Chapter 50: Resemblance and Resemblance
It's just that Ivan didn't expect Yao Qiao to bring this title here to discuss, but he was not embarrassed.
Ivan thought that he had promised Yao Qiao, and said that he would tell the truth, and if he chose to cover it up and hide it at this time.
Wouldn't it seem that he was very insincere, it would be too uninteresting, the smile on Ivan's face gradually faded, and he stopped making trouble.
Instead of a calm and serious expression, Ivan's gaze rested on Yao Qiao's face again, no longer looking elsewhere.
"Miss Yao Qiao, I can tell you very honestly, if you want to know what is really in my heart, you have to be mentally prepared. Because this is not something I can explain clearly in a few words, I hope you can listen to me patiently. ”
"Of course, Childe, please speak, and I will listen patiently."
Yao Qiao's attitude and expression showed that she agreed with Ivan's answer, and there was no objection, and it was not a big problem.
Ivan saw that Yao Qiao was very sure, and did not hesitate, so since this was the case, he could dig out his heart.
"Uh, hehe, I really didn't expect you, Miss Yaoqiao, to suddenly think of asking me this question. Of course, it can't be ruled out that I have asked the girl a similar question before. It's just that maybe the problems of the two of us are somewhat similar, and the themes are not too far apart. It's just a change of gender and identity, but it's not a big deal. ”
"Then I'll give you a brief overview with you, girl, and I'll start with the previous time period. At that time, the two of us were halfway through the conversation, and I personally thought that the problem had not been completely solved, and you suddenly lowered your head, and I was not mentally prepared. I don't know what's wrong with you, Miss Yaoqiao, if you're not feeling well, if you're not adapting, if you're under pressure. ”
"Or some of the problems I mentioned earlier, these are all possible, but I don't quite understand why. So for a short time, when I saw that you didn't speak, girl, I didn't say anything more. I think we need to give you some time to think through the issues that you haven't thought through in your mind, time is not an issue, anyway, we're all already standing here. ”
"It's just that the two of us stand in broad daylight, standing in this mountain pass, and it can almost be said that there is no one else. I didn't even see many insects, flowers, fish and shrimp. In such a peaceful and comfortable environment, if the two of us were to stand face to face all the time in a daze, it would seem that the atmosphere would gradually start to feel a little weird, and time would be the only way to solve the problem. ”
Step by step, Ivan was very patient, and began to recount the previous scenes and the mental journey he had experienced.
These are his sincere words, Ivan no longer hides anything, in this matter, he feels that Yao Qiao has the right to know the truth.
"Maybe I haven't thought about anything clearly, and I haven't explained anything, but we can understand each other. It's not a particularly difficult thing to do, but if you keep being silent, there's no sound around you. I didn't speak, and it was a deathly silence. I don't like the atmosphere, I don't like the state, and I don't like being forced into this environment for a long time. ”
So I thought about waking you up, or telling you to distract you so I could talk to me. Maybe there will be some turnaround in the middle of this, but these are very likely. It's just that I wondered later if the problem was with me, could it be that I didn't know the severity of what I said before, and I offended the girl and made you not want to continue. ”
"Could it be my previous sentence, those behaviors are not very appropriate, and make the girl feel very uncomfortable. I could only blindly guess and attribute the problem to me, and for a while many entanglements came to mind. I don't know where to focus and which one to focus on. So I had to wake up the girl first, and I thought about whether I could ask if I could find out. ”
Ivan said as he felt a little embarrassed, he wasn't that open-minded, he didn't know why.
Just listening to Ivan keep talking, Yao Qiao felt like he was listening to someone tell a story, which was quite interesting and interested.
"Miss Yao Qiao, didn't I ask you why there is such a change in the title? In fact, I also had a struggle in my heart, and at the beginning I called you Yao Qiao, but I felt that calling your name directly would seem more direct, and I didn't need to be too polite. Later, the word girl was added, because I felt that you were younger than me, and in order to express my respect for you, I became accustomed to being called this way after a long time. ”
"Until just now you had lowered your head and didn't say much, and I felt a little ashamed of you. In addition, you began to call me a son, and I felt that the distance between the two of us seemed to have been invisibly widened a lot, and I was no longer like an ordinary friend as before. So much so that even when I call you, bringing your full name will make me feel very embarrassed, does it seem that the two of us are too close. ”
"Actually, the relationship between the two of us has not yet reached this point, and I know it, so it will seem a little redundant. After all, this kind of affectionate nickname that comes in advance, as well as unnecessary changes, is not the norm that every girl will like or get used to. After a moment of ideological struggle, I decided to change the name of the girl, and that's where the word 'girl' comes from. ”
"In addition, I didn't seem to be in a good state at the time, and if I called your full name loudly, it might disturb you and disrupt your thoughts. To sum up, I thought it would be more appropriate to call you 'girl' softly, and that's pretty much it. ”
Ivan's long explanation is indeed similar or similar to the explanation that Yao Qiao gave him before.
The two of them can unconsciously think of a piece of work on such a small matter on the issue of this title.
Yao Qiao suddenly felt very surprised, she had never thought that even if she only changed her name slightly, she could think like this.
I am even more surprised that such thinking has a similar point with myself, and there are people who have the same heart as Yao Qiao to reach this point.
If this is said, others may think that it is not a big deal, but Yao Qiao really thinks it is incredible.
They are really a little bit alike, this is already a fact that Yao Qiao doesn't want to deny or change anymore, it's an indisputable fact.
It's just that it's not a big deal.,But there's always a subtle change.,Where neither of you noticed.。。
Unconsciously, Yao Qiao was already touched in her heart, and at the same time, after Ivan finished speaking, she was ready to continue to ask him.