Yi Shengge said this, and subconsciously paused. He looked at Yi Shenghe and wanted to ask Yi Shenghe's opinion.

If Yi Shenghe nodded, he continued. If Yi Shenghe shook his head, he would stop the discussion on the subject.

I saw that Yi Shenghe had been saying the first sentence of Yi Shengge just now, and until now, his expression was gentle, and there was no change.

When Yi Shenghe focused on one thing, his expression became unimportant. He just needs to listen carefully, to see, to understand the problem he is facing.

And Yi Shengge said such a long paragraph, for Yi Shenghe, he didn't get to the point.

What Yi Shenghe wants to hear is not these prefaces and ideological struggles in Yi Shengge's mouth, but Yi Shengge's answers.

Yi Shengge saw that Yi Shenghe's expression was focused, and he didn't have any intention of stopping him.

Yi Shengge took a deep breath and spoke eloquently.

"My answer is actually more like the answer I gave you. Xiaohe, I think that one day I will walk in front of you, and you will walk in front of me, these two questions, from a certain point of view, can be said to be the same problem for me. There is no big difference in essence, maybe the difference is that the person who is left will suffer more after all than the person who leaves first. ”

"So, if one day you get ahead of me, maybe I'll have insomnia all night, screaming, breaking down, going crazy, self-harming, all of which are very likely. But I always feel that if I go first, you will become like this, and you will hurt yourself, and it will definitely not be the result I want to see. So if you go first, I'm sure you don't want me to be like this. ”

Yi Shengge smiled self-deprecatingly, but it still seemed that he was a little off the topic when he said this.

"With that thought, if I go first, I want you to live happily. Then if you go first, I also hope that I can live happily. Those who continue to live need to have more courage, because there will be no one else to share or share everything. I hope I can live well, and I hope you can live well. ”

"As you know, I don't have any big ambitions in my life. Unlike you, Xiaohe, who has been gifted in medicine since he was a child. What you like is to study medicine, you can study all kinds of medicinal herbs, and your profession is a doctor, you can rejuvenate the dead, save the wounded, and pull the patient back from the brink of death. On this point, I actually quite admire you. ”

Yi Shengge laughed as he spoke, and as long as he mentioned Yi Shenghe's advantages, the corners of his mouth would unconsciously rise.

"I admire that you can have what you like, have a clear goal, and still be able to support yourself from it. Unlike me, I'm not very interested in anything, I just taste everything, and I don't study anything in depth. Maybe it's like others say, I'm a half-person in my life. It will only break the jar and break it, and it will not become a big tool, and it will not be on the table. ”

"But Xiaohe, you have always been my pride, and I am honored to have such an excellent brother as you. It was you who made me see hope in my boring life, and whenever I wanted to give up or collapse, you were there for me and made me feel that I could get through it. Even if I firmly believe that the future will only be more difficult, more dangerous, and more confusing. But with you, you are a beautiful existence. ”

"I studied medicine because of your preference. I wish I could be like you and save others from fire and water. While it's true that I'm not as skilled as yours, I don't really want to dig into it. But for your sake, I'm willing to try. I want to speak a little more of a common language with you. Because I know that even if they are brothers, even if they have a heart, they need to have common topics in life. ”

Yi Shengge said and spoke, a little up, and a little excited.

But what he wanted to say next was too heavy, and Yi Shengge still chose to slow down his speech, lest Yi Shenghe think he was too serious.

"So that night, I figured it out all at once. In fact, death is not terrible, only by facing it head-on can we find a solution. If there really comes a day when you go first, I'm sure I'll take care of everything. ”

Yi Shengge's breathing began to be a little short, and these words in front of Yi Shenghe still made him feel very nervous.

Yi Shenghe noticed Yi Shengge's abnormality, and in order to stabilize his emotions, Yi Shenghe grabbed Yi Shengge's hand.

The temperature from the back of his hand gave him strength, and Yi Shengge didn't pause for a long time, just organized the language in his head.

"If there really is such a day, I will definitely be like you, study medicine hard, let myself calm down, and immerse myself in one thing. I won't be idle every day anymore. I will learn to look at problems rationally, deal with them, and solve them. ”

"I will be on my own, and I will continue to open the Hege Medicine Hall. I will make it famous for my efforts, and I will never let anyone down. I will hang the names of the two of us on the medicine hall, and I will let everyone who comes to the medicine hall know you Yi Shenghe through my Yi Sheng song. But I won't tell them that there is a perfect little union that turns into a star and looks at me in the sky. ”

These words invisibly instigated Yi Shengge's emotions and made him choke up a little when he spoke.

"Xiaohe, I will live like you, and I will change your name to you. From then on, there is only Yishenghe in this world, and there is no Yisheng song. I am you, you are me, and we will become one. I never thought you would leave me, I just wanted to stay by your side and watch you grow up. But if you do want to leave, I'll let you mark me, and it's your own symbol. ”

At the end of Yi Shengge's speech, his eyes were already moist.

Originally, I was still listening to Yi Sheng's song talk about this and that, but when Yi Shenghe heard the last paragraph, his heart was still very touched.

Although Yi Shengge has been pretentious and sensational many times in front of Yi Shenghe, Yi Shenghe is already immune.

But hearing these heartfelt words of Yi Sheng's song today, it still made Yi Shenghe tremble.

Yi Shengge's eyes were already a little blurry, and he couldn't see what was in front of him clearly, and he couldn't see Yi Shenghe's face clearly.

Yi Shenghe didn't speak, and Yi Shengge thought he was angry because he said such an unlucky thing today.

Yi Shengge hurriedly stretched out his hand, wiped his tears, looked sad, and explained to Yi Shenghe with a crying voice.

"Xiaohe, don't be angry, I just said this casually. I never wanted to curse you, these are just assumptions, and I don't want that to happen to us brothers, these are just my answers to this kind of problem. ”。

Before Yi Shengge's words fell, Yi Shenghe reached out and directly put his arm around him, and then hugged Yi Shengge into his arms.