Today's blood test report came out, and the liver function aminotransferase index still could not be lowered, and the husband began to go manic again.

Obviously, this result should have been expected by Director M, otherwise the hospitalization bill would not have been issued that day. However, Director M said hello and said that the beds in the ward were very tight.

In the future, I called the nurse's desk in the ward to inquire, and the nurse replied that it was the inpatient department who sent a text message notification, but I did not receive it, indicating that it had not been arranged. I wanted to make an appointment with Director M's specialist clinic, but I didn't have a schedule.

I am relieved that Director M has returned from the front line of the anti-epidemic in Wuhan and may have been arranged to make a report. Wait, maybe Monday will be the announcement.

Today, after going to the hospital, I went to the vegetable market to buy the ingredients for my husband's favorite dishes, and went to the dry cleaner to pick up the winter clothes for a long time. I walked to the front of the car with a large bag and a small bag, and my husband sat in the car all the time looking at his mobile phone and did not help me open the door. How I expected him to get out of the car and greet me, or say a few thoughtful words...... Maybe he thinks that's what I should do.

…… While my husband was taking a nap, I was busy making wontons and stews. The refrigerator always has Mr.'s favorite wontons, so that every time he comes back from the hospital too late for dinner, he can take an early nap. Sir's nap time is getting longer and longer, and today's dinner will not be eaten until eight o'clock. I'm really worried that my husband will be like a baby, and he will be in trouble if the day and night are reversed.

Maybe it's tired, I have a sore throat and swollen ears in the past two days, but I can't spare time to go to the hospital to see a doctor, but fortunately I have standing medicine at home. I remember that my mother often said that if I could find medicine to eat by myself, I would definitely not be able to bear it.

Indeed, I am most afraid of taking medicine, and I often throw it under the bed when my mother is not paying attention, and my mother always finds out about it. Every Spring Festival, my mother is busy making new clothes and shoes for the family, and my second sister and I will start to do it, warp the edges, take the soles, and make egg dumplings...... But every time I was done, I would get a high fever because I was too tired. Because of my weak body, I was always sick when I was a child, and my mother was very fond of her, and in that era, my mother thought about it for a long time and made the decision to let the second sister go to the other place to settle down, which caused the second sister to be obsessed with her mother for a long time.

Now fate has changed me from "Sister Sister" to "Sun Erniang", I deeply understand how difficult and hard it is to become a family member of a cancer patient, however, a relationship that you can't give up makes you have no regrets......

After dinner, my husband and I discussed it and decided that we should still rely on ourselves and not passively resign ourselves to fate. After five days of infusion, the medicine has run out, the hospitalization notice has not yet arrived, and looking at the results of today's blood test, even if you are admitted to the hospital, the effect is not necessarily good. It seems that we have to actively think of other ways, when the liver function reaches the index, when to contact Director C to be hospitalized for continued treatment.

Perhaps most doctors don't like assertive patients and their families, but I was impressed by going to a hepatobiliary hospital to consult about thrombectomy. The doctor said very bluntly that it was a rural woman who would rather sit in front of him, and would not say anything if it recurred in a month after the operation, and that the cultured and assertive would definitely ask why the operation failed...... I was stunned that he didn't mean to accept the patient, I didn't expect the miraculous "thrombectomy" to be so unconfident on the Internet, but I am grateful for his "outspokenness".

Because I was not feeling well, my husband urged me to rest early. Yes, I have to accompany my husband to find a hospital for infusion tomorrow!