In the morning, through the window, I saw that it was overcast outside, and the heavy rain finally stopped. Today was the last infusion for Mr., but fortunately, Mr. was still able to drive and was able to avoid stepping on the rain to go out.

Before going out, it was convenient for Mr. to go to the bathroom again. Since the patient Xiaobai said that diarrhea can detoxify and expel the cancer cells that died after the operation, Mr. is no longer afraid and anxious, and every time he walks out of the bathroom, he becomes relaxed, which shows how important psychological suggestion is.

After the operation, his body lost a lot of weight, the scale at home ran out of power, and he was not in such a hurry to change the battery as before, it should have been intentional! In retrospect, it's no coincidence that we've always avoided interventional concerns, and we've both consistently rejected chemotherapy. This time, despite the local chemotherapy, the damage to the liver was obvious.

However, the tumor grows back, and this is the road that must be taken to shrink it.

After thinking about it, the two of us decided after many discussions to stop the chemotherapy drugs from entering the body and try to adopt other treatment options. As soon as this idea was spoken, Director C also agreed......

The five-day medicine will be hung today, and I thought that there would be a hospitalization notice today, but no.

Every time before going out, I was afraid that he would not be able to bear it, so I asked for a Didi taxi, but he still insisted on driving by himself. Only when driving, he still has a clear mind and quick hands and feet. I think that's a good thing, instead of tying him down and making him feel like a sick person all the time, it's better to go with the flow and try not to let him fall down.

No matter how thin he was, his belly still hadn't shrunk. We met in the fall, and the suit he wore was always open and didn't show his belly. I used to joke that if we find out the first time we meet, we won't have a future...... Who would have thought that his liver would change from hepatitis A to hepatitis B until it evolved into liver cancer with portal vein cancer thrombus. He enjoys the free physical examination benefits of the unit every year, and reports that he is "safe and sound" every year, because the side effects of taking high blood pressure medicine for many years cause high creatinine, and the doctor only suggested that he change the medicine, and he did not tell me if he found hepatitis B......

The annual physical examination report made him lose his vigilance and the opportunity to detect it early. Nowadays, as long as every doctor sees the word "cancer thrombus", they say that it is too late, even if it is treated, the prognosis is very poor, and he still has the illusion of cure......

Yesterday morning, when I accompanied my husband for infusion, I received a WeChat message that my second sister and best friend were concerned about.

Everyone wanted to come and see him, but he didn't want people to know about his condition, so I politely declined.

My best friend, a colleague I worked with when I was younger, had breast cancer surgery three years ago, and her hair fell out because of chemotherapy. Recalling those days, she always used the words "life is better than death" to describe it. But she can see it very well, her husband is much older because she is older, but she comforts her husband, just treat her as if she has a cold, don't worry too much......

My girlfriend and I have a very strong friendship and will do our best to help each other when we are in trouble.

When I was replacing the house, the funds could not be fully in place for a while, so she didn't say a word, and took out the "meat" from the stock market to help me.

When she first retired, when she was in pain because of her children's disobedience, I asked a friend to find her old job in a computer company, a financial job, which helped her get out of her unsuitable retirement. In short, we are the kind of good friends who don't usually have a lot of contact, but call us when it's difficult.

My best friend was very understanding of my husband because she also hid it from me when she was sick and didn't let me know until she was stable.

I think if my husband had seen as much as she did, maybe it wouldn't have been so bad.

He struggles every day with whether the tumor has grown again? What if you let others know?...... When I accompanied him to the heavy ion hospital for treatment, the captain of the cheongsam team came to me, and I couldn't get out and told the truth, and he was furious when he found out......

As the saying goes, "Character determines fate", and you have to have a good attitude with advanced medical technology, so I am always worried that my husband's personality will affect the treatment effect.

The second sister thought that her sister could be happy with her loved one until she grew old, but after hearing about her husband's illness, she insisted on visiting her brother-in-law while being heartbroken. In desperation, I politely declined the second sister's offer.

I remember the first time we met, the second sister half-jokingly said to my husband, my sister is a very simple person, you have to treat her well!

When we got married, we drove to Hangzhou to see my sister-in-law who lived alone, and my sister-in-law smiled from ear to ear, saying in Hangzhou dialect: "Ouch, you two are a hairy match."

Yes, when I walk with my husband, everyone will praise him. Every time I would naturally hold my husband's arm, it was so kind and relaxed. My husband liked my coquettish appearance and said that I looked like a girl.

I miss the time when I was married, and then his personality became more and more impatient, and now that I think about it, maybe his illness has been lurking for a long time before it was discovered.