Chapter Forty-Nine: A Girl
It turned out that Yao Qiao thought so, he really didn't think that she was actually worried that she would leave suddenly before she reached out.
Presumably, this stretched out his hand to grab himself as a sign of retention, which was also Yao Qiao's subconscious behavior, Ivan had his own considerations.
Although it may seem a little simple and crude, it is indeed the most straightforward and effective, if it is the current result.
Ivan adjusted his breathing rate, trying to be a little more restrained, not wanting to look more rapid than before.
He just needs to express it well, just mean it, Yao Qiao doesn't have to think about other questions, just stop in moderation.
"So that's the case, if it weren't for your explanation, Miss Yao Qiao, I really wouldn't have thought about so many details."
"Of course."
Seeing that Ivan finally didn't want to entangle anything anymore, Yao Qiao suddenly felt that the burden on his body could be put down.
Not only is it much easier, but I am no longer as stressed as before, but I also have some free time for myself.
After thinking about it, Yao Qiao finally thought of one more point, she had heard Ivan call herself by the title of Miss Yao Qiao before.
Between Ivan's smiling face, Yao Qiao was not too obsessed, on the contrary, she suddenly thought of something related.
Regarding the change of Yao Qiao's name to Ivan, it seems that he has had the same situation as himself, and his brows furrowed slightly for a while.
Yao Qiao began to think back to what else had happened during the time when she was obsessed with memories and Ni Yan.
Originally, there was no intention of waking up at all, everything was so logical, and it would only get better and better in the dream.
But for some reason, all of a sudden, Yao Qiao woke up from a dream, even though Ni Yan's voice was so appropriate before.
It seems that no matter what Ivan says, as if no matter what he talks about, all the feelings given to Yao Qiao are all about Ni Yan himself.
Even if Ni Yan's dress was so realistic before, Yao Qiao still woke up from her dream in an instant, more like waking up.
It's not because it's a nightmare, on the contrary, Yao Qiao thinks that this dream is quite good, at least she gave herself such a dreamy process. The only thing that is not perfect should be that the ending is not the same as what Yao Qiao thought, but how can there be a perfect thing.
It's just that after all, there is a relatively warm ending, not so tragic, compared to many are considered to be complete.
Besides, even if Ivan is mistaken for Ni Yan, at least standing in front of him, there is still a person, or a person.
Yao Qiao couldn't think that if Ivan in front of him was not there, or that he didn't exist, it was just an illusory dream.
Maybe the moment when Yao Qiao stretched out his hand and wanted to catch Ni Yan and wanted to keep him, he would only end up empty.
The ending of nothing is the last thing Yao Qiao wants to face, and she has long been unable to count how many times she has experienced it when she lives alone.
It's not like waking up from a dream like that, in fact, it's pretty good right now, at least the dream is awake, and the person is still there.
Even if there is a change of person in front of him, but at least there is someone in front of him, Yao Qiao is a person who is easy to satisfy, and Ivan can be here.
These are all she can think of, in the simple things, to find the source of joy in life, and Ivan has become the source of Yao Qiao.
It's not more to blame Ivan for why he is not Ni Yan, but more to thank Ivan, it is precisely because of his existence that there will be such a comfortable environment now, and a more comfortable atmosphere that will keep her from suffering from gains and losses, and she is always worried that the person in front of her will leave her.
Yao Qiao nodded very contentedly after she finished speaking, but what she recalled before was a dream after all.
Why did he wake up from the dream all of a sudden, and when Yao Qiao nodded and smiled, he had already thought of the corresponding process.
She just needed to recall what she had heard and what had happened, and she needed to remember it.
And when Yao Qiao thought of this, he suddenly felt as if he had thought of which one was the voice that woke him up.
It was a sentence of "girl", a simple "girl", which pulled Yao Qiao out of the world where Ni Yan existed.
I have to say that this girl may also have the same effect as Yao Qiao's psychological process, although this is said from Ivan's mouth, but it does not affect anything. Suddenly, Yao Qiao had some desire to know why Ivan called himself that way at that time.
Will Ivan have the same inner thoughts as himself? Thinking of this, Yao Qiao restrained the smile he had before.
Yao Qiao tried to show herself as calm, serious, solemn, and formal, not like petty fights.
Even though the issue may not be that important, Yao Qiao still wants to know more accurately what Ivan really thinks in his heart.
"Master Ivan, in fact, after listening to you ask me so many questions, correspondingly, I also thought of a small question, I wonder if you would like to answer in more detail? There is no offense to this question, in fact, it is very similar to the previous one. ”
"Of course you can, Miss Yao Qiao, just ask, if I knew, I would definitely tell you everything."
"It's enough to have your words."
Yao Qiao was a little satisfied, and he had long seen that Ivan was a very cheerful person, and he might have something to consider.
But there isn't much shying away from answering questions, except for some topics that Ivan himself values and taboos, which should be fine.
Although Ivan couldn't guess what Yao Qiao wanted to ask, he still opened up his mental state almost completely, wanting to reduce the estrangement.
Wanting to answer this question well, no matter what he asked, Ivan believed that he could grasp the point.
"If I'm not mistaken, Prince Ivan, I did get a little distracted before I realized it later. But I can remember very clearly that what woke me up from my trance was the voice that called me at that time. It's Childe, you called me 'girl', right? You've never called me girl alone before, so I don't know why Childe suddenly changed his name. ”
Yao Qiao asked this question slowly, and she didn't expect much, even if she had a rough answer.
Because it is very likely that it is not the same as Yao Qiao himself expected, after all, in this world, there are no two people who can completely put themselves in their shoes and even have exactly the same ideas, which is almost impossible, even if those two people are twins.
Even if they are twins, there will be differences in thinking, and it is impossible to be exactly the same, and there are differences between people.
Ivan was not very strange, he had thought about this sentence in his mind at the time, and he said it after a while.