Chinese New Year. I'm going to get married soon, I was going to ......" Bai Jinyan didn't continue, only shook his head. "The test sheet is in my hand, I don't have to lie to you."

There is really no need for this, Bai Jinyan didn't know that he would come today, how could he make a fake pregnancy list to deceive himself?

This list ...... It's true?

Chen Ruowen sat on the ground, and her world collapsed at this moment.

It was as if there was a fire that had burned down the house she had lived in for a long time, which she had carefully renovated and maintained, and she crouched in place and looked at the ashes and waste that filled the house.

She knew it was her home, but there was none, nothing.

Bai Jinyan followed and half-squatted in front of Chen Ruowen.

"Don't be like this, don't be sad for me, look forward and get on with your life, okay?"

Chen Ruowen stared blankly at the blank space in front of her, and muttered after a long time.

"You ...... Since when? ”

"Does it matter?"

"Important."

Bai Jinyan was silent for a while before he said softly: "Don't ask, I don't want to hurt you again." ”

Don't want to hurt her again?

Chen Ruowen sneered.

Is that so?

Isn't that clear enough in this answer? Didn't he hurt himself enough?

Chen Ruowen almost wanted to bite her teeth to pieces, no, it should be Su Xue.

"I'm not going to let you be together." Chen Ruowen said hatefully, "Even if we break up, I won't allow you to be with her!" ”

Bai Jinyan shook his head: "What I like is her, and ...... I'm responsible for her. ”

"What about me? Why aren't you responsible for me? Chen Ruowen was obviously with a pair of strong hatred, but she stared at Bai Jinyan with extraordinarily pitiful eyes, "After so many years together, don't you have to be responsible for me?!" ”

Bai Jinyan trembled again.

This is the person he should be most responsible for.

He can say that he is worthy of anyone, but to her, he owes it.

In the past few years of love and time, how can she be so irresponsible to put aside everything she has done for herself?

Bai Jinyan almost convinced himself, but in the end he shook his head.

"You...... If you are in good condition, there will be no shortage of people who love you in this world, and there is no difference if you are one less than me. ”

"No difference? The person I love is you, how can there be no difference? ”

"It's me who I'm sorry for you." Bai Jin said apologetically, "Minwen, accept the reality, okay?" You still have a long life to go, you will meet people who love you more than me, and there will be people who are more suitable for you. It's that I'm not worthy of you...... Leave me alone. ”

The words that hurt lovers the most are never "I don't love you anymore", nor "She's better than you", but "Let me go".

In just four words, all her love was denied, and all her feelings were turned into superfluous and bondage.

It doesn't get any harder to hurt than that.

Chen Ruowen sat on the ground for a long time, so long that she didn't know how long it had passed.

"So, whatever bad temper and stress are, it's all an excuse. The real reason is that you have changed your mind, you like her, that's why you want to leave me, right? ”

Bai Jinyan nodded ruthlessly.

"You want to postpone the wedding, saying that there are still things that haven't been thought through, and it's because of her?"

Bai Jinyan nodded again.

Chen Ruowen snatched the test sheet in Bai Jinyan's hand: "From the seventh to now, it's only been twenty days!" There was an incredible sadness and hoarseness in her voice, "Bai Jinyan, are you still human?" ”

"I'm sorry ......"

"Excuse me? Can you solve the harm you have done to me with a word of sorry? You run away from marriage, disappear from play, and want to elope with your lover to live in seclusion, right? Chen Ruowen threw the test sheet to the ground, "You are dreaming!" What I can't get, even if I destroy it, I won't let anyone else get it! ”

Bai Jinyan smiled silently and said softly, "So...... Now you know why I don't like you? ”

Chen Ruowen was stunned and slowly stood up from the ground. Bai Jinyan subconsciously reached out to help her, and was pushed away by her.

"Hello, you're good...... You changed your mind, you didn't speak, you ran away from marriage, you were bad and straightforward, and in the end you took my army. ”

Chen Ruowen didn't know whether to cry or laugh, stumbled against the door, and left in despair.

Bai Jinyan walked to the door, watched her go downstairs in embarrassment, looked at Pan Pan who pushed away and wanted to hold her, watched her disappear from his sight, and finally burst into tears silently.

So be it.

There is no room for turning back anymore.

She won't forgive those who betrayed her, and that's all there is to it.

Bai Jinyan stood at the door for a long time until someone came up from downstairs.

Gao Tang stood at the corner, looking at Bai Jinyan across a row of stairs, but between a few steps, it seemed to be separated by a Milky Way.

He took the initiative to step on the steps and crossed the galaxy to Bai Jinyan.

"If you're so reluctant, why break up?"

Bai Jinyan did not speak.

Gao Tang looked at him for a while: "Crying and leaving, I've never seen her so sad, this is what you want?" Won't it be distressing? ”

"I know what you're thinking, Bai Jinyan, it's just one step away, for the sake of your conscience and guilt, is it worth it?"

Bai Jinyan finally retracted his gaze: "I don't know what you're talking about. ”

"Don't know?" Gao Tang laughed, "Don't tell me that you empathize and don't fall in love, you ran away from marriage because you wanted to elope with Su Xue." Chen Ruowen was overly sad, and her brain was gone. I, a bystander, can see it very clearly, Su Xue doesn't live with you, there are two floors between you, and you almost don't even intersect, do you like her? Eloped with her? Or a dark knot? How can it be? ”

Bai Jinyan turned his head and pointed to the crumpled test sheet on the ground.

Gao Tang's face changed: "Pregnancy test report?!" How can it be?! ”