"Fu Yao, next week Su Zheyuan has a concert in G City, the organizer wants to invite you over as a guest, I have agreed, tomorrow the two of you will meet and see what song the two of them sing together."

When Xue Jiaying said this, I was applying a mask, and when I heard the words "Su Zheyuan", I was stunned, reached out and tore off the mask, got up and sat up and looked at her: "Su Zheyuan's concert?"

I haven't heard about Su Zheyuan and Jiang Lili for more than four years, but I didn't expect that it would be like this to reunite with my old friend.

To be honest, there is no specific love and hatred between me and Su Zheyuan, and the same is true between me and Jiang Lili. The mouths that have been young and frivolous and have fought with things or hurt each other can slowly fade away with time.

But between them, I always hope that if you can, everyone will be a person who only lives in everyone's memory, even if the intersection cannot be avoided in reality, it is just a passing fate.

It's easy to recall the past when you get older, I'm not old, but I can't help but think about the things of the past.

Jiang Lili got what I couldn't get back then, and the boy I liked at the beginning will always become the cinnabar mole in my heart.

When you don't touch it, there's nothing, but when you touch it, you feel that the feel is so obvious that you can't ignore it.

I'm not a tolerant person, and I'm always very fond of dwelling on the things of the past, both for myself and for others.

So even if I am in the same circle as Su Zheyuan and Jiang Lili, I have tried my best to avoid contact with them for so many years.

It's just that I was still a little transparent back then, and I didn't have much ability to relate to Su Zheyuan today.

But now, although I haven't become popular, there are so many opportunities to show up like this, and I rely on Xue Jiaying so much that I forgot that she didn't know what happened to me in the past.

Hearing my question, she looked at me and frowned visibly: "Is there any problem?" Su Zheyuan's popularity is now popular, so it's better for you to show your face and rub your face familiarly. ”

I wanted to say something, but in the end I nodded and didn't refute it.

"What is the holiday between you and Su Zheyuan?"

She looked at me with a puzzled expression.

I knew that Xue Jiaying saw that something was wrong with me, but there are some things that don't have to be said by everyone, and it's useless to say it.

I shook my head, "It's not a holiday."

When she saw that I didn't want to speak, she didn't ask.

I got up and threw the mask away, picked up my guitar and got ready to think of a new song.

Anyway, I'm the only one who is haunted.

Therefore, when I saw Su Zheyuan the next day, he raised his hand to hold my palm without the slightest hesitation, and I couldn't see his emotions with sunglasses.

But four years have passed, and he seems to have changed a lot compared to Su Zhe back then.

I know that he is no longer the Su Zheyuan who has never been able to let go of the matter between me and Han Mo.

I thought I would be embarrassed or distracted, but when I really saw Su Zheyuan, I found that I was just relieved.

Over the years, we've all changed.

"Long time no see, Fu Yao."

He took off his sunglasses, his eyes were very good-looking, and his eyes fell on me, with a little smile.

"Long time no see, Su Zheyuan."

I nodded, reaching out and taking his slender fingers.

In just a few seconds, we have been greeting us for several years.

The song he chose was the song of his first album in his early debut, and I heard that this was a song he personally composed and lyrics - "Dawn".

I've listened to it a few times, and I always feel that the song was written about us, and the lyrics are so sharp that I don't dare to listen to it again after listening to it a few times.

Hearing him mention this song now, I can't help but be a little silent.

He looked at me and smiled, "This song was written for you back then, and now it's a wish to sing it with you." ”

I pursed my lips and smiled.

The agents of the two parties had a good conversation, I glanced at Xue Jiaying, she nodded at me, and motioned for me to listen to Su Zheyuan.

I didn't really have room to say no, "I love this song." ”

But it's a song I don't even dare to listen to.

I really wanted to ask him what happened to Jiang Lili, but in the end, I didn't have the courage to say it.

"It's dark/The cigarette in your hand is still burning/The fragrance wafts in your hair/I stretch out my hand but can't catch your beauty/Your smile/Only give it to me in a dream/There is only loneliness between the pillows at dawn......"

"I'm sorry, I want to drink saliva."

It's the third time I've forgotten the lyrics, and I finally can't help but speak.

Su Zheyuan looked at me and nodded, but didn't say anything: "Are you nervous?"

I touched the sweat on my palms and shook my head, "No."

I'm not nervous, I just think about the past, and you weren't a good year.

Zhao Miao said that I was ruthless, but in fact, where would I be ruthless, I just kept the most ruthless side to myself. In the dead of night, I always wonder if I did something wrong, and I always think about whether I really hurt those I rejected back then.

Just like now, singing this song, those forgotten memories are suddenly excavated, and the guilt and depression make me a little breathless.

In the end, it was Su Zheyuan's agent who rescued me, and he was too full, so I had to practice this song by myself next.

I breathed a sigh of relief, this was a little better than being with Su Zheyuan.

"What's wrong with you today?"

Xue Jiaying couldn't help frowning when she looked at me, I knew that I couldn't hide it from her, so I had to confess: "Back then, I rejected Su Zheyuan."

She was stunned for a moment, but quickly recovered: "What's this, he is not the only one you have refused."

I pursed my lips and didn't speak.

I just refused in a way that was a little cruel.

I don't know if Su Zheyuan has any other meaning for choosing this song, if so, then he succeeded, and I haven't slept very well these nights.

Six or seven years ago, one by one, it was like a nightmare, and it was really uncomfortable.

I heard that Han Mo was unwilling to remarry Xu Ran, and there was a lot of uproar.

I didn't pay special attention to these things, but I don't know why, as soon as I opened Weibo, it was all these messy things.

When I couldn't sleep, I couldn't help but think of these things, and the entire Jiang family villa was quiet in the middle of the night.

I couldn't help but sneak a cigarette from the bedside table and walk to the balcony and light it.

Jiang Feiyi didn't let me smoke, and once when I was smoking in the garden, he saw me, and he turned my room upside down.

I don't really have a craving for cigarettes, and I don't like to smoke.

But in the dead of night, I don't know what else can calm me down a little more than smoking.

My room was on the second floor, and from the balcony I could clearly see the road outside the villa.

Now the whole villa area is heavy, and the black sedan parked in the middle of the road is very obvious.

My hand holding the cigarette was slightly stunned, I raised my hand to extinguish the cigarette in my hand, then turned around and closed the floor-to-ceiling window and closed the curtains.

"You smoked?"

Jiang Feiyi smelled it at breakfast the next day, and I didn't know what kind of nose he was, I was obviously dumb.

Lin Zhaofeng at the bottom kicked me, this kid is getting scared.

I swallowed the bread in my mouth and looked up at him as he was about to die: "No."

"Huh."

He scoffed, and his eyes fell on me motionless, and I finally couldn't take it anymore, and I bowed my head and pretended to be serious about eating breakfast.

Today is the weekend, Jiang Feiyi and Lin Zhaofeng don't have to go to work, but Xue Jiaying and I are going to attend a press conference.

It's just to show your face, at nine o'clock in the morning, sit for half an hour and leave.

The car was followed all the way by the car last night, Xue Jiaying glanced at me, I pretended not to see it, and turned my head to look out of the window.

When he got out of the car, Han Mo rushed out of the car, but was stopped by Xue Jiaying: "Han Shao."

I was scared when Xue Jiaying's face turned cold, but Han Mo didn't look at Xue Jiaying at all, and his gaze fell straight on me.

"I want to show you something."

I looked up at him, and my face was cold: "Sorry, not interested."

"Fu Yao!"

He called out to me, anger and helplessness in his tone, as if I had been at the beginning.

Xue Jiaying protected me, Han Mo couldn't touch me through Xue Jiaying, and the three of us were in a stalemate.

After about five minutes of stalemate, Xue Jiaying glanced back at me, I knew what she meant, the press conference was almost started, I had to go in first, otherwise when the reporter came, it would really be "popular".

I raised my hand and pressed the hat on my head, without looking at Han Mo, I turned around and entered the building.

Behind me, I heard the conversation between him and Xue Jiaying, and I didn't know what the two of them were talking about, and in the end, only Xue Jiaying followed alone.

I glanced sideways at her, didn't speak, she raised her hand and patted me, and then walked with me to the already set up venue to say hello to the organizers.

This time, the guests present are not only me, but also some relatively big-name stars, who are a brand's new product launch.

People are spokespeople, I came here to rub my face and rub the heat.

A little transparent like me is not the object of the media's pursuit at all, and after symbolically answering a few questions, he left the stage with Xue Jiaying.

While helping me pull the zipper off my back, she said to me, "I promised Han Mo that I would let you be alone with him for five minutes after the meeting."

My whole body froze, I looked back at Xue Jiaying, and was about to speak, but she suddenly held my hand: "Fu Yao, you can't always escape the facts, he stood outside the door all night last night." It's another thing whether you forgive him or not, but I think you should face him directly for the sake of the future. ”

Xue Jiaying is always like this, there is a reason for everything you have no way to refute.