Chapter Thirty-Nine: Where the Obsession Goes

The word behind this is the word that Yao Qiao can't say at this moment, no matter what, but it is so hot that his throat hurts.

It seems that if this word is spoken, it will be to put the faces of Yao Qiao and the people in front of him on the ground and trample on them wantonly.

Yao Qiao couldn't believe that all this was going to come to a 360-degree turn, which was completely different from what he had thought before. She thought that the person she was facing was Ni Yan, she was willing, he agreed, and then happily went out of the mountain together.

How could it suddenly become like this, Yao Qiao couldn't figure it out at all, it was like directly changing the person in front of him.

Could it be that the person who has been standing in front of him so much is not Ni Yan? When Yao Qiao thought of this, she suddenly felt a little afraid.

Could it be that I have been just daydreaming for so long? This is just a dream that Yao Qiao borrowed from someone else's body.

This is not the result that Yao Qiao wants, at least she doesn't think so now, what she wants to see is Ni Yan, not someone else.

As for the one in front of her, Yao Qiao didn't even want to take the time to see who he was, and her eyes were confused.

What can be expressed and shown by the eyes is just Yao Qiao's facial expression, which is not eye-catching.

But how can this gap in my heart, those bitter tastes, be understood by others? They won't understand.

I had waited for four years before, but now it's okay, and the person who came to me was not that person at all, but another person. Yao Qiao felt that at this moment, her heart felt as if it had been torn apart alive, and this pain was really unbearable.

But it's not fatal, Yao Qiao still has to live, she has to live, so the heart is forcibly gathered together.

This kind of torn condensation is completely an indescribable sadness, it turns out that all those who were with self-imagination before were some broken times, all of which did not exist. Yao Qiao felt that it was not only her heart that was broken, but also her own dreams.

It turned out that the scenes that she thought of when she lowered her head just now were all illusory, all caused by her obsession.

It doesn't exist in real life at all, and this truth, Yao Qiao suddenly became sober until he understood.

Yao Qiao could even feel the light that came from behind him, the light caused by joy.

It was much darker than before, and the entire mountain pass darkened from the inside out after Yao Qiao's cross-century glance.

All this is changing invisibly, even if Yao Qiao didn't say a word at this time, this mountain pass seems to be able to hear her inner voice, and can feel her deep disappointment and sadness from the depths of her heart, only the old time is left.

Originally, Yao Qiao thought that it was not like this, but now, it has become like this, and it has become someone else's appearance.

Yao Qiao couldn't control her emotions, why was she the one who was hurt in the end, this is too unfair.

Don't long-term lovers deserve what they want? Could it be that this is the last arrangement that God has arranged for itself?

Obviously, it was all in front of his eyes before, but now it's better, there is nothing, everything is gone, nothing exists anymore. Even in Yao Qiao's trance, she was about to lose sight of the face of the person in front of her, why wasn't he Ni Yan?

Anyway, for a while, there were mixed tastes, so that Yao Qiao didn't have any idle thoughts at all, to notice who the person in front of him was.

What happened, what was going on, Yao Qiao forcibly controlled his emotions that were about to fall to the bottom and couldn't get up again.

wants to keep all his grief in his heart, Yao Qiao doesn't want to release it, there is no need for this now.

No matter who the person in front of him was at the moment, Yao Qiao didn't want to shed tears, if he looked like that, he would definitely scare the other party.

Yao Qiao can feel everything that has happened, the subtle changes in her life, precisely because the person who appears is not Ni Yan.

Yao Qiao can even perceive the trajectory of her life, and she has unconsciously undergone irreversible changes.

Even those life trajectories that I once thought would only exist with Ni Yan's company, all of them are gone at this time.

But at least that's the process that Yao Qiao hopes she can have in the future, unlike now, where her eyes are blank and there is no light.

Even the person in front of him couldn't recall clearly, and he couldn't recall it, Yao Qiao couldn't help but start thinking, who this person was.

Why did he appear in front of him, why did he have Ni Yan's voice, why even if he wasn't Ni Yan himself, he could still talk to himself about anything like that, or something similar? Yao Qiao was puzzled and couldn't figure it out.

Yao Qiao couldn't see what kind of difference there was in this, and the difference was not just in appearance.

However, the only thing Yao Qiao can be sure of is her self today, and these sudden abnormal actions make her afraid when she thinks about it.

and a person who I don't know very well, I said almost half of my heart, and it was clear that the two of them didn't know each other very well.

Now it has become Yao Qiao who posted it directly, as if he was asking for comfort, as if he was humble, facing a person who was not Ni Yan.

Yao Qiao noticed that she seemed to have lost her memory a moment ago, as if she had lost her memory in an instant, and forgot what year and month it was at this time.

Although the place she was in had not changed, the time had suddenly turned to the scene she thought would happen many years ago.

I can't remember what else happened in the process, Yao Qiao is just single-minded, or she likes Ni Yan in her heart, she didn't think too much, let alone have any other intentions, she didn't covet him anything.

These are all unwarranted things, Yao Qiao just wants to see Ni Yan again, it's just that simple, she doesn't even look forward to it anymore.

But the things in front of him seemed to be reversed too quickly, so that Yao Qiao didn't realize what to do at all, and she was confused for a while.

Basically, everything is displayed in front of the eyes of the person in front of you, not only the words, but also the expressions, eyes, and body movements.

Even if Yao Qiao only left a Ni word in her mouth in the end, maybe the people in front of her may not be able to hear what she said.

But the person in front of him can still clearly feel the gap in Yao Qiao's heart, just as he thought, a person's eyes can't deceive people. Even if Yao Qiao doesn't say a word, her eyes can't hide things, she is still so young, there is no city.

The disappointment in Yao Qiao's eyes was all in front of him, and he didn't know what to say to save some of the situation in front of him. This is a big change that neither of them expected to have, it is too unexpected to accept for a while.