At the same time, these warm hands also touched the boy's heartstrings invisibly, through the chest to the atrium.

It's just that between the intersection of feelings, it seems that there are other stories hidden in it, which others don't know, and that belongs to him.

The story from the beginning, during the process, and even at the end to the end, all converged in the boy's mind.

The rest, most of what was left for the boy, was sad and sad, and as for what his hands could bring him, it was warmth.

It is an important reason that has supported him for so many years, but what the boy cares about, all the accumulated over time has turned into nothingness.

The boy's fantasy world is actually a little simpler than others expected. It seems that in the future he envisions, he only needs to have himself and his brother exist, and that is enough. It may sound too simple, but there are many more associations.

Maybe this was just a tiny piece of it for the boy in the past, and he sometimes felt that time was too slow.

But for today's boys, it is more about keeping the past and the little beauty that happened to them.

The time spent with relatives is what makes the boy survive the cold winter night, and it is not just a pair of hands.

But you must know that the time that has passed will never come back, and what he hopes for is also gone, and there will be no turning back when time is gone.

It's not at all true that things that were once not cherished will change in unimaginable ways later.

The boy's gaze stayed on Ivan's face for a short time, and his mouth opened slightly, all of which were subconscious movements.

The boy spat out softly, a word that Ivan had said not long ago, a word that seemed to Ivan to be a joke, deliberately made to bring him closer. For the boy, it is impossible to ignore the person, and there is no one in his heart who can replace him.

"Brother."

When the words came out, Ivan didn't even hear what the boy was saying, as if he were shutting down.

Seeing that the boy's mouth opened slowly and quickly closed, Ivan didn't know if he had missed something.

The words that the boy felt were important at this time, and they were also important to Ivan, and he was full of curiosity about what he had not heard.

"Huh? What did you just say? I didn't hear too clearly. ”

Ivan's inquiry can be said to have pulled the boy directly back into the real world, and the sound was not loud enough to wake him up.

The boy quickly pulled out of his illusions, and there could be no other extravagant expectations in front of Ivan, they were just strangers.

For the boy, Ivan was able to hold his hand without disgusting himself with the coldness of his hands, and he was satisfied from the bottom of his heart.

But the beautiful illusion could not last forever, and the boy lowered his head again and looked at his cold hands.

"Childe, I can't take this money. You've already given me some money before, and it's enough, and I can't take it. ”

"What are you talking about, silly boy? But don't think so. ”

With absolute strength, Ivan held the boy's hand tightly, not letting him break free at all, and maintained his position.

"Actually, I may not be much older than you, but I still want to tell you some simple truths. It's not to rely on the old and sell the old to fill the elders, as if I am very stable and mature. I just want you to listen to me first, and I give you this money, which is not a charity to you at all. You are so young, the future must be bright, the future must be bright, how can you always need others to give you alms. ”

"You can understand this money I have given you as my support for you, for all your great achievements in the future. It's just that it may be a long way off, but you must persevere. At the same time, I also hope that you can add a piece of clothing on your body, look at you, both hands are cold. If you don't have enough food and clothing for a long time, you can easily catch a cold, and then you will be very uncomfortable. ”

As Ivan said this, the expression on his face gradually changed from his previous indifference to worry, worry about the boy's current situation.

It's not that I'm afraid that the boy will encounter some accidents, Ivan just thinks that there will definitely be no benefit after such a long time.

After saying this short paragraph, Ivan stopped, and the emotional thoughts suddenly came to his heart, and he still had a lot to say to the boy.

"You must know that in this world, even if you are alone at the moment, there will be people who love you silently. She may just be hidden somewhere in the world, she may just not be with you for a while, she may just not want you to find out where she is at this time. But she still loves you all the time, maybe the stars in the sky, watching you. ”

"So you, even if you are young, you must know that life is in the world, and you live in the present. Be sure to take care of yourself, be sure to eat as much as possible, sleep well, get dressed, and never catch a cold. It is impossible to be happy every day, but if you can relax and be happy every day, it is also excellent. Don't suppress yourself for a long time, that's not good. ”

When Ivan said this, these words were not all emotional, and some of them were written to Ivan by the queen mother.

At that time, seeing that Ivan was about to leave the imperial city, the queen mother had mixed feelings in her heart, but there was no way, she hoped that he could leave.

Before Ivan left the city, the queen mother specially told him many times, including in the letter, and from time to time she also spoke of similar truths.

The queen mother rarely wrote directly in the letter that she missed Ivan very much, and her love was sometimes blooming and sometimes subtle, as long as Ivan understood.

"The money I gave you doesn't mean anything else, and you don't have to worry about my intentions, let alone need you to die for me. I was just looking at you when I suddenly remembered that little brother I had at home. Speaking of which, he and I haven't seen each other in a while. He should be about the same age as you, and he is about the same height as you, anyway, he is living a pretty good life at home. ”

"When I look at you, it's easy for me to think of him, just like I look at my own brother. So I hope you can live a little better, and you can improve your life a little bit. At least don't freeze yourself, this hand is frozen like this, I will feel distressed when I look at it. ”

When Ivan said this, he still didn't seem to give up, more of it was actually just a subconscious action, and his emotions drove his limbs.

Ivan put his hand on the boy's shoulder again, and this time the boy did not dodge or resist.

Instead, he very obediently asked Ivan to put his hand on his shoulder, and the boy already understood that Ivan was different from those people.

Ivan wouldn't hurt himself, he was just kind, and the boy looked up into Ivan's eyes.