You avoided my life (Zhao Miao, Fanwai 3)
Although my alcohol consumption is good, but after drinking this dozen beers, not to mention the question of whether I am drunk or not, I can't stand so much alcohol in my belly alone.
It's just that I'm lucky enough to meet a group of people who are also talkative, and they didn't bother me anymore after I drank the beer.
I looked down at the stack of money that had been shoved into my hand, and somehow smiled a little.
That's more than a month's salary.
It was already more than eleven o'clock when they left, although Hongyan said that the working hours were more than seven o'clock to more than eleven o'clock, but in fact, it was not, sometimes if the box he was responsible for ended late, the end time was naturally late.
But I've never been with these premium boxes, so it's almost every day that I leave work on time.
It's nearly twelve o'clock after work today, which is a bit late.
I changed my clothes and went downstairs to wait for a taxi, with more than 10,000 yuan in cash on me.
I thought Zhao Xu was gone, so I didn't even look at the black car when it stopped in front of the bus stop.
"Zhao Miao."
It wasn't until I heard his voice that I looked back at him with some surprise.
He was also looking at me, three or four meters away, the street lamp above his head hit his face, I don't know how to feel that Zhao Xu was handsome out of the sky at this moment.
He didn't even look at me much when I was in the box just now, so I didn't expect him to look for me at this time.
I watched him walk over step by step in a daze, and it wasn't until he walked in that I reacted: "Mr. Zhao."
"I'll send you back."
His voice was a little faint, as if he was not very happy.
"Uh~"
As soon as I tried to speak, I burped, as if I had spat out all the dozen beers I had drunk tonight.
Zhao Xu looked at me and frowned slightly, and I hurriedly raised my hand to cover my mouth: "I'm sorry."
"I'll send you back."
This time, the tone softened a little, and I thought about it, and finally nodded.
The carriage was very quiet, Zhao Xu answered the phone, it should be a woman, and his voice was quite gentle.
I looked sideways out the window and regretted getting into the car.
Fu Yao and I live close to Hongyan, less than ten minutes by car.
Before the car stopped, I unfastened the seat belt on my body, and when Zhao Xu parked the car, I directly pushed open the door and walked out.
After standing up, he turned around and held on to the car door and looked at Zhao Xu inside: "Thank you, Mr. Zhao."
He looked at me, his eyes through the lenses with a depth that I couldn't understand.
"Zhao Miao."
I turned and walked a few steps when he suddenly got out of the car and called out to me.
The wind was blowing, I tightened my coat, turned my head to look at him and smiled: "Mr. Zhao, is there something wrong?"
He didn't move, just stood about half a meter away in front of the car and looked at me: "Are you short of money?"
I was stunned for a moment, and then I smiled: "Lacking, who is not short of money!"
Of course I'm short of money, my mom is getting worse and worse, my monthly rent, every school year's tuition, and all those messy other expenses, how can I not be short of money.
I think Zhao Xu's question is really a bit funny, if I wasn't short of money, would I just stand in the cold wind in the cheongsam with my thighs exposed for the two hundred yuan?
He didn't speak, just looked at me like this, I don't know how long it took, I watched him come over step by step, and then stood in front of me, his slender fingers holding the wallet that came out of his arms, and then turned over a card and came out: "There are hundreds of thousands in this card, you are a girl, or don't come to these places again."
The card he was holding was an ordinary ICBC savings card, not one of the so-called gold or black cards.
But the string of silver-white numbers was reflected by the light of the street lamp, and it stabbed my eyes.
I looked at him and suddenly laughed: "Mr. Zhao, what do you mean by this?" Do you want me? ”
He looked at me, his face froze slightly.
I thought he was going to scold me for being shameless, or just take the card back and turn away.
But Zhao Xu looked at me, and the next second he spit out words that I will never forget in my life: "Can't you?"
This time I was sluggish, I was just angry, angry that he looked at me, angry that he thought I must have done something bad in my red face.
I didn't expect Zhao Xu to say such a thing at all, and I was dumbfounded standing there.
He didn't speak, just looked at me, and I don't know how long it took before I spoke: "Yes!"
He looked at me and suddenly smiled: "It's not early, let's go back."
As he spoke, he raised his hand and pushed me around, and he shoved the bank card into my hand as he left.
After saying those two words, I regretted it, I was pushed forward by him, I didn't dare to look back, I walked forward step by step, and after entering the corridor, I just ran up.
I always say that Fu Yao is impulsive and doesn't use her brain, but now it's me, and she doesn't have to think about it at all.
I don't know how I said those two words when I was convulsed, and the bank card I held in my hand was like a hot potato, and I didn't know what to do.
When I entered the door, Fu Yao asked me what was wrong, how did I seem to have lost my soul, I looked up at her, didn't say anything, turned around and entered the room.
It's not that I lost my soul, I don't even know what I did.
I had no idea that I would say such a thing to a man who had only seen two sides.
I never thought that I would have such a day, as a girl who came out of the mountains, I was still very simple in nature, these things, I never thought about it, but it happened so easily.
In that period of more than a month, I had a contradictory struggle every day, and I didn't know if I should throw the bank card on Zhao Xu's face and tell him that I was not that kind of girl.
But what I can't accept is that I have a little abnormal expectation of Zhao Xu in my heart, looking forward to him coming to me.
I think I might be crazy, I must be crazy.
Fu Yao sensed that something was wrong with me, but I didn't know how to say these things to her.
I know that Fu Yao is beautiful, not to mention being fostered, that is, pursuing people who are willing to spend money on her, there are a lot of them in the school. But she has always refused very simply, and sometimes even embarrassingly.
In fact, there have been people who have asked me to interact or support, and the price is not low, as a college student, I can easily get more than 30,000 yuan in a month, I know that I may change someone else will agree without hesitation.
But my reaction was the same as Fu Yao's, but this time in front of Zhao Xu, I felt like I was crazy, and I actually agreed.
I didn't dare to say a word, to the only friend I had come to this city.
When I saw Zhao Xu again, it was already two months later, and in Hongyan, he drank a lot of wine that day.
At first, I couldn't see it, after all, he was very clear when he talked to me, and his eyes were very clear when he looked at me.
It wasn't until he suddenly pushed me against the wall and called my name that I realized that Zhao Xu was drunk.
Yes, he was drunk.
Because he said something in my ear: "Zhao Miao, I have a fiancée."
My whole person is stiff, I naturally know people of their status, and Zhao Xu doesn't look like a twenty-one or twelve-year-old hairy boy anymore, although I don't know how old he is at all.
I don't know what he meant by saying this to me, not to give me a way out, or not to give me any chance.
I've never felt so bad, really, never.
But I don't know what I can do, my head is buzzing, and there is only one sentence that Zhao Xu said.
He looked down at me, his eyes dark and deep beneath the transparent frames.
I also looked up at him, smiled when I looked at it, raised my hand to hook his neck and smiled like a goblin: "So what? Mr. Han, the relationship between us is just an adoption relationship, is your fiancée important? ”
His face changed slightly, and then he smiled with me in the next second: "It's okay, Zhao Miao, it's okay."
Then he hugged me, from the third floor to the fifth floor, and no one spoke, but everyone knew what was going to happen next.
There were only two of us in the elevator, and neither of us spoke, nor did we know how to speak.
Although Zhao Xu said that he would take care of me, in fact, he basically didn't look for me in the past two months, and my relationship with him was not so much that it was to be supported and supported, but rather to be purely borrowed and borrowed.
But I know that after tonight, there will be no going back between me and Zhao Xu.
There are some contradictions, but the faint excitement of the crazy growth in my heart makes me crazy.
In Hongyan, the fifth to eighth floors are specific rooms for some people, which is convenient for anytime and anywhere.
I've been working in Hongyan for more than four months, and although I've seen Zhao Xu twice, I also know that he should have a room here.
I don't know why, but thinking of this, my heart hurts a little.
I'd rather he didn't have a specific room here.
It was a night that I had never imagined and never experienced, and the events of that night, a long time ago, I thought it was done with my husband and my husband, but that night, Zhao Xu, a man who was seven years older than me, and a man with a fiancée, did the things that I thought I would only do with my husband.
That night, I changed from a girl to a woman, and that night, Zhao Miao was no longer Zhao Miao.