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"Pregnancy test report?! How can it be?! ”
Bai Jinyan made way and sat back on the sofa.
"Do you know what I'm thinking?"
Gao Tang bent down to pick up the test sheet, closed the door by the way, and then sat next to Bai Jinyan and looked at the test sheet again and again.
"You were climbed into bed by Su Xue?"
"Hmm."
"That's ......" Gao Tang wanted to say something, but suddenly his face changed again, and he slapped the test sheet in his hand on the table, "Damn, you lied to me with a fake?" ”
Bai Jinyan glanced at him in surprise: "You...... How can you see it? ”
Gao Tang raised his eyebrows: "Feel free to deceive you." ”
“……”
Bai Jin was speechless.
You acted so really, you looked like you were angry, and you rarely scolded a dirty word...... You just cheated on me?
Gao Tang patted Bai Jinyan's shoulder earnestly: "Honest man, how can you have more routines than me?" Let's be honest, otherwise you will break up with the front foot, and I will be able to dismantle your stage on the back foot, do you believe it or not? ”
Bai Jinyan saw the sofa and sighed heavily: "Is there any wine?" ”
"Right away." Gao Tang sent a message and went out, and looked around the room where Bai Jinyan lived. "Looks like you're really short of money."
Bai Jinyan didn't say anything.
After a few minutes, the wine that Gao Tang asked for was delivered, and there was no wine glass, so he directly pulled out the cork and put a bottle in front of himself and Bai Jinyan.
"There are people watching outside, don't worry about Su Xue getting in and climbing the bed."
Bai Jinjin didn't say a word, poured half a bottle in one go, and then drank a whole bottle of red wine in three sips.
"Is there a white one?"
It's easy to get drunk when you mix it, but Gao Tang didn't say anything, just asked people to buy some liquor again, and then watched him look thoughtful about filling bottles of wine.
"Obviously, both of them love each other, why do they have to break up in such a heartless way?"
Bai Jinyan seemed to cry and laugh: "Is love important? ”
"Of course."
Bai Jinyan took another big sip of wine: "I used to think so, but now I found out...... I think it's all fart! ”
Probably really drunk, Bai Jinyan began to pay attention to his speech.
"Is it because of what Su Xue said? Why did your dad and Lin Yuling join forces to do tricks for Chen Ruowen? What she says doesn't have to be true......"
Bai Jinyan's face changed: "How do you know?" I haven't mentioned it to anyone...... What did Su Xue tell you? ”
Gao Tang pointed to his lips, and said with a little pretended carelessness: "I just happen to be able to read lips, and I can hear it when I watch the monitoring." Little talent, don't care. ”
Although Bai Jinyan is not in the mood now, he still wants to beat him up......
"I know, what she said is three points true and seven points false, but what you do is what you do, is there a difference between doing one and doing two?"
"Even if that's it...... I'm guilty of what your dad did, so stay away from her......" Gao Tang shook his head, no longer laughing just now, "Is it worth it?" ”
"It's not just because of that." Bai Jinyan took another big sip of wine, "I'm for her good, continue to be with me...... Sooner or later, there will be no bones left to be gnawed. ”
Bai Jinyan smiled self-deprecatingly.
"From the beginning, my dad was the Chen family's idea. When I was a child, I was allowed to make friends with Chen Ruowen because the Chen family was powerful in Nancheng, and it was beneficial to the company to be good friends with the Chen family. Later, I was allowed to go to Chen Ruowen again and again, and even deliberately traveled to the same place at the same time as the Chen family, because Zhongyu was doing a business expansion and needed the Chen family to pave the way. Later, I acquiesced and even encouraged me to associate with Chen Ruowen because it takes money to recycle shares, and only the Chen family can afford it...... By the way, it's the same as the three questions you asked me in my freshman year. You can see it a long time ago, but I am kept in the dark, and even if you remind me, I still don't believe it. ”
Gao Tang did not speak.
He did say those things many years ago, but ...... If you look at it from the point of view of a business marriage, it's not a big deal.
Bai Jinyan laughed at himself again: "Actually, it's not that I don't believe it, but I don't want to believe it." I love her so much, I really want to be with her, I prefer to believe that my parents like her and support the two of us together. Even after entering Zhongyu, I slowly understood my father's thoughts and found that my mother actually didn't like her very much......"
"Even if they think of a business marriage, I admit it. They focus on profits, but I value feelings, and that's enough. But ......"
"Cooperation with Wanguo, 50 billion shares, as well as the Wei family and the Chen family...... It's all his calculations, and he's taking advantage of the people I love the most. ”
Gao Tang quietly listened to Bai Jinyan finish speaking.
"You can't stand your loved ones counting your lover."
Bai Jinyan shook his head: "What I can't bear the most is that she clearly knows that those are calculations and conspiracy. But for my sake, I can endure anything. ”
He leaned back on the couch and looked up at the ceiling.
"I still remember the first time I saw her, so vivid, so brilliant. Chen Ruowen is such a proud person, she never needs to compromise with anyone and bow her head to anyone. But after she was with me, everything changed. ”
"I can't hold back her pride and turn her into a different person."
"Maybe it will continue to change and continue to be with me. I continued to endure my parents' calculations, becoming tired and bored. ”
Bai Jinyan remembered the dinner he had with President Ma.
When he found out that Bai Yuqi was used to curry favor with President Ma in order to get a loan, Chen Ruowen felt very disgusted, right? Maybe it wasn't just Bai Yuqi who made her sick at that time, but also himself.
Otherwise, how could she not want to see him for three days in a row?
Will something like this happen again?
Before getting married, she only needed to see Bai Yuqi occasionally, and occasionally had the opportunity to be used by him. What about after you get married? After getting married, he will be under his calculations every day, constantly enduring and compromising every day.
Will she be happy?
Is this a life she wants to live?
Is it what I want her to do?
No.
Definitely not.
Bai Jinyan muttered in a low voice.
"I'd rather she hate me, and be a negative person in her eyes, than let her wither in my arms and become another person in her patience and compromise day after day."
Gao Tang didn't speak for a long time, he was thinking about what Bai Jinyan said, he was thinking about if he was in the same position as Bai Jinyan, would he make the same choice?
No, it won't.
As long as the person he loves also loves himself, then he will not let go of anything.
"These are just your wishful thinking, have you ever thought about it, maybe...... What would she do? ”
"But I don't want to." Bai Jinyan said in a low voice, "I know, she loves me." She's willing to give up everything for me, but I don't want her to give up......"