Chapter 3 If You Go First

"Yes, although I know the answer you said before, it's all a joke. After all, I have seen a lot of such things as martyrdom in books, but it is certainly impossible for it to happen to our two brothers. It's just that I'm more worried that if one day, I leave first, it may cause a big blow to your psyche, and I don't want you to be depressed from now on, this is not the result I want. ”

Yi Shengge's expression was a little more serious than just now, and now even the speed of his speech had slowed down a lot.

"Xiaohe, no one can predict death in advance. I just hope that whether I'm by your side or not, you can live happily. I want you to do what you love and pursue a profession of faith until you are old. ”

"Wow, Brother Ge, I'm really impressed with you today. Originally, I never thought about death, I felt that to be alive was to be lucky. You've really taught me a lot today, it seems that I underestimated you, and you're still pretty good. ”

"Of course, who are you and me, if you don't have some ideological awareness, how can you eat well in society?"

From childhood to adulthood, as long as Yi Shengge heard Yi Shenghe's praise and praise for him, his tail would rise to the sky.

Yi Shenghe also smiled knowingly, it turned out that he was thinking about things too seriously, and there was nothing wrong with Yi Shengge's body.

But since all the words have been said and done, after talking about Yi Shengge, it will definitely be his turn. Yi Sheng saw that Yi Shengge's mood was not bad, so he didn't pay too much attention to it.

"Brother Ge, if one day, I will die."

"What nonsense are you talking here, you kid? How could such a thing happen? With me, no one can hurt you, you just need to study medicine. Don't be cranky all day long, have nothing to say, do you hear? ”

Before Yi Shenghe could finish his words, he was rudely interrupted by Yi Shengge.

Yi Shengge was still smiling, but suddenly turned into an impatient expression.

Obviously, Yi Shengge actually knew what Yi Shenghe was going to ask, but he just didn't want to hear it and didn't want to answer.

"Eh, Brother Ge, why are you like this, I haven't finished my words yet."

"Alright, you're done, and you're not allowed to ask this question from now on."

Yi Shengge turned his head directly and looked at the lake, no longer speaking, and he didn't intend to pay attention to Yi Shenghe.

Yi Shenghe sighed, sure enough, he still thought of him too openly, and he didn't know if he had thought about it.

"Don't be angry, you have something to say. You just said that I was just talking about playing, and I'm going to change the way and ask you again. ”

"No, this kind of unlucky words, I have already said it to myself once today, you can say it later."

Yi Shengge was just looking at the sunset in front of him, but after finishing speaking, he turned around directly and pointed the back of his head at Yi Shenghe, indicating that he didn't want to continue to communicate.

But Yi Shengge didn't think about this problem, and was aroused by Yi Shengge's curiosity, and he really wanted to hear Yi Shengge's thoughts.

Seeing that Yi Shengge didn't want to cooperate, Yi Shenghe felt that he still had to use both soft and hard.

"Brother Ge, if you don't turn your head around now and don't listen to what I say, you won't want to eat lunch this month."

"If you don't eat, you won't eat, and it's better than listening to your nonsense here."

Yi Shengge's words were full of disgust, but Yi Shenghe's heart was still warm.

It seems that if you want to set Yisheng song today, it is not so easy.

"Actually, Brother Ge, I haven't thought about this thing. It's just that I'm worried that if it really happens one day, a handsome, quick-witted, smart, strong, and excellent person like you may not be able to meet my requirements, right? I'm not a casual person, so ah, I still have to consider your truth in all aspects, and then I can make plans later. ”

Yi Shenghe thought of what he could think of, and it was suitable to use on Yi Shengge, and praised his words, and said them all at once.

However, this time he was praised by Yi Shenghe, but Yi Shengge was not as happy as usual. He still didn't want to look back, whether he was organizing the language in his head, or if he didn't want to talk about it at all.

Seeing that Yi Shengge still didn't turn around, it seemed that it was useless to praise him, so he could only say it calmly.

"Brother Ge, you turn to look at me. Actually, to tell you the truth, I haven't thought about this issue, but since you mentioned it today, I would also like to know what your real thoughts are and what your plans are about this issue. ”

Yi Shenghe's tone was flat, but with an irresistible force.

Although Yi Shengge didn't want to speak, he still obediently turned to look at him and didn't say a word.

"Brother Ge, I hope you can tell me what you really think in your heart, okay?"

Yi Shengge nodded.

"I'm looking forward to hearing your answers, and I'm sure you won't let me down!"

Yi Shengge nodded.

Yi Shenghe's gaze was as tender as water, but Yi Shengge's tangled emotions were not easy to unravel.

Both of them were very quiet, looking at each other seriously, and after a while, Yi Shengge spoke.

"Actually, Xiaohe, the reason why I have been reluctant to take the initiative to bring up this issue is because whenever I think about it, I can't sleep all night long. I think this question is too serious and unlucky. But recently, I thought of the most appropriate answer. ”

Yi Shenghe nodded, and instead of interrupting Yi Shengge, he raised his chin at him and motioned for him to continue.

Actually, I don't know when this thought came to my mind. I don't dare to think about how I will live my life in the future if one day you walk in front of me. Am I going insane, am I going to go crazy and break down, am I going to go with you, how am I going to continue to live? These thoughts have all come to my head, and I dare not delve into them. ”

"But then, I decided to think differently. What would you do if I went first, and how would I like you to continue to live. Maybe that's the right angle, and I'm okay with that. So after it took me a long time, I rejected all my previous ideas, and finally got the answer I just told you. ”

"And after I figured out that answer, it was like a chain reaction. Soon, I figured out how I should continue to live if one day you were ahead of me. But although these thoughts are in my head, I don't know how, or rather, when I should tell you what I really think. ”。

"Even if I think the atmosphere will be weird. But I'd love to tell you my answer. ”