Chapter Thirty-Eight: Nearly Lost Voice

But when Yao Qiao faced Ni Yan, she really lowered her posture, she seemed to be more humble than any previous moment, and she was no longer so self-conscious. This is also a change that Yao Qiao herself can perceive, but she does not miss the past.

Yao Qiao thinks that the current situation is quite good, since they have already chosen to change for the sake of others, why not follow through to the end? This is the first time that Yao Qiao feels that she and Ni Yan are like some kind of unstable relationship, and she can't tell the unclear relationship.

It gradually turned into a stable connection, and it may not be called having each other, but Yao Qiao almost thinks so.

It seems that from now on, whether they are wandering the world together or scattered on the cape, whether they are still by each other's side or not.

Yao Qiao felt that his heart would be tightly connected with the man in front of him, and no one could question this.

is also unchangeable, Yao Qiao has never been like this, wanting to rely on the person in front of her, she even wants to hug him.

Yao Qiao began to feel that he had called Ni Yan his son before, was there something too foreign, as if he was regarded as an outsider.

Yao Qiao feels that calling Ni Yan as a son is a very hypocritical name, of course, Yao Qiao's idea is not to call Ni Yan's husband, husband, lover or anything else. These are even more extreme, he will definitely feel like crazy, how can he become like this.

Yao Qiao just felt that to some extent, he should call Ni Yan a different name, instead of just calling him son.

But after thinking about it, what kind of title does it have that makes Ni Yan sound like it won't feel very abrupt?

It should be the original name of Ni Yan directly, that is, Ni Yan is called Ni Yan, although it sounds very straightforward, it can show his attitude and no longer be humble. She can be upright and confident, and call Ni Yan's full name without scruples or worries.

It can be regarded as being in Yao Qiao's mouth, and there can be a more suitable and smooth title, Yao Qiao thinks that this is it.

Calling Ni Yan's full name will not seem too intimate, and it will not make Ni Yan, who has already understood his mind at this moment, feel that this is very sudden.

All this is developing in a good direction, and Yao Qiao is looking forward to what kind of sparks will be between the two of them in the next second.

Just as Yao Qiao's head was being raised, Ni Yan could even feel that the air around him had become much sweeter.

According to Yao Qiao's next moves, it should be time to look at himself after a while, and the two of them look at each other, this is the way Ni Yan likes to communicate. Being able to know what the other person is thinking is the most real and focused, and it is not easy to be distracted.

Only by looking at Yao Qiao's eyes can Ni Yan know if Yao Qiao really wants to be with him, and whether she is telling the truth.

Even if nothing can provide proof, Ni Yan just feels that with just his own eyes, he can see whether what Yao Qiao said is true or false. Whether or not you really want to leave here with you, whether you want to return here in the future or not, is not a matter of now.

Although Ni Yan was urgent, he was not panicked, he was just waiting, waiting for Yao Qiao to give him an answer that she said herself.

This is what Ni Yan really wants to hear and get, this is the most real, if you can't see the eyes, you can't see the truth and the false.

The two people who were standing facing each other, one looked up at the sky, the other looked down at the ground, and neither of them looked at each other.

This is the first time in Ni Yan's life, so eager to know the other party's thoughts by looking at each other, to get emotional resonance.

Ni Yan wanted to see a smiling Qiao Qiao, and he could see in her eyes that it was all his appearance.

It's not just that Ni Yan's eyes are already full of Yao Qiao's appearance, you must know that her appearance is only in his eyes, but has already been engraved into his mind a long time ago. Even if the trip is never seen again, this impression will last for many years.

In this way, neither of them spoke, it was obviously just a simple matter of raising their heads in a few seconds, and neither of them took the initiative.

It was as if they had spent a long time, and it was the first time that Yao Qiao and Ni Yan had experienced this kind of psychological feeling.

This should also be the first time, and there is a feeling in the hearts of the two of them, and they are looking forward to each other being able to take the initiative.

When Yao Qiao's gaze fell on Ni Yan's collar, she realized that she was really going to see Ni Yan in the next second. The mouth that had been slightly open before made a short and soft voice again, she was calling Ni Yan's name, trying to make him feel herself.

"Ni."

Yao Qiao seemed to deliberately elongate this name, and couldn't wait to tear Ni Yan's name, which was obviously only two short words, to forcibly tear it into hundreds of words for him. It seems to be slowly reading Ni Yan's name, from surname to name, even if it is a short feeling of happiness.

It seems that even now he is just simply calling Ni Yan's name, and Yao Qiao feels that it is a thing that can make him very satisfied. It's just that if you can look at his face and then tell your heart, that's the best ending.

Yao Qiao even felt that this should be the happiest thing for her in recent days, or something unforgettable.

But even so, Yao Qiao still forcibly suppressed his excitement, and he still had to be reserved and not too reckless.

Yao Qiao didn't want to look up when she looked up, what appeared in front of Ni Yan was a face, she was not that kind of girl.

But even so, Yao Qiao still feels that she should be able to, or it is not difficult to control this emotional fluctuation.

But when the word Ni was finished, Yao Qiao raised her head, and what appeared in front of her was not Ni Yan's face.

It was a face that looked very familiar, but it was a little unfamiliar, and Yao Qiao almost widened her eyes.

This is not Ni Yan's face, Yao Qiao can be sure. Even if she hadn't seen her for a few years, she didn't believe that Ni Yan had grown like this.

Not to mention the eighteen changes in male college, there is a possibility that his facial features will be opened when he grows up, but Ni Yan doesn't seem to be open at all.

It's more like a disguise, to put it a little more exaggeratedly, Ni Yan is like changing his head, which is unrecognizable.

The only thing Yao Qiao can be sure of at the moment is that the person in front of him is a man, and the common denominator with Ni Yan should be gender.

No matter how long it is, it is impossible for the former Ni Yan to look like this, and Yao Qiao even felt cold in his heart for a moment.

At this moment, it seems that all hope has been dashed, and even when this Ni word is finished, there is no follow-up.

Even though Yao Qiao's mouth was open, she couldn't make any sound, and her throat was empty, almost silent.