Cloudy August 12
Today is Mr.'s "May Seven" day, and early in the morning, Mr.'s wife sent a WeChat:
“…… If you do five seven, you will break seven, each place has its own habits, generally according to the habit is to do five seven can be broken, do five seven you should go to your daughter to rest and recuperate, otherwise you will not be able to hold on, you are suffering and tired.
Enjoy living with your daughter, don't let the sad mood affect your daughter's life and work, your daughter will be sad and sad when she sees you so sad, I hope that everything will return to normal when you come back next time, adjust your mentality, get out of the pain as soon as possible, and accept the facts. Talk to your friends more, so that you will change the sadness that you can't get out as soon as possible, as long as you need me, I am willing to talk with you and listen to you, I hope you will recover your mood as soon as possible, be a real yourself, a sweet you".
As my wife said, in the minds of my friends, I am a woman who loves to laugh, sing, and is very sunny. Every poem I publish on a literary website is full of yearning and longing for a beautiful love.
The clear spring water is quiet
Author: Tian Jing
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The clear spring water is quiet
Ding Dong Ding Dong sang happily
A trickle
Listen softly to my dreams
The singing voice of a lark
Tactfully invited the moon
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The clear spring water is quiet
Ding-dong, Ding-dong, wandering in the forest
The strings of the heart
Bubbling endlessly, stretching unrestrained
The eyes of the Magical Peak
Watch the stream flow
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The clear spring water is quiet
Ding-dong ding-dong around the hill
Pure white clouds
Flutter with the wind and fly into the distance
Ripples of thought
Accompanied by the joy of the sound of water
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The clear spring water is quiet
Ding Dong Ding Dong kisses the sun
Silent mountains and forests
Refreshing, birds singing and flowers
The true meaning of the fountain of love
Ushered in the hope of happiness
When the gentleman read the poem, he smiled and said that I was a little girl who loved to fantasize.
In the exchange of words, the two of us struck a spark of love.
It is said that the Internet is virtual, however, my chance encounter with my husband came from the marriage network. For this, we are very grateful to the founder of Marriage and Love.com, and we are grateful for this platform for me to meet, know and love my husband.
Through the screen, my husband and I seem to have returned to the youthful years when love was first opened, and every word typed on the keyboard jumped with a strong sense of love. Inspiration flows like a fountain:
It's my fate to meet you
Author: Tian Jing
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Like a pure stream
Pure and pleasant
Like a soft spring breeze
Xu Run, euphemistic
Your and my hearts
Blend through the keyboard in the quiet of the night
Occasional encounters
Away from the complexity of materialism
Speak of the heart
Float out a beautiful wreath of life
The rhythm of poetry
Carrying you and me to raise the sails of happiness
Intoxicating music
Wrap around the beam in the space of the network
Deep friendship
Prompted the mountains full of green spring orchids
Hazy feelings
Warm and sweet, yet charming and illusory
Like fresh spring rain
Obsessed, happy
Like ripples in a lake
Tranquil, lingering
You and I love each other
Always insist on following the vastness of the net
A beautiful relationship lasted only eight years, which is too short, too short......
Husband, if there is an afterlife, I hope we will meet in the prime of our youth. There is no vicissitudes of time, no emotional trauma; There is no torture of illness, no sudden parting of life and death......
The teacher's WeChat wrote: "It is a blessing in his life that he found a lady like you, but he left too early, not a blessed life, leaving the person he loves, and making you miserable." So when he leaves, he holds your hand tightly, and he can't say ...... anymore if he has a stomach, he doesn't know that you are more painful than him, it's all because of deep feelings! You tidy up slowly, the weather is hot and hurts yourself, don't be too tired!
My wife's care and comfort all the time made me feel warm.
…… Outside, the sun is setting, indoors, in front of the portrait of Mr., two lit red candles, fragrant, the melody of "Great Compassion Mantra" is circulating, and there are five plates on the table, which contain the dishes that Mr. liked during his lifetime, a glass of rice wine, and a bowl of rice. The handsome face of the gentleman in the photo is looking at me with a smile......
The offerings on the table are also pure white chrysanthemums offered by her daughter, and the birthday gift given to Mr. before - Guoguang brand harmonica.
Tears flowed down my cheeks, and I murmured, "Husband, I stopped you from drinking before I died, and I often made trouble because of this." I would like to give you a glass of wine today, and I hope you will have no illness over there and live happily. ”
"Tears are like springs calling the husband, vaguely like chasing the sky. The sound and smile float in front of the eyes, and we want to see each other again in a dream". My husband liked the poems I wrote, but I never heard them again.
Professor Y of the Conservatory of Music sent a post on WeChat entitled "Mengman Poetry Lesson - Belly with Poetry and Books, Like a Grass Orchid", encouraging me to cheer up, "You are a beautiful woman and a talented woman. Check out this mood-regulating ......
In the evening, I opened Mr. Mengman's poetry class.
The ups and downs of the lives of legendary women are slowly unfolding in front of them, which makes people fascinated and forget the sadness in their hearts for a while.
From Empress E and Nuying in the period of the Three Emperors and Five Emperors, to the female Jie Qiu Jin in modern times, behind every woman is a splendid poem and a legendary life.
Some people say that women who pursue perfection too much are often not easy to be perfect emotionally. But those years that were taken away by time will be hidden in her temperament through poetry. Their conduct and human feelings are completely a reference model for our daily life.
Perhaps, I will become such a woman.
I understand the professor's intentions, and I understand the subtext of the professor: disperse the sadness in your life, and return you to the breeze and the moon, such as Lan Fanghua. Mr. Mengman's interpretation may give you some inspiration.
In life, there may not be any need to be confused by the winding road of love, it is often that happiness surrounds us, but we can't see happiness. Once happiness goes far away, we feel how beautiful it is. Don't think that indulging in love makes us feel sweet. Far away, or farther away, as long as we can look at each other from afar, the gaze of the prime minister should be how many heartfelt feelings that the lovers who depend on each other do not have.
My husband is gone, and I am irrepressibly sad and missing. It turns out that in the bottom of my heart, that love has not disappeared, it is still so innocent. In heaven and on earth, we will always gaze at each other......
In the days since my husband left, I was deeply touched by the care and encouragement of my teachers, relatives and friends.
Late at night, when everything was silent, I held a mahogany Xie Shi pen customized with my husband's hair and comforted him, "Husband, I'm going to my daughter's place temporarily, don't worry, I will solve everything properly." Shan's matter is under the supervision of the local health commission, and the matter of the estate has also entered the judicial process with the help of lawyers......".
From now on, with the company of this pen, I will never feel lonely again, the love of my husband will always be with me, and I will try to come out of my grief, face the sun, and move towards a new life. (ENDS)