CHAPTER XIX
Every few months, a letter from my brother would come in, telling about the mundane things he had done since he came down the mountain. He mentioned the girl named Miao Keke many times, saying that she was simple. The first time they met was when Miao Keke gave the little beggar some money, and the money bag was taken away by the little beggar. said that she should also be a girl who came out of the sect, and she didn't understand anything, and her eyes were shining.
Of course I'm not too happy. At the beginning, I didn't know what to be unhappy about, just playing petty, as soon as he mentioned what he experienced with that girl, I was angry, although the content of the superficial reply was "The rivers and lakes are very big, there are many very good people!" In fact, the content of the reply has become much shorter.
I can't help but complain to Ying'er, "Do you think my senior brother has a bad brain?" What is the seedling cocoa in the reply letter to me! The more he said that girl was simple and her eyes were shining, the more I didn't like it! He still wants to say, and he wants to say that the girl is like me! I didn't want to think like that, so I almost told him, 'Oh, that's amazing.'" ”
Ying'er sneered, "You just tell him no, I just want to listen to you, keep telling me what other girls do?" ’”
I'm full of sadness," and it feels strange to say that. ”
Ying'er rolled her eyes: "Then it's not strange that you replied directly to the letter perfunctory?" ”
It seems to be the same reason. I'm not glad you mentioned other girls. Why don't you ask me about my current situation, what do you keep talking about other girls? Every time I play tricks like this, I will secretly regret it alone.
It is not easy for my brother to write a letter. When the moonlight comes back here, he will stay where he is and wait until the moonlight comes back, and wait for me to write a letter in a few months.
Just a brief moment of guilt, of course. I still secretly swear in my heart: If he dares to write other girls in the letter next time, other girls are simple, I won't give him a good reply.
After going back and forth like this many times, the senior brother seemed to finally realize that something was wrong, and asked in reply, "Don't you like Miao Keke very much?" "I almost burst into tears: it's been almost a year, and you finally realize that I don't like her? But the next sentence is "I asked myself if I didn't write her very nastyly, or even well, why don't you like her?" ”
It seems that this is the truth. That girl named Miao Keke sounded really cute. The martial arts are good, the temperament is simple, and the temper seems to be very good, I really have no reason not to like her. So why don't I like her?
I raised my eyebrows when I saw this sentence, and it was this sentence that really calmed me down in the first place. I've been attached to him and loved him for a long, long time. So he kept telling me about other girls, how could I not be angry at all.
It's not so much anger as jealousy.
What to be jealous of? In fact, I know very well in my heart, because I am not by my brother's side now, I am just jealous that she is now by my brother's side, and the senior brother is by his side as a companion. I've been occupying my brother's position for too long, and I don't want to give it to others.
I'm jealous that she can walk that my brother and I haven't walked, and that I can experience things that my brother and I haven't experienced.
But of course, this kind of thing won't be said to my senior brother, and even if I figure out my mind, I don't want to say it simply. After all, there is a limit to what a letter can convey, and what I want to say must be said to him in person.
My reply was also very simple, with the words "I'm not going to tell you for the time being, it's my secret." After a while, when I grow up, I will come back to you and talk to you in person. ”
The senior brother wrote back and said, "Okay." "I'm in a much better mood. In order not to drag the senior brother back, he really studied swordsmanship seriously. Although I don't have the amazing talent of my senior brother, after a long time, I can finally see the swordsmanship, which is more than enough than the top.
I have to grow up quickly, if I don't grow up quickly, I can only look at my brother's back for the rest of my life, how can I go to him?
In the blink of an eye, it is the year of my life. Master made me a small banquet and secretly told me, "Yan'er, you have to remember to ask those old men for gifts, otherwise those old men will pretend to be stupid and not give gifts." "Laughing, he took me everywhere to find the elders.
Obviously, the elders have already thought of a way to deal with it, and they just can't come out if they hide in various places, so that our group can find it. In the end, I received a lot of gifts.
Even the grandmother under the mountain gave me a gift when I went down the mountain to find her, which was a very beautiful hairpin.
There are so many gifts, but only the senior brother is missing.
It's been two years since the senior brother set off, but he hasn't arrived at Tianbo Mansion yet. When he left the sect, the money became important, and he would always stop and find a place to work when there was no money, and then write to me. After the moonlight came back and got the money, he continued his journey.
The trial in Tianbo Mansion is once every four years, and I remember that there are civil and military exams, and if you can pass it, you will be called a petty official in Tianbo Mansion. But trials are usually not simple, and he is always in a hurry, and it is hard to think about it.
Although I didn't expect him to give me a gift, there was still hope in my heart.
It was as if the heavens had understood my wishes, and the letter sent by the moonlight included this sentence: "I remember that you are an adult this year, and I have prepared a gift for you a long time ago, but I can't give it to you." I'm almost in Kaifeng, and it is estimated that it will be in Kaifeng in two or three weeks, and I will definitely hand it to you when you come. ”
When I saw this, I wanted to laugh a little. I guessed that the next time he sent a letter, he would tell me where his address was. Then I would tell him semi-forcefully that I was going to go out and go to him. Then the senior brother will say, "You girl, don't mess around." "I'm going to find you!" "Just go out and have fun.
After receiving this powerful letter of hint from my brother, I began to work on my departure. The master waved his hand, "If you want to go, you can go." "Ying'er and Senior Sister Hua don't worry about me, they always feel that I am still young.
I've been talking to the elders for a long time, and they don't want me to run around as a girl, after all, I'm really not old. Bashu is far, far away from Kaifeng, and it is not at ease after all.
Ying'er finally made up her mind to go with me. She was always worried about me, and she felt that it was not good for me to go out alone without a care, so she simply went out with me.
Now it's okay, the two of us were taught by these elders in turn, "I'm waiting for two years", "two girls", "both are still young", and we were told for a long time.
Hmph, if it weren't for the sake of looking for my senior brother, I would be reluctant to leave the sect. The next time we meet, I must ask him to treat me to a good meal.