Chapter Thirty-Four: Almost

He just wished he could be nicer to himself and love himself more, and the boy understood what Ivan was trying to say.

With a small amount of force, Ivan's right hand squeezed the boy's shoulder, trying to be closer to him than before.

Of course, it's not just for the sake of performance or flattery, but more Ivan wants to encourage him and make him feel it.

This action is very intimate, and the meaning I want to express is very simple, Ivan is actually a panic to the boy, a white lie.

In the entire palace, Ivan simply did not have a brother of this age, let alone have similar emotions to this.

The feelings in terms of brothers are almost blank for Ivan, and it is not easy to live to this age.

Probably the only thing that can be said is the Ten Princes, and at this moment, Ivan suddenly thought of the Ten Princes.

It's just a fleeting thought, which doesn't stay for long, or lingers in Ivan's mind all the time.

No one could have imagined what the Ten Princes meant to Ivan when he was young, it was indescribable.

But those things were in the past, and when Ivan thought of the Ten Princes, he suddenly couldn't even remember what he looked like.

The reason why Ivan said such things was nothing more than to comfort the boy and find an excuse to relax him.

This kind of verbal, virtual relationship is not real, but now that it has an effect, it means that it has an effect.

His feelings were not in vain, and Ivan saw that the boy's mood was finally calmed and calm, which was also expected by himself.

After all, this is a normal situation, you must know that after running around for a long time, what child does not want, or does not expect to get the care and help of others. He is not yet an adult, even the people around him have their own lives, and it has nothing to do with him.

Ivan looked at the boy's immature face and wondered, what was he doing at this age?

Ivan, who was about twenty years old, was suddenly stuck, and he couldn't remember what he was doing when he was thirteen or fourteen years old.

It seems that at that time, he was just a carefree little prince, there was nothing extraordinary, and he had to get by.

But every day is still busy, just what exactly is being done, and Ivan can hardly remember what it is all for.

Looking at the boy in front of him, Ivan actually saw his former self, even though the two of them were completely different in appearance.

But this does not prevent Ivan from looking at this child, he still feels very kind, he really wants to hug the former young man.

The boy didn't expect Ivan to make such a series of long remarks about himself, but all of them were for his own good, and he didn't mean to blame him or abuse him at all. This further established Ivan's position in the boy's mind, he was not an ordinary person.

After listening to Ivan's words, the temperature from Ivan's palm made his heart warm even though his body was shivering.

In fact, the boy's own hands are already clenched very tightly, and there are some things that should really be grasped in his hands and cannot be let go.

You can't take face too seriously, you've already come out to beg, and there are many big and small problems in terms of feelings and self-esteem.

You can't always take care of too much, otherwise if you take care of this and that, it is very likely that nothing will end up in the end.

"What Childe said is true, thank you Childe for teaching me today, I will keep all these words in mind and will not forget."

The boy seemed to be struck by feelings, and there was a little superficial politeness, all in a moment or two that Ivan was not aware of.

The boy's eyes are actually a little red, and many times the disguised strength can't bear the comfort at all.

Words of comfort can always quickly break through the defenses in the hearts of some people, if it weren't for the boy's distraction, I'm afraid he would have shed tears a long time ago.

Ivan's whole paragraph was moved, and even when the boy selectively refused to listen, he still listened to most of it.

Boys rarely have the opportunity to hear from the heartfelt words of others, after all, no one would show their sincerity to a beggar.

More often than not, you can only digest your life by yourself, and even if there is no one to comfort you, you must learn to heal your wounds by yourself.

But no matter which one of them was, Ivan felt very relieved when he heard what the boy said. It seemed that when the boy said such words, Ivan could feel his emotions gradually calming down from his words, and Ivan only hoped to resonate.

But after saying everything in his heart, Ivan didn't want to drag this child here, let alone drag himself here.

Ivan nodded, his face full of affirmation of the boy, and this time Ivan was no longer as eager to tell as before.

Ivan's sanity told him that it was time to lie down in bed and go to sleep for a while, he hadn't slept long before, and he was sluggish.

Coupled with the affectionate words, which consumed his energy even more, Ivan sorted out his emotions, and there was always silence between the conversations between the two.

Ivan thought about what kind of dialogue should end with would seem more normal, and at the same time, it would be relatively quick to achieve the effect.

"Well, what I said earlier may have a lot of content. But if you can listen to it and understand it, it means that you have lived up to my sincerity. Just listen to it, I don't have anything else to do, you have to be good, do you hear? ”

Ivan didn't particularly want to continue the conversation, mainly because he felt that what should be said and what should not be said had already been said.

There is no need to stumble here, and it is impossible to ask the boy to understand it all in such a short time.

Ivan himself couldn't remember how long it had taken to understand these truths, let alone how much more he hadn't figured out.

The boy listened to Ivan's question, and naturally nodded at him, looking as if he understood or not, Ivan was not worried.

The boy was so young that he had a lot of time to squander, and Ivan himself was only twenty years old, so there was no need to rush many things.

"Then I'll wait for you to buy two fresh meat buns or steamed buns for me tomorrow, and you can forget the rest, don't forget this."

Ivan said this very seriously, eating meat buns is not the purpose, the main thing is to see if the boy has changed.

Whether he had eaten well today, whether he had added a dress or two to himself, and the rest were trivial, Ivan wondered.

"I've written it down, Childe, I'll send it to you at noon tomorrow, you don't have to worry about this."

Seeing that Ivan's attitude was more serious, the boy naturally accentuated the tone of his speech, in order to show that he had listened.

Seeing the boy's affirmation of himself, Ivan naturally felt that it was almost there, and what he explained and what he needed to understand was almost the same.