In an extremely wide open space, the surrounding white expanse was like a fog, and there was no edge in sight. Yiyu stood on it, dazed and didn't know where to go, as if no matter where he went, he couldn't reach the end.

Suddenly, a black shadow appeared somewhere, looking like a woman, Yiyu walked over slowly, wanting to see the person's face clearly, but when she got closer, she suddenly found that the woman was ...... No face!

Yiyu's eyes opened, her palms and back were full of cold sweat, she was in a trance for a moment, and her surroundings were white, and she only reacted after seeing a man in a doctor's uniform, she was receiving psychological treatment in the psychological treatment room.

"How does it feel? What do you see? The doctor sat in his chair and looked this way.

"Not good." Yiyu shook his head, dizzy, although the cold sweat had stopped pouring out, it had not eased yet.

"What you just saw is the part of your heart that scares you the most."

A woman without a face? Yiyu recalled the scene at that time, the person she was most afraid of, she was a little unsure in her heart, but a vague figure had slowly emerged in her mind.

"It's people? Or is it a scene? Let's hear it. The doctor continued.

"In a world where you can't see the end, there is a vague woman." Yiyu briefly described the scene he dreamed of at that time.

"Do you know in your heart who that woman is? Judging by your reaction just now, it should already be clear. ”

"The person you think of subconsciously or subconsciously is the shadow that you can't erase from the depths of your heart." The doctor continued.

Yiyu was clearer, "I know, that woman...... It was the one who gave birth to me. ”

She didn't want to say "mother" and "mother", because that woman didn't deserve to be a mother at all.

"Why are you afraid of her?"

"I'm not afraid of her, I just don't want to remember her at all." Yiyu replied.

"If you don't care about it, you won't subconsciously think of the woman who gave birth to you is a scar in your heart that you have never wanted to uncover."

In the doctor's words, Yiyu had to admit that she had never mentioned it, but she was always lingering, always staying there, and never disappeared.

What started as a wound and then gradually healed, but no new flesh grew, and the ugly scar rested there.

Today's inquiry is like a pair of strong hands, vigorously picking open a wound that has finally healed, and there is still a piece of rotten meat underneath, exuding the smell of rot.

Psychotherapy is a process of breaking the reorganization, but the cost is high, and Yiyu decided to only take medication for the time being. And every diagnosis and treatment will take a long time, and she can't always push her work teacher to Bai Yi'an to complete.

Yiyu walked out of the hospital building, the period when the temperature peaked had passed, the weather was not too hot, and it always rained every two or three days recently.

She looked up at the sky, there were large dark clouds covering the sky, the weather suddenly became overcast, and she wondered if she could get home before the rain came.

Yiyu prayed in his heart, but before he took a few steps, there were raindrops the size of beans falling on his body, and today he was destined to inevitably be drenched in soup.

Pedestrians on the streets are in a hurry, as if they are rushing to take shelter from the rain, hoping to make fewer raindrops fall on them. But Yiyu simply slowed down, even if she raced against time, it would still take a long time to rush home, since it was impossible to dodge, she didn't want to do some useless struggles.

The raindrops grew heavier and heavier, quickly converging into a line of water and flowing down with great impact. Yiyu walked to the subway station before he got soaked.

When he finally got home, Yiyu's clothes could already be wrung out of the water. Raining rain all the way, she felt much more relaxed, soaked from head to toe with water, and taking a hot shower would give her a feeling of refreshment.

After taking a few pills and falling asleep, she strangely did not suffer from insomnia and had no dreams all night.

Bell bell bell ......

A phone rang, Yiyu felt that the sound was very distant, her head was very dizzy, very stuffy, she went to the pillow with her hand to touch the phone, and she didn't find it after groping for a long time, but her eyes couldn't open.

I felt that it took a lot of effort to get the phone in my hand, and I pressed the answer button with memory, and Bai Yi'an's voice came from the other end.

"Is something wrong with you? I don't come to work so late now. ”

At such a late hour, Yiyu tried his best to open his eyes to see the time displayed on his phone, but he couldn't.

"What time is it?" Yiyu asked.

"It's nine o'clock, and we made an appointment to go to the travel company together." Bai Yi'an was in a hurry.

"I ...... Full body ...... No strength. Yiyu felt that he had become weak when he spoke, and his wrist holding the phone gradually lost his strength.

"Are you sick?" Bai Yi'an asked over there, over and over again, the voice became more and more distant, and when he heard "Where do you live?" After that, Yiyu couldn't hear the sound at all, only the faint sound of the last phone falling to the ground.

When she woke up again, she opened her eyes in a daze, and all around her were white, and a figure sat next to her.

After everything in front of her was clear, she found that the figure was Zhao Ke.

"Why am I in the hospital again?" Yiyu struggled to get up, but her body ached.

"Lie down first, you haven't recovered yet." Zhao Ke quickly got up and helped Yiyu to lie down.

"You...... How did I find mine? Yiyu is most curious about this question, and he never seems to have mentioned the address of his rental house to others.

"I didn't find it, it's ......" Zhao Ke was talking when a familiar figure walked into the ward, and Bai Yi'an was holding a thermos bucket in his hand.

"Are you awake?" He approached, first asked Yiyu, and then turned his head to Zhao Ke, "You go back to work quickly, I'll take care of it here." ”

"Okay." Zhao Ke nodded, "Yiyu, I'm leaving." ”

Yiyu looked at the two of them, and he didn't know what to ask, as if he had too many questions to ask.

"I know what you're asking." Bai Yi'an put the thermos bucket on the bedside table, sat on the stool next to him and said.

"The reason why I found you was because I went to find Zhao Ke at the convenience store, and we saw your home address in the book of your part-time registration."

"Because we couldn't get through on the phone all the time, we went to your house and knocked on the door, but no one responded, and we were worried that something would happen to you, so we found someone to pick the lock."

"You were faint in your bed at home and the temperature on your forehead was high, so we called an ambulance. You have acute pneumonia and need to stay in the hospital for a certain period of time. ”

Before Yiyu could speak, he continued, "You should already know everything you want to know after I finish speaking, now I'll ask you questions." ”

"What's the problem......" Yiyu saw that his expression was not as soft as usual, and he was a little scared.

"How do you take care of yourself? Will you make yourself into acute pneumonia? ”

"Did you let yourself go to the rain? If you don't have an umbrella, do you have to take the subway? You can take a taxi, or if you can't afford it, you can find a place to shelter from the rain, call me, I have a car, I can take you home. ”

"Why didn't you tell me when you went to psychiatry? Didn't you say that I would accompany you there? ”

"Yiyu, you're not the only one in this city."

Bai Yi'an said a lot of words in one breath, and this formation scared her a little.

In the end, I could only slowly squeeze three words out of my mouth: "Right...... Not ......"

"The person you should be sorry for is not me, it's yourself." Bai Yi'an's expression was serious and serious.

"I just don't want to trouble you, but avoiding it still bothers you, but it's getting more and more messy, I'm sorry, I'm really useless." Yiyu felt that his qi was congested in his chest, not because he was angry with others, but because he was angry with himself.

"It's not a problem, we can get along with each other and get through it together, and we can accumulate ...... Isn't it all love? ”

"Wouldn't it be good for me to help you when you are in trouble, and then you will come and help me when I am in trouble? Why is it so clear? ”

"I ......" Yiyu didn't know what to say, her throat itched, and she couldn't stop coughing.

"Drink the soup." Bai Yi'an unscrewed the lid of the thermos bucket, "This is Sydney soup that clears the fire and moistens the lungs, you drink more." ”

He poured it into the bowl, scooped a spoonful with a spoon, blew it a few times, and handed it to Yiyu's mouth.

"You haven't got a fever yet, drink more soup to expel the heat from your body." Bai Yi'an saw that Yiyu slowly stretched out his hand and wanted to take the spoon, so he quietly took half a step back, as if telling Yiyu to let her lie down obediently and let him feed it.

"White ...... Editor......" Yiyu saw that his attitude today was too different from the past, and called out weakly, "Thank you very much." ”

"I have a name." Bai Yi'an seemed to be angry, "Also, how many times do I have to say it before you can be so polite to me and keep saying thank you to me." ”

He put the soup bowl on the bedside table and walked out of the room.

I said something wrong again, Yiyu really couldn't think of it, and retracted into the quilt with a headache, and now it may be that only by recuperating with peace of mind can Bai Yi'an dissipate his anger.

She still gets the care of other people, which makes her feel unaccustomed to it.

Yiyu is too used to being alone, thinking back to the scene at that time, if it wasn't for Bai Yi'an and Zhao Ke who went over to help her, she might still be lying at home, life and death unknown, maybe her body stinks, and she was found by a neighbor.

However, Yiyu thought of another question, Bai Yi'an and Zhao Ke already knew her home address and saw the dilapidated house she rented, and these bad things may have an impact on their hearts.

But they didn't show it because they didn't care? Or because I'm afraid of being detected by her. She always felt that she might slowly distance themselves from each other in the future.

She seems to have been plagued by illness lately, she has left too much of her job, and if she had been fired a thousand times before, she would have been fired a thousand times, but now she has not moved, which makes her very strange.