Zhao Xu told me at the beginning that he had a fiancée, and everything was made up by me shamelessly.

It was as if I was trying to convince myself, or to convince him.

The card that I had been pressing under the pillow was finally opened and used by me, there were a total of 230,000 yuan in it, I paid 20,000 yuan of rent at a time, changed to a new computer, changed a new mobile phone, and bought Fu Yao a skirt of more than 1,000.

I, Zhao Miao, have lived for nineteen years, and I have never spent so much money at one time, and I have never tried to hold so much money in my hands.

And Zhao Xu, as if to compensate me, would bring me gifts every time he went on a business trip, those luxury goods that I had never really seen, a bag of tens of thousands of yuan at every turn, or a necklace of hundreds of thousands.

He generously gave it to me, and I took it generously.

It's like two self-deceptive actors, thinking that this way can define the relationship between the two of us in a simple relationship.

Zhao Xu rarely comes to me, often once a week, sometimes once a month.

I will still do it in Hongyan, I used to not accept high-end boxes, but now I don't refuse to come.

The manager knew that I followed Zhao Xu and basically protected me, so I became more and more unscrupulous.

I went from a country girl who only came to the city for only a few hundred yuan to now have hundreds of thousands of people in her card, and the bags and necklaces piled up in the house have changed hands, at least more than a million.

I said I needed money, and I'm getting more and more money now, but for some reason, I'm getting more and more unhappy.

Especially after seeing Zhao Xu every time, the emptiness and discomfort in my heart are like a bottomless pit.

I know, I'm in love with Zhao Xu.

This man doesn't look like my breadwinner at all, he is like my boyfriend except that he has a fiancée who will definitely get married.

Zhao Xu was really good to me, I don't even know why he was so good to me.

At first, I was very apprehensive about him having his own room in Hongyan, but later I vaguely learned that he had never brought a girl to his room, and more often than not, he was drunk and spent a night in it.

These are all told to me by the people inside Hongyan, Zhao Xu looks like an ancient stereotypical master in the eyes of the Hongyan girl.

He will be strict, but more often than not, he will be gentle, he will never do anything to the girl in the red face, and he will never point anyone.

So everyone can't figure it out, why did I suddenly follow Zhao Xu?

I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out, why did I follow Zhao Xu.

I always thought that I was making myself amorous, so I never dared to ask too much of Zhao Xu. No matter what time it is, as long as his fiancée calls, I will consciously avoid it, and as long as he leaves, I will not say a word.

But Zhao Xu himself couldn't stand such a state, that was the first time Zhao Xu told me about the future.

He asked me if I liked money very much, if I wanted a lot of money.

I know what he wants to do, but I know it's not worth it, for someone like me, I don't know.

When he asked these words, it was after we were happy together, Zhao Xu, who was holding me, and every inch of my body was his body temperature.

I raised my hand to touch his eyebrows, and after taking off my glasses, Zhao Xu looked like a teenager in his early twenties.

He is not the best-looking man, but he has the best-looking side face.

"I like it, who doesn't like money."

His eyes suddenly darkened when he looked at me, and I moved, hugging his shoulders and pressing my chin on his shoulder: "Does Mr. Zhao think it's too expensive to support me?"

No one could see that when I said this, tears burned on my face, and my heart was roasted on the fire.

His hand was interspersed in my hair, and it took a long time for him to speak, "yes, it's too expensive."

The sigh-like tone made my heart be ripped off a piece of flesh by the one I was born with.

The two of us have always been like this, I know exactly where I am, and he knows it.

It was the first time that such a cautious temptation had been made, but in the end there was no change.

I was in class when Gao Minyi's phone called, and my phone kept vibrating in my hand, and I looked at the unfamiliar string of numbers and watched it appear in my phone again and again.

I finally managed to stay up until the end of class, and before I could take the initiative to call back, she called again.

Gao Minyi was very direct and asked me to meet at Starbucks, which is across the street from our school, and she said she was there.

Fu Yao on the side asked if you wanted to go with me, and I shook my head.

It's my own business, and since I made that choice, I should have the courage to take it.

Gao Minyi is different from what I imagined, she is very small, I am 1.72 meters tall standing in front of her, she is like a high school student.

"Sit."

She looked at me with no expression on her face.

I sat down across from her, and then watched her take out a card from the limited-edition bag: "Here are two million, you leave Zhao Xu."

She didn't say a word of nonsense, just straightforwardly.

My eyes have always fallen on her handbag, the biggest difference between me and Gao Minyi is that her bag was bought by herself, while my bag was bought by Zhao Xu.

That's the biggest difference between the two of us.

She probably noticed my gaze and followed my gaze to look at her bag.

I came back to my senses and watched Gao Minyi push back the card she handed over, and then said with a smile: "Miss Gao, if you can get Mr. Zhao to get rid of me, I will definitely not take the initiative to have half a point of contact with him again."

Gao Minyi's face turned white in an instant when she looked at me, and she splashed the boiled water in front of her directly on my face: "Zhao Miao, do you have a face?"

The water flowed from my whole face, I raised my hand to wipe it, looked at Gao Minyi and smiled: "I want face, Miss Gao, but I also want money."

She froze for a moment and was silent for a while: "How much money do you want?"

"I don't want to lie to you, Miss Gao. I'm only a sophomore now, even if I unilaterally propose separation, do you think Zhao Xu and I can be separated? ”

At this time, the waiter came up with the coffee she ordered, and I looked at her gaze, quickly stood up, and took the menu to block the hot coffee.

I could stand being splashed in my face with boiled water, but God knows if I would be disfigured if such a cup of hot coffee was spilled.

I'm not that stupid to let her do this to me.

"Miss Gao, instead of coming to me, you might as well find a way to let Zhao Xu go."

In fact, strictly speaking, I am not a junior, after all, the relationship between Zhao Xu and Gao Minyi, that is, the fiancé relationship in terms of interests, the two of them are not even boyfriend and girlfriend.

But I also know that there is no result between me and Zhao Xu, and my persistence is just the result of letting go in the end.

Zhao Xu seemed to know about Gao Minyi's coming to me, but he didn't say anything, just asked me to ask me if there was a place I wanted to go, and take Fu Yao out to relax.

I looked at him a little funny: "Zhao Xu, you don't have to break me up, I won't make trouble at the engagement ceremony between you and Gao Minyi on Saturday, and besides, between me and you, I won't take my own humiliation and run to make trouble."

He looked at me with a pale face, raised his hand to hold my wrist, opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but finally just hugged me: "The necklace I ordered for you last time has arrived, and I will bring it to you tomorrow."

I raised my hand and pushed him away: "Okay, just think of it as a parting gift."

"Zhao Miao, what do you mean? What a breakup gift, when did I say I broke up. ”

He looked at me with a look on his face.

"It's not what you said, it's me who said it, Zhao Xu, I, Zhao Miao, love money very much, but I also love face. At the beginning, you told me that your fiancée, I was short of money, so I put up with it, but now that you are both engaged, I believe that you will get married soon, so let's get together and disperse. ”

He looked at me, his eyes a little wide open, and he stood there stiff, motionless.

I don't know how long it took, he suddenly let go, lowered his head and smiled: "It's okay, then I won't come to you tomorrow, let someone send it to your house directly."

I nodded, lowered my head and straightened my sleeves: "Okay, I have classes in the afternoon, it's fine, I'll go back to school first."

He nodded, not looking up at me.

I don't know if Gao Minyi has been to this house, but it has become a place where Zhao Xu and I have met for more than half a year.

I turned around and left step by step, this is the best ending, whether it is for me or for Zhao Xu.

Anyway, no one knows that I have ever loved such a man.

I love money, not his people.

On Saturday, Fu Yao looked at me, and her cautious expression made me feel funny.

I raised my hand and handed her the tablet in my hand: "Let's look at it together?" The Zhao family and the Gao family are still quite magnificent, just an engagement banquet, and so many media and characters came over. ”

"Zhao Miao—"

Fu Yao opened his mouth to call me, I laughed, looked down at the live broadcast on the tablet, and the smile on the corner of my mouth faded little by little.

"Yaoyao, I know what you're trying to say, but I also know what I'm doing."

It's because I know what I'm doing that I have to grit my teeth and go on, no matter what, it's the best, and if I drag it out, it will only end up being a lose-lose situation.

Fu Yao opened her mouth, but finally didn't say anything more.

In fact, there is nothing to say, and she also knows that this is the best decision.