CHAPTER XX

I don't hate them elders taking turns sighing at us, I did feel a little annoying at first, but now I still feel more nostalgic and moved.

If they hadn't treated us like their children, they probably wouldn't have been so worried, would they?

However, the master can see it, probably because of the premise that Senior Brother Xu and Senior Brother left the sect before, even if I really want to leave, he won't feel very strange. After all, I have two brothers who have set an example......

It's just that Yan'er decided to accompany me, don't say elders, even I didn't expect it. Yan'er has been in the sect since she was very young, everyone thinks that anyone can leave the sect, but Yan'er must not, I never thought that Yan'er would be ready to leave the sect with me because she was not worried about me alone.

Everyone was reluctant to give her up.

I am indeed looking forward to leaving the sect to find my senior brother, in the beginning, in fact, I have been looking forward to finding my senior brother, I haven't seen him for many years, and the words of the letter are all fake in my eyes, and I always think that I will have a sense of reality in my heart when I see people.

But when it really came time to leave the sect, I looked at the master and smiled and said, "Are you leaving?" He was sad again, and replied sullenly, "Yes." ”

I really wanted to see my senior brother, and I didn't think that I would be so reluctant to the sect when I was leaving.

Master laughed and took another sip of wine, "Yan'er, you are a good boy, you are different from Hanfeng and Tianyou, you are too bad." "Master didn't open his eyes, but I could feel that Master was sad. Master said, "They are too persistent. ”

Although I couldn't understand it before, I can now understand what Master said. Senior Brother is also Senior Brother Xu, they are too persistent. It's not that it's bad, it's just that people who have obsessions will actually live very tired, just like Senior Brother has always been too tired of his life, and he rarely lives for himself.

It's just that in this life, if you can't live for yourself, then what's the point?

But what Master didn't expect was that in fact, I was still the same as Senior Brother and them. They all have their own obsessions, and so do I. Maybe it's fate? That's why we're brothers and sisters.

I asked him, "But Master, my brother and I are not the same person, isn't it normal to be different?" ”

"Yes, it's normal to be different, so what am I sorry for?"

Master sighed and touched my head with his hand. I know that Master is expecting. I hope that Senior Brother Xu and Senior Brother can watch it like me. There is not only revenge in a person's life, but also many things.

But how can different people think the same in their hearts? I understand, and Master does.

The Master said, "It's just this revenge, how can there be an end to it." ”

Ying'er was embarrassed to intervene in the affairs of our brothers and sisters by my side, but the master seemed to sense that Ying'er wanted to speak and stopped. Master smiled and said, "Ying'er, that kid has a very active personality. Although he is two years older than you, he is more playful than you. You two go down the mountain together, and I think you should take care of her more. ”

"Elder Xue! I'm still here, what's behind my back and I'm okay? I'm going to be angry when I say that to my face. Ying'er rolled her eyes and stuck her waist in her waist, "Isn't it just Kaifeng!" Of course I can arrive safely with Yan'er, you are doubting me! ”

"yes." Master replied bluntly, "Isn't that obvious? ”

I couldn't help but laugh, Ying'er glared at me, and whispered that I didn't really like her, but she was worried that I would accompany me to leave the sect. Reaching out to hammer the master again, the master pulled the wine gourd and laughed for a long time, not worrying that Ying'er would hurt him, grinning and rubbing his stomach.

Let's go, really. If you don't leave, you will really be reluctant to go.

I can see that Master and Ying'er are deliberately trying to liven up the atmosphere, originally they wanted to be more active, at least to say goodbye, and it won't become so upset. But the more they talked, the more reluctant I became.

I miss my brother, I miss him so much. I haven't seen him for a few years, and I don't know if he's okay, and the appearance of my senior brother has been blurred in my mind, I'm afraid I won't recognize him when I see him, right?

I really want to see him, I really want to see him, and I've been trying to stand by his side. But I am also reluctant Master, elders, they are really good to me, I came to the sect at a very young age, it can be said that they brought me up, and I am also very reluctant to let me leave them.

"Let's go, let's go down the mountain."

I said this on my lips, but in my heart I was saying goodbye to Master countless times. Walking side by side with Ying'er on the way down the mountain, I didn't have time to pay attention to the sound of stepping on the steps and making a small sound.

It's early spring and it's still a little cold, I want to ask Ying'er if it's cold, I turned my head and saw Ying'er's eyes were red, I don't know how long I've been crying.

I panicked and hurriedly grabbed her hand, "What's wrong?" Are you reluctant to give up Master? When I said this, Ying'er cried even more.

I almost want to slap myself: You know that she must be reluctant to master them, can't you wait for her to adjust herself? You still have to talk more, and now it's better to cry even more.

Ying'er is the same as me, we have hardly left the sect, the sect is not a second home for us, the sect is our home. And the elders of the sect who raised us, the senior sisters and brothers, are our brothers.

I just went to see my brother, and Ying'er said goodbye to her brother.

"I can't bear Master, I can't bear to be in charge, and I'm reluctant to Elder Ling." Ying'er wiped her tears, and her voice was a little nasal, "I didn't want to cry when I was in the sect, if I cried, Elder Xue would definitely laugh at me, 'What a person, and crying nose.'" ’”

Ying'er had tears in her eyes, and she thought, "I don't want them to worry either", "But I don't worry about you going so far alone", "But they are already worried about you, I don't want them to worry about me so much...... I didn't cry...... But I'm so sad, I can't bear to ...... them."

I didn't know how to comfort her, and I felt sad. But at this time, if two people cry together, it seems that the situation can get very bad...... I could only guard her, and when she finished crying, I saw her laughing with tears in her eyes, "Am I embarrassed, Yan'er, how old is she still crying, crying is so ugly." ”

I laughed at her, "Even if you cry, you are also a great beauty in my heart." ”

She left the sect to accompany me, how could I dislike her for trouble.